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When awareness slowly claws back, I realize two things. First, it’s morning already. Secondly, I’m floating in the air, and I am no longer on the chair. I force my eyes to pry open slowly, and my eyes meet someone’s hard jaw. The person is carrying up the stairs. I close my eyes again, trying to stop my throbbing headache. The person drops me on the bed softly, and I finally see his face.
Rowan?
How is he here?
He was with Christine yesterday. I hold my head as the memories rush in. I am married. And my husband spent our wedding night with another woman. I sit up slowly, and his hard gaze makes my heart stutter. He’s staring at the ground, clenching and unclenching his fist. And it is then that I realize that my robe is open, and my nightwear is on display. I don’t know where the sudden boldness comes from. I remove the robe from my body, wearing only the silky nightwear, as I stand in front of him.
“Where were you last night?” I say, looking up at him. I knew where he was. The lipstick stain on his shirt and the feminine smell on his body doesn’t hide the fact that he was with her.
“I was with Christine last night. She needed me—” I don’t let him finish before I interrupt him. “And I didn’t need you? First, you came late to the wedding, and you went to meet another woman on our wedding night, Rowan! I waited all night!” I say, frustrated. He snakes his arm around my waist and pulls me closer.
“Listen, Christine is not some other woman. I already told you before that I won’t tolerate any sort of harassment from you. She’s in a critical state because of you. Not only did you try to come between us, but you also physically assaulted her. She’s in a fragile state, and she needs me. Besides, you’re just like every other girl. You wanted to be Mrs. Prescott so bad. Now you’ve gotten what you wanted, so please stop this drama. And find something to wear and stop acting like a whore.” He pushes me back softly. His words stab me in the heart like a physical knife.
“What about you, Rowan? You wanted the marriage, too.” I whisper.
“You made a promise to me, Rowan. I won’t let you insult our marriage by being with some other woman. It’s not my fault that you’re in this mess. Fix it, before I do so myself.” I release a harsh breath.
“For the last time, Sloane, I was dying in the hospital. My parents died, and I was frightened. I never loved you, Sloane, so don't you dare say you agreed to the marriage because of the rubbish I said years ago. You may be able to fool Grandpa, but not me. I really know what you are after, and I'm willing to give you as long as you stay away from Christine and me. The card with you has no spending limit, so enjoy yourself,” he sneers. A bitter taste settles in my mouth when hearing Rowan’s cold words.
“You think I’m after your money?” I retort in disbelief.
“You could’ve told grandpa you don’t want the marriage because I’m sure he wouldn't have forced you. So please spare me the unnecessary drama. And stay away from Christine. I mean it, Sloane, if you do anything to hurt her, I won’t forgive you.” He says with a stern face, before storming outside.
God, what have I gotten myself into? My phone rings and I take a deep breath when I realize it’s my mum calling.
“Good morning, mummy,” I say, faking a yawn.“The fact that you’re telling me good morning in the afternoon is a good sign.” I know what she means, but I keep quiet.
“Are you okay, my dear? I know it’ll feel foreign at first, but just take care of yourself, okay? You can always talk to me about anything, my dear. And let me know if you need anything.”
“Mummy, you don’t need to worry about anything. He’s taking care of me.” I lie to my mum, because I don’t know what else to say. I drop my phone on the bed, freshen up, then eat lunch. I’ve not really had anything to eat since the wedding preparations.
Lizzie gives me a tour of the house, and I’m not surprised that Rowan shares his master bedroom with Christine, which is why he gave me a separate room. My favorite part of the house is the library. I spend the entire day in the library, and I don’t know when I drift off to sleep.
Slowly, that becomes my routine. Waking up, eating, reading, and sleeping. Rowan has not been home for two weeks, and his number has been switched off.
Fuck my life!
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It’s been three weeks since I got married to Rowan. And my husband has spent those three weeks with his lover. My leave of absence at the hospital ends tomorrow. I’m eating lunch with Catherine today, then I’ll resume work tomorrow. At least I will be busy with work, instead of brooding over my sad life. I pick one of the clothes in my closet, and I wear a simple gown. The driver follows me to the restaurant even after I insist on going alone.
“My baby,” Catherine screams across the table before I even sit. “I missed you.” She lunges at me, and I hug her back tightly. “Are you okay?” She asks softly. Catherine has always been the only one to truly know when I’m in a bad mood.
“I guess I’ve become invisible.” A familiar voice sounds beside me, and I see Mark grinning, opening his arms for me, and I hug him. Mark is one of my good friends at the hospital.
“Girl, you’re glowing. I guess I need to get married, too.” I miss Mark and his teases. “Stop teasing her asshole,” Catherine hits him lightly. He gives me updates on the things that have happened at the hospital since. Mark leaves us early, and it was just Catherine and me.
“I’ll see you tomorrow, pumpkin.” He says, and kisses my cheeks softly. “Mark still has the hots for you,” Catherine says, winking.
“Catherine, please.” I roll my eyes. “Come on, spill the tea. I know something is wrong with you. Did you get disappointed at the size of his dick? He couldn’t satisfy you?”
Oh, I wish.
“We didn’t have sex,” I mutter lowly. “What do you mean by you didn’t have sex?” She replies, shocked. I explain everything to Catherine, and she goes spiral. “That bastard! I’m going to fucking castrate him! How dare he say you’re after his money? You could’ve dated all those boys at the college! Hell, even if you had dated Mark, he’d have treated you better. But you wanted him to be your first, and now he’s saying he has another woman? Who on earth does he think he is? Why didn’t he tell his grandpa that he has another woman? He made you believe he also wanted the marriage, and left you to be with another person.” She laments painfully.
“Calm down, Cat,” I pat her. “You’re too pure for this, Sloane. Trust me, he’s going to regret this. He can’t even respect you. He left alone in his mansion for three weeks, Sloane.”
“It’s fine, Cat.”
“No, it’s not. Where is the card he gave you?” She looks at me with a wicked grin. “No, I’m not spending his money.” I refuse to give her the card.
“Come on, let's show him what a real gold digger looks like.” She drags me from my chair.
This is the ninth store we’re entering, and I’m already feeling bad for him. “Calm down, he’s a billionaire. A few million won’t hurt him.” She says, taking a dress from the rack for me to try. However, my attention is not on her; rather, my eyes are focused on Christine. Just on cue, our gaze meets, and she smirks.
“If it isn't the gold-digging whore.” She says, giving me a digested look. “Excuse me, who on earth are you?” Catherine jumps to my defense before I can say anything.
Remembering Rowan’s words, I take Catherine's hand and leave the boutique. I don’t want to create any scene. But Christine, on the other hand, has another intention.
“Poor Sloane.” She says, circling me, like a predator. “Did you enjoy the call the other night?”
That means she was the one who picked the call. She wanted me to hear how my husband was fucking her. “How does it feel to cry yourself to sleep every night knowing your husband is with me, making love to me?”
“Listen, I don’t know who the fuck you are, but you don’t talk to my girl like that. You’re the only one who is happy to be the other woman. She’s his wife publicly, but you’re just a secret woman that nobody gives a fuck about.” Catherine says venomously, which makes Christine laugh hysterically.
“You’re such a dumb bitch. Where did you think he was on your wedding day? He was getting married to me, and he made love to me that night.” She says, showing off her ring.
“I became Mrs. Prescott before you. You’re the other woman, and your marriage is invalid. He had already been married to me before he came to the altar. We’ll be a complete family soon, and you’ll be all alone.” A sinister smile curves her mouth before she walks away.
A complete family?
What does she mean by that?
“Don’t listen to her, Sloane,” Catherine says as we walk to the car, and I don’t respond.
How can I not listen to her?
My marriage is not valid.
He married her first.
I’m the other woman.
“Sloane!”
“I’ll see you tomorrow, Catherine,” I say before the driver leaves. He made a mockery of my love, and I don't know how much I can tolerate anymore.
ROWANChristine’s pregnancy had become my most important concern. The late-night craving, early morning sickness, and doctor’s visit are just constant reminders that I’m about to be a father. During this period, I can't help but think about Sloane. As much as I love Christine, I know, deep down, that I have a duty to fulfill towards Sloane. Sloane and I are supposed to have dinner with my grandfather today, but I’m stuck at the hospital with Christine. I’m sure grandpa would understand that my child comes first. “Sir, the baby is healthy, but you need to take constant care of the mother, because her blood pressure is a little bit high.” The doctor says, and I look at Christine. I hold her hand tenderly and place a kiss on her stomach.“I’ll make sure of it doctor.” The doctor nods slowly, before leaving the room. “Baby, you’re already late for your dinner. We’ve been here since the afternoon, and I don't want your grandpa to get me mad at me. I’ll go home with the driver.” Christin
SLOANEFour days laterI am currently sitting in Mark’s garden, and there’s something eerie about the way the wind blows. I wrap my arm around myself, staring at the sky. It’s been four days since I left home, and there has not been a single call, or text from Rowan. Even if I leave forever, I doubt if he’ll notice. Part of me had expected, no, prayed that he was going to notice my absence, and ask me to come home. But there was nothing. The past four days have been a blur of shadows and sad moments. I almost gave up on my plan to leave Rowan. Every day, I wear an oversized hoodie and watch my family from afar. Sometimes, I stay a street away from my parents’ house, watching from a distance. My mother still waters the flowers every morning. My father still reads the paper on the porch. Ordinary routines, painfully familiar. He retired from the hospital after my wedding, to spend more time with his wife. I watched as he wrapped his arms around my mother's waist and kissed her fore
ROWANSince Sloane forced her way into my life, chaos has followed. My calmness and patience were thrown out the window immediately she stepped into my life. She’s not the sweet Sloane I used to know. She’s infuriating, too stubborn to bend, too proud to step aside, always challenging me in ways no one else dares. When Grandpa reminded me about the marriage, I was hoping she would reject me, because there was no way she’d have held on to the promise I made years ago.That period was the most disheartening time of my life, and I have forced myself to forget about everything that happened. I had planned to propose to Christine that week and introduce her to grandpa, but when he told me Sloane agreed to the marriage, all my plans were shattered. When Sloane returned, I felt like she brought up the past that I tried so hard to bury, feelings I don’t want to uncover. I’m not that little boy again. I agreed to the marriage just to fulfill the promise I made to grandpa. He is very fond of
SloaneI walk into my room, and I feel like a stranger. I rummage through my closet and take what I am looking for. I remove it from the box and caress it softly. I stand in front of the mirror, place it around my neck, and stare at it. The family heirloom. The necklace his grandfather gave me. I am finally letting it go, because it will be selfish of me to keep this. The one possession that I have always cherished.It belongs to her, not me. I put it back in the box, before heading to his room. I know Rowan is not at home, not like he has been here since our wedding. He doesn’t care about what happened today. He thinks I hurt the mother of his child on purpose. I gently put the necklace on his nightstand, and take off my ring. It represents my marriage, my love, my dream, and his betrayal. What is the essence of holding onto it when it clearly doesn’t belong to me? Although I’ve held onto it for years, the harsh reality is that I was taking care of it for Christine. Why should I w
Sloane I don’t know where I am running to, but all I know is that I have to leave. I can’t continue with this anymore. He yelled at me because of her. He humiliated me and stripped me of every ounce of love I had left, until all that remained was anger and hatred. I walk to a nearby beach and sit. I let the waves hit my leg, and the ocean breeze kiss my skin. There is peace on the horizon, yet an eerie ache lingers, as if the sea knows how love can both heal and annihilate. Flashback “Mummy?”He said weakly, opening his eyes. Dad already told me that he saved this little boy’s life, but his parents died in the accident. I felt bad for him, which is why I’ve been visiting him for the past three days, praying for him to wake up. “You’re awake.” I rushed to his side, trying not to startle him. “Who are you?” He moved away from me, struggling to adjust to the light. “My name is Sloane, you are in my daddy’s hospital,” I explained to him briefly. “Okay, where are my Mummy
SLOANEI couldn’t sleep throughout the night. Christine’s words kept ringing in my ear. As usual, Rowan didn’t come home. I freshen up quickly and eat my breakfast before going to work. It’s been almost a month since I took my leave of absence, and I’m a little bit nervous; at the same time, I’m happy because I’ll be able to distract myself from the drama in my life. The hospital corridors buzz with the usual crowd, footsteps echoing, voices of doctors giving instructions, and nurses trying to calm patients down. I don’t miss the look some nurses give me when I enter. But I assume it’s about the wedding.“If it isn’t my favorite Intern,” Mark says as he approaches me and gives me a cup of coffee. “You’re the only one that looks good in a scrub.” He teases further. “Mark,” I hit him on his arm playfully. “You need to stop flirting with me, I’m married.” I show off my ring, and an emotion flickers in his eyes, but he quickly masks it before I can recognize it.“Ouch. You wound me, swee







