Mag-log inAfter everyone settled and the place regained a semblance of normalcy, we gathered in the living room to talk about pressing matters. Feyre said she wanted to know everything before tonight. That way, she wouldn’t feel like there is something she has to do in her life. She wants to start on a clean
ALPHA ZADE Everything feels different when the plane lands in the private hangar. Even the air felt different, free and fresh. Feyre slept the entire ride to the packhouse. I relished holding cradling her in my arms like a precious jewel. Which she is. Alpha Asher is already waiting for our arri
If someone told me this would be my life four or five months ago, I would take them to the doctor because something had to be wrong with them. We’re here now, and I don’t think I can ever be this happy in my life. “Perfect.” Zade repeats. He grips my chin and tips my head up until I’m looking at h
FEYRE The gentle rhythm of the heart monitor is the sound I wake up to. I look around the dim lit room, sighing in relief when I note that it is NOT a hospital room. I think everyone would understand if I never wanted to be in one ever again. Soft breathing from beside me makes me smile. I push
We both stare at the gun we hadn’t noticed in alpha Lucien’s hand and Zade sighs, then he stands up, letting my hand fall off his body. “He would choose to die a coward. It is all he has ever been.” He turns and walks out of the place. I followed him without a word. When we walk out, there are mor
FEYRE Losing consciousness has become a second skin to me. That is my first thought when I wake up and find myself looking up at the ceiling. I pick myself up from the ground, craning my neck from side to side until I release the cramp. The man is still lying face down on the mattress. He looks d
ALPHA ZADE “You seem to be in a foul mood.” I shot William a stern glare, hoping that would shut him up. He didn’t shut up of course, he just threw his head back and laughed. “I know it has nothing to do with the council,” he brings his glass up to his lips and takes another sip of the whiskey he
FEYRE Zade didn’t actually have a valid reason for not telling me Asher had called. Unless you count him being jealous as a valid excuse. He didn’t actually say that but it wasn’t hard to guess. After he made that kissing comment and my face heated up, we just decided to change the topic. In the
FEYRE Sitting next to Zade for the past half hour has joined the list of the hardest things I have done in my life. I’ll admit, I seem to be a different person. It started when I step my foot in Darkmoon pack. Something about his presence makes me act out. It felt like I was becoming someone I w
ALPHA ZADE I didn’t have the heart to take off Feyre’s dress at first. I felt too guilty for putting her in that situation, knowing the council only took interest in her because they wanted to get to me. In the end, I decided she would be uncomfortable in it and that was what made me undress her







