Chapter 09

"I'm not happy about your sudden departure, Abigail. What if we're not prepared for this? What if we don't have a backup plan? How can we go ahead?"

"Calm down, Bianca. Let her explain herself to us."

I bent down and just kept fiddling with my finger. I expected Bianca's reaction to be like this. But I didn't fully think that she would be this angry; that's why the nervousness rumbled in my chest.

Nervous about my position in the group. I'm nervous for Bianca and nervous for myself that Bianca might not accept me anymore and just remove me from the group, even though it's the first time that I've lost myself. I know Bianca; she is a persistent person. As long as she can handle the things around her, she can make a plan immediately. And I'm afraid she'll see me as worthless to the group.

"Speak up, Abigail. You need to explain why you disappeared yesterday. We searched the entire campus; even in the senior building, you were not there. Some students approached us, saying that you were