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176. Alpha Tristan's POV (11)

Author: Kiki Jones
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-19 16:34:27

ALPHA TRISTAN’s POV

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I don't know what was but something was wrong with me…. Fuck that! A lot was wrong with me.

I sensed the difference weeks ago yet I have failed to figure out what exactly was different.

I felt weak yet never have I felt this strong.

In control but utterly out of control.

Wise but absolutely stupid.

“Tool you this long to figure that one out.” Wolf would have made such a snarky comment if he hadn't been unbearably silent for a couple of days or was it weeks?

I don't know.

But I knew he would have said something like that to me just to call me out.

All of a sudden, I missed Dolf’s constant yapping. I missed how he used to irritate me with his nags even though he knew I wouldn't listen to him.

Dolf never gave up on me… until now.

These days, I find myself getting lost in my damn thoughts. I find myself thinking about nothing but every damn thing at the same damn time. For instance, I was supposed to be going through the stack of papers on my office desk.
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