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Author: Amaka
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šŸ–¤AlexandrašŸ–¤

That one hit him hard. I saw it instantly in his eyes. But I didn’t care anymore. Pain made people cruel sometimes.

And right now?

I was drowning in it.

ā€œI want my Dada back,ā€ I whispered helplessly.

God.

That sentence sounded so small coming out of me. Like a child begging for something impossible. Jacob’s eyes softened instantly afterward and somehow that gentleness broke me even more.

ā€œHe can’t leave me,ā€ I cried quietly. ā€œHe can’t.ā€

Jacob looked like he wanted to touch me so b
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They were both beginning to be happy but now Jacobs family needs to pay, Stella needs to die. I loved Jay he was a special person and now he may be gone.
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  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 123

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  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 122

    šŸ–¤ Alexandra šŸ–¤I walked back into Room 14 and pulled the chair back into the small gap between both beds, the same chair Jacob had been sitting in earlier, still slightly warm from where he’d been, and I sat down and took one small hand in each of mine the way I had hours ago, like nothing had moved at all, even though everything had.Loveth’s fingers curled slightly around mine in her sleep.Dean’s chest rose and fell with the steady mechanical rhythm of the ventilator, that quiet hiss and click that I had stopped hearing as a sound and started hearing as a countdown, though I couldn’t have told you toward what.I watched them both for a long time and let my mind, against my own permission, drift toward the version of tonight where things had gone differently. Where the call had come too late. Where there had been nothing left for anyone to do.I let myself feel the full weight of that for exactly one breath.Then I closed the door on it, the way I closed the door on everything I co

  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 121

    šŸ–¤ Jacob šŸ–¤That banter or maybe I should just call it what it actually was, a simple yet sweet conversation was something I genuinely had not been expecting tonight.Not after the slap.Not after Chairman Fisher told me to leave the room like I was a delivery boy who had overstayed his welcome.Not after everything else that had happened in the last several hours, which, when I actually stopped to count it all up, was an amount of chaos that most people don’t experience in a full year, let alone one night.But there we were. Me with my terrible vending machine coffee. Her sitting across from me with that look on her face that said she was choosing, deliberately, to let the moment be light instead of heavy. And somehow it worked. Somehow for one entire minute the weight of everything else the children on ventilators, Stella’s missing legs, the mystery caller, Amara typing at three thirty in the morning somehow all of that stepped back just far enough to let two people who used to know

  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 120

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  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 119

    šŸ–¤ Alexandra šŸ–¤ā€œAre you going to tell me what’s going on?ā€ I asked the moment the door shut behind Jacob.Papa didn’t answer immediately.He sat there for a moment with his hands still folded in his lap, his eyes fixed on some point past my shoulder, and I recognized that look one he got right before he told you something that he himself was still angry about, the kind of anger that hadn’t cooled down enough yet to be delivered calmly.Then he started talking.ā€œThe girl said something about someone approaching her with a good offer,ā€ he said, and his voice carried that specific edge that I had only heard a handful of times in my entire life, the one reserved for things that genuinely offended him on a personal level rather than just inconvenienced him. ā€œAll she had to do was shake up our family. That’s how she put it. Shake up. As if she was describing a cocktail recipe and not five years of orchestrated destruction.ā€I felt my jaw tighten.ā€œShe said she never intended to kill anyon

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    šŸ–¤ Jacob šŸ–¤If I am being honest, I really did not care whether Stella lived or died.I know how that sounds.I know exactly how that sounds coming from her own brother standing in a hospital corridor while she lay there with both legs gone and a fifty percent chance of never opening her eyes again, but five years does something to a person’s capacity for grief over someone who spent those same five years trying to destroy everyone I loved.What I cared about was the phone call.What I cared about was the fact that the voice on that call had threatened my children with a precision that suggested deep knowledge of this family, and the way it had referenced Stella made it sound less like Stella was the architect of all of this and more like Stella was a tool someone else had picked up and used.Which meant Stella might have answers.Answers I needed to keep my children safe.Answers that might lead me to the child I might have somewhere else entirely, a thought I had been carrying alone

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  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 069

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  • Chaos Is My CrownĀ Ā Ā 067

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