Se connecterThaddeus POV “Jesus fucking Christ.” I muttered under my breath the second I raised my head. The curse slipped out automatically before I could even filter it. Kimmy was standing right at the edge of the kitchen, looking like a total fever dream. She had taken off that oversized hoodie, replacing it with a simple pink tank top and a pair of tiny black lounge shorts. Kimmy was standing right at the edge of the kitchen, looking like a total fever dream. She had taken off that oversized hoodie, replacing it with a simple pink tank top and a pair of tiny black lounge shorts. The tank top fit her body smoothly, but because she wasn't wearing a bra underneath, my eyes hooked instantly onto her chest. I couldn't stop looking at the clear outline of her hardened nipples poking aggressively right through the pink fabric. Below that, she wore a tiny pair of black lounge shorts that rode high on her hips, leaving her long, smooth legs and a generous curve of her butt cheeks completely exp
Kimmy’s POV I stood leaning against the back of the locked guest room door, my ears straining to hear if Thaddeus was moving around out in the hallway. The silence outside was heavy and unbroken, but inside my own head, it was complete chaos. My mind was in absolute shambles, running in exhausting circles until my temples began to throb. I slid down the wood frame of the door until I was sitting flat on the cold floor, pulling my knees up to my chest and staring aimlessly across the dark bedroom. My body was still humming with the lingering heat of his hands. My swollen lips still felt the phantom pressure of his mouth pressing into mine, and the spot on my neck where he had sucked hard against my skin was still throbbing with a dull, warm pulse. And that was the absolute scariest part of all this. I found myself battling with my own thoughts, wrestling with questions I had no business asking. Why was I suddenly so obsessed with wanting him to put a real name on what we had? Why
Kimmy’s POV Before I could even process the words coming out of his mouth, Thaddeus closed the last inch of space between us. His mouth came down on mine with a heavy, desperate heat that took my breath away instantly. It wasn't a gentle kiss, and it wasn't a slow ask. It was rough, demanding, and full of the dark hunger he had been holding in for the last two days while I was locked away. His large hands slid right beneath my hoodie, gripping my waist so tight his fingers dug into my skin. He lifted me slightly, setting me right onto the edge of the island counter so I was sitting level with him. The cold stone bit into the back of my thighs through my shorts, but the rest of my body was completely engulfed in his heat. "Beau—" I managed to gasp out against his lips, my hands slamming against his broad chest to hold him back. He didn't stop. He nudged my knees apart with his thighs, stepping right between them so I had nowhere to retreat. His hands moved up my ribs, his thumbs t
Thaddeus POV The wide, terrified look in Kimmy’s eyes hit me right in the chest. She was pressed hard against the edge of the island counter, her back completely flat against it, staring up at me like I was a wild animal about to snap. I could see the tiny tremble in her lower lip, the pale color of her skin, and the way her chest was heaving beneath her oversized hoodie. I took a slow, deep breath, forcing the wild heat in my head to cool down just a bit. The manic flare in my eyes receded, smoothing out as I forced myself to settle, but the heavy, possessive knot in my gut didn't loosen an inch. I didn't back away. I didn't apologize, and I certainly didn't take back what I had just said. If anything, seeing her stand there trapped between my body and the counter only solidified the dark truth I had been carrying around for months. Without breaking eye contact with her, I casually reached my left hand right behind her waist, leaning in just enough to turn the knob on the stove.
Kimmy’s POV After two long days locked away in the guest room, standing in the main living space felt almost surreal. I had decided to make a simple dinner for both of us—a classic, homemade macaroni and cheese. It was simple and comforting, and it gave me something to do with my hands while the apartment grew quiet. I stood over the kitchen island, stirring the elbow pasta with a wooden spoon as it boiled, before turning to grate a thick block of sharp cheddar onto a wooden cutting board. I was actually starting to relax a bit, just focusing on getting dinner ready and enjoying the silence. Because I was so focused on what I was doing, I didn't hear the light thud of bare feet on the floor behind me. I didn't hear him step into the room at all. I was only alerted to his presence when two broad, solid arms wrapped securely around my waist from behind, pulling my back flush against his broad chest. A tiny gasp escaped my lips, my fingers dropping the cheese grater onto the board w
Kimmy’s POV Two days in a single room is a long time to sit with your own thoughts. I spent forty-eight hours locked inside the guest bedroom, letting out everything I had been desperately holding back. The moment I had turned that lock two nights ago, my knees gave out and I cried my eyes out onto the pillows. I had held back my tears out in the hallway because I refused to break down in front of Thaddeus. I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of seeing how deeply his harsh, cruel words had cut into me. But once I was behind closed doors, the pain, the betrayal, and the sheer humiliation tore through me. To keep myself from continuously dwelling on how he went off on me, I worked myself to a stupor. I pulled out my laptop, plugged in my hard drives, and spent those entire two days glued to my screen, meticulously editing every single raw photo from the fashion campaign shoot with Sarah. I touched up lighting, adjusted color balances, and cropped hundreds of frames until my f







