5. A Passionate Song

AURELIA

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“No”

I let out that word despite knowing that it would only fuel Alpha Raiden’s anger. 

He could get angry but I had the right to say no to him. I was done with him. I was done giving him every part of me without asking for parts of him in return. I was done loving him with all of me even though my heart was kicking against the idea of that. 

“What was that, mate?” Alpha Raiden asked, his voice low and challenging. 

I inhaled sharply, finding it hard to repeat that single word. I averted my eyes and took steps away from him and the bed. He shouldn’t be able to keep me around while he wants another woman– but he could do that. He was the Alpha. 

He could have his cake and eat it. 

“Do you need me to repeat myself, woman!” Alpha Raiden growled impatiently and I nearly jumped out of my own skin as he pumped fear into my bloodstream. 

He started peeling his shirt off without caring about me and angrily, he hissed, his eyes burning holes into my face, “Strip this instance!”

That was a command. 

Yet, shakily, I retorted, “I won’t be doing that. If you want sex, get it from the woman you are passionate about. I’m no longer your wife and left to me, I would have ended this wretched bond that keeps us tied to each other. I would have freed you–”

“ENOUGH OF YOUR NONSENSE, MATE!” 

Alpha Raiden snarled like the beast he was. 

Gone was the man who showed passion to Larisa this morning. He wasn’t that man with me. He had never been and he would never be. 

“You think you can defy me just because we are no longer married legally? Because we are divorced? I’m still your mate and Alpha and you will obey me.” He spelled out, dropping his pants to the floor and standing before me in all his naked glory. 

I shook my head, shoving the urge to take a minute and look at his well-sculpted body for what might be the last time as tears threatened to spill out of me, “You are not happy with me. You can no longer be my mate, Alpha Raiden. Make this easier for us all and–” 

The rest of my statement was cut off when I was suddenly swept off my feet not like some angel but like a weed… I was uprooted like a weed and thrown on the bed without much effort on Alpha Raiden’s part. 

I yelped, “No. I don’t want this. You can’t do this.” Tears streamed down my face. 

“You don’t have to want it. I want it.” Alpha Raiden seethed. He ran his hand over his length and my eyes fell to the thick piece of flesh that I had always been drawn to since the day we officially became mates. Heck, I was addicted to that part of him but now? Now I was scared. “I can do this because I am your mate and I will do it because you do not get to say no to me, mate.” 

“Please, D-don’t d-do t-his–” I cried, folding my legs into myself as I sobbed and voiced my refusal. 

Alpha Raiden’s gray eyes dilated and I thought I saw him hesitating but he tugged at my feet, yanking me flat on the bed and before I could let out even a cry, he flipped me over, my chest flat on the bed. 

As he gripped my hands, holding them on the low of my waist, he whispered into my ears, “You will soon beg me to give you more, mate. You cry now but you will only moan out ‘Alpha’ in a few minutes.” 

I wanted to call him out so bad and let him know that it was wrong of him to kiss another woman this morning only to return to my bed. I wanted him to know that he shouldn’t want the woman he divorced earlier today the way he wanted me. 

His want for me… or should I say, his want for my body was obvious from the redness of his balls. I had sighted that before he flipped me over and as much as I didn’t want him to touch me, a bigger part of me loved that he wanted me badly. 

A part of me wanted him to rough handle me in bed and for him to kiss me while he claimed me as his mate over and over again… I wanted him to see no one else but me, not even his dearest childhood lover. 

Alpha Raiden ripped my dress from my waist downward and just like he said, my cry was replaced by a loud moan when he pushed himself into me. His hold on my hands loosened with every move of his waist and he groaned into my ears, singing a passionate song to me. 

“How could he not see how we fit beautifully?” I thought to myself while my mate devoured me and I took all he had to give, making myself believe that he was here in bed with me not just for my body but for me… 

I mean, there was something different about the way he hit my sweet spot repeatedly, making me scream as orgasm washed over me like an angry wave. It was almost as if he was making sweet rough love to me… like he was punishing me for wanting to tear us apart by rejecting him yet apologizing for making me sign the divorce papers…. 

“You like that, don’t you…” Alpha Raiden said, jerking within me. “You’re mine to keep, mate. Your body and soul belong to me and you dare not reject me. I’m in charge of you…” 

It was hard to tell if that was him or his wolf but those were the last words I heard as another orgasm hit me hard… hard enough to make me lose my consciousness and slip into a sweet terrorizing nightmare.

By the time I woke up, it was morning, and Alpha Raiden was gone as always and I had bruises and hickeys on my body. As always.

“Maybe Larisa was a dream. Maybe there were no divorce papers…” That thought flickered in my mind as I stretched my sore body and pushed myself off the bed, walking to the door in my ripped dress and hoping that yesterday was one bad nightmare. 

But when I turned the doorknob, I realized that I had been locked inside the sex room. This was when it occurred to me that I had not only become the Alpha’s hated Prisoner but I had also become the Alpha’s hated sex slave. 

Like he wanted to prove that to me, Alpha Riaden didn't come to the room again until he wanted sex again and he didn’t let me out of the sex room for days. Each time he came for me, he rode me to bliss and I let him because there was no other choice… at least not for me.