KIRAN
I gripped onto the strap of my backpack that was swung over my shoulder and made my way to the first class of the day. English. You'd think having English be your first language would make it easy to pass. Not true.Walking in, I saw the typical sight for a high school class: by the windows were a group of girls who were sitting on top of their desks and gossiping, near the front of the class were the kids who would be labeled nerds, arranging their papers and books precisely to their needs, and in the back of the classroom was the one guy who always has his feet on his desk with his arms crossed and his hat over his face, taking a nap.I decided to take a seat at the desk next to the sleeping guy since there was less chance of him trying to talk to me and ask the inevitable question of, “Hey, you’re the new guy, right?” I still need to get my anger issues under control until I start mingling and trying to make friends here.I wish I had found a gym before starting school, I feel like there’s a ball of rage building in my core and it’s about to explode out of me at any point. I need to be careful who I talk to until I get this heat under control.I got some looks as I walked in and the first couple minutes after taking my seat, just curious glances and mumbling questions about who I was and why I seemed so reserved. I expected it, so I paid it no mind and didn’t let it bother me.Looking at the clock, I saw it was 7:10 AM – Class doesn’t start for another five minutes. I leaned back in my chair and returned the favor of the stares and curious looks around the room, taking in my new peers.One of the girls by the window who was smiling with her friends caught my eye and I couldn’t help but glance at her a few times. Her friends were sitting atop their desks, but she was standing next to them with her hand on one of the girl's shoulders as they giggled about something.Her hair was the richest blonde and she had a cute, friendly smile, but I didn’t get to see her eye color as she was looking at her friends and away from me. I took note of the headphones that were around her neck. Was she a part of the group of people I saw when I first walked in?If I stare at her any longer it’s going to be weird, so I decided to take out my cellphone from my jeans pocket and saw a text from my mom there.MOM: Did you get to school okay?KIRAN: Nope, I’m dead in a ditch.I have a dark sense of humor, but my mom is used to it – she’s the one I get it from, after all. I’m nothing like my dad and thank God for the fact. A narcissistic maniac who’s driven by power and money. Mom on the other hand, though she has a morbid sense of humor, like me, is rather kind and a good soul. I like to think I’m more like my mom than my dad.My soul is the very essence of my last name. Black. My soul is black, my hair is black, my clothes are black, my mind is dark, everything about me seems to live up to my last name – except for my skin color.I have a buddy from Pete’s Gym who's black, but his last name is White. It always confused outsiders when he and I would spar and we had people hollering our names at us. We thought it was funny. The confusion on their faces never got old.KIRAN: I’m fine, mom. Now let me endure my torture without interruption.MOM: Have a good day!I looked up at the clock and saw the time was now 7:13 AM. You’ve got to be kidding me. I put my arms and my head on the desk in front of me and closed my eyes for two seconds, then I got called out by the teacher.“Mr. Black, Mr. Peters, please, pay attention.”I looked over at the guy next to me and saw him swing his feet down from the desk with a sigh. He saw me and nodded his head once in greeting.The sun was finally beginning to warm the school a tad. I exhaled with some relief, then turned my attention back to the teacher at the front of the room as she was writing on the board.I let my gaze wander and saw the group of girls including the pretty blonde begin to take their seats as soon as the teacher called them out as well, “Ladies, please,” she said to them. "And Ms. Williams," she extended her hand, "The headphones, please."
"Sorry, Mrs. Joy," she took the headphones from around her neck and handed them to the teacher.Her name is Mrs. Joy? Pfft. That’s comical.*AuroraThe first day of school is always rough when you’re the new kid, but luckily for me, it was my third year at this high school, and I already had friends and general knowledge of the school, so everything came fairly easy to me to get around to my new classes.The first class of the day was English. I walked in and found my best friends Jen and Dani at their seats near the windows and smiled.“Aurora!” They both said at the same time and opened their arms for a group hug.“Happy junior year, ladies,” I said with a smile.“Here, here,” Dani lifted her coffee cup, and we all did an invisible 'cheers,' followed by giggling.Dani always has a coffee with her. It’s like she was sponsored by Starbucks or something – she always has one in hand because she’s not a morning person. Jen, on the other hand, always has her phone in hand and is looking at online posts. She lives for celebrity gossip. I, personally, always have a pair of headphones with me. For someone who wants to be on a Broadway stage someday, music is like air to me.There was a new guy in school today who came into class and caught our attention. His hair, shirt, and backpack were all black, even his jeans were a dark wash.“Why is the new guy dressed so dark? He’s almost scary,” whispered Jen on my left.“Black must be his favorite color.” I shrugged, “At least it’s a good color on him.”“Oh, Aurora,” she drawled out and rolled her eyes, “always seeing the good in people.”“What? All I said was it’s a good color on him, I said nothing about his character.”“Mhmm,” said Dani, “I’ll bet my next cup of coffee that the next time you look at him, you’re going to say that he seems like a decent guy.”“Wha-" I started and Dani cut me off.“-Look at him and tell me he looks shady.”Jen had her eyebrows raised as she looked back and forth and me and Dani. I moved my eyes over to the new guy.“I’m not gonna lie, I get a good vibe from him.”The girls groaned in defeat. I can’t believe these two, making it seem like a bad thing to see the good in people.
“Mr. Black, Mr. Peters, please, pay attention.” Our teacher hollered toward the back of the room.She was getting the lesson ready on the whiteboard, and Mrs. Joy has a reputation for being strict, so you don’t want to be caught sleeping in her class.Daniel Peters is always getting in trouble for sleeping during the first period. I’ve known the guy since elementary school, and he’s never been a morning guy. I chuckled when he got called out again.“So the new kid's name is Black,” murmured Dani, “Hm. Appropriate.”The sound of her voice made me believe that she was smiling, but I couldn’t take my eyes off of the new guy. He looked up and towards the teacher, and I got to see his eyes were somewhat green, possibly hazel.Hazel eyes are my favorite, they’re the color that Dani has, and she always catches me staring at her and she teases me, saying, ‘you’re staring into my soul again, Aurora.’We laugh about it, but I find the hazel color to be fascinating. Someone with hazel eyes could have any color possible. Green and blue, green and brown, green and gold, and then they change depending on what you’re wearing! It sounds fun to me, to have hazel eyes. While I love my blue orbs, a part of me envies those who have multiple colors in their eyes.“Ladies, please,” Mrs. Joy said with raised brows at us and we took our seats just as the first bell rang. "And Ms. Williams," I looked up and she took a step closer to me with her hand outstretched, "The headphones, please."Oh, dammit. I need to remember to put these in my backpack so they don't get confiscated. Still, I don't want to get in trouble with this teacher. "Sorry, Mrs. Joy," I said innocently as I handed over my white Beats by Dre.KIRAN At my old school, we walked around like we owned the place. Girls drooled over me and my buddies – I guess you could say we were popular, but we were one of the many popular groups at that school – the “tough guy" group, I guess since we were all fighters. I did the classic new kid move and sat at the corner of the cafeteria closest to the exit with a small amount of food. I needed to have an easy escape should someone try to approach me and somehow trigger my anger and I can’t hold my tongue, causing me to need a quick getaway. I don’t want to make a bad first impression because I’m here to try to better myself, and I know my sarcastic personality can come across as rude sometimes. I definitely wouldn’t describe myself as shy or meek by any means, but I’m not the most sociable person when I’m out of my comfort zone, and I am entirely out of my zone right now. No one will ever
AURORA Gabe slung his arm over my shoulder and whispered into my ear, “Who were you talking to, babe?” “Just greeting the new kid.” I smiled at him and put a fry in my mouth. “He’s funny, I think we could be friends.” Gabe laughed, “You try to be friends with everyone, babe.” I tilted my head and said, “You say that like it’s a bad thing.” “You’re just too nice sometimes." He pinched my cheek with a pout. I rolled my eyes at him and continued eating, letting my ears tune into the other conversations so that I didn’t have to hear another lecture from Gabe about being too nice. My third class of the day was Mr. Hammond's chemistry class, one of my favorite teachers. He makes chemistry fun and he jokes around a lot, he kind of reminds me of Bill Nye – the way that you kind of think of him as a goofy uncle fig
KIRAN The first day of school was over and I headed home. Mom and I only have one car, and since her work is only a few blocks from our apartment and my school is both further and starts earlier, we agreed that I should use the car to get to and from the school, then all other times it can be for moms use. I didn't want to be the new kid who gets dropped off by his mommy every single day - I would die of humiliation, especially since I have my own license, there was just no point in making my mom get up at 6 AM every day. Why should we both have to suffer? "How was your first day?" She asked before I could even shut the door. I shrugged and frowned as I said to her, "Take a guess." She pursed her lips and narrowed her brown eyes at me as she thought about it, "A typical first day for a new kid where you ignored everyone?" "Bingo!" I pointed at her and reached into my pocket to get the car keys out. I
KIRAN Mom gave me the car tonight to get to-and-from this party that she insisted I go to. She said it was a great opportunity to make friends and that the new kid never gets invited to things on their first day. I wanted to find a gym to work out at and work on my technique, but I am still yet to find a decent gym that I can do any kickboxing in. No place I've seen so far has a boxing ring or decent equipment for practicing. Pulling up to the address that Aurora gave me, everyone was parked in the grass out front of the house, or rather, mansion would be more appropriate, all scattered around. I decided to reduce the risk of anything happening to the car by parking across the street and by the sidewalk instead. There were scarce any neighbors here and every house had numerous acres of space - I'm sure no one will mind my parking here. I questioned before getting out of the car if I should really be here. I gripped the stee
AURORA Gabe was being rude, and I couldn't help feeling a tad bit embarrassed. I was incredibly grateful that Kiran was being as kind as to stop drinking so that he could help me get these kids home. Some of them would pass out and have to crash here at Gabe’s house, but there was a good number of people who know their limit and will ask for a ride home before they pass out, throw up, or both. "I'm sorry about him," I felt the need to apologize for Gabe’s behavior, "He's really a good guy." "Yeah, so you've said," he mumbled while watching Gabe’s retreating figure with distaste. "I really appreciate you not drinking to help me out, but really, there won't be that many who need to be taken home, and I'm sure I can handle it myself. So drink, have fun, mingle, meet," I was making big hand motions to the room we were in and saw Kiran smirking at me. I have to admit that my heart leaped when he had called me cute and I had to hide my face
KIRAN I was simply minding my own business and enjoying watching Aurora and her friends dance when a drunk redhead named Rebecca came over and began talking before she threw herself on me. As much as I tried to pull away from her kisses, my restraint just made her go harder, I eventually gave up and decided to push through it until she needed some oxygen. It was the sound of a big thud on the ground that shocked her away from me. It sounded like someone had fallen over the railing on the second floor of the house and collided with the ground on the first floor. We both looked over, along with everyone else in the room, and saw Aurora and Gabe standing together, Aurora's friends were nearby with widened eyes and looks of fear as they stared at the couple. Gabe's body was blocking Aurora's face, but I could see her blonde hair and grey cardigan. What did I miss? Whose ass do I need to kick? The redhead's pale lips moved into a grin as she looked
AURORA Stacy is usually the first girl to get shit faced at these parties, and I was slightly surprised to hear that Kiran had already taken one girl home because she was too far gone, but I was thankful that he was helping me out and I wasn't on my own dealing with them anymore. I won't ask him to do this every time, but it's refreshing having someone even offer their help in the first place. As much as I adore and love Jen and Dani, they're more partners than me, so I usually end up driving them home as well. Most of the time, I don't mind it, but something Kiran had said was ringing in my ears. He had asked, "When do you get to have your own fun?" I think Kiran's idea of fun was something along the lines of this party - drinking and just hanging out, letting loose without a worry in the world. My answer to that question: Never. I have always been the one to look out for other people. The only person who ever really looke
KIRAN Some people had come to talk to me and engage in casual conversation while Aurora was gone taking people home, but none of them I thought I could consider becoming a close friend. It was true that some people were nice and personable, but there were some ugly things at this party as well. I noticed that the girls who hung around the jocks were becoming intoxicated quicker than the rest of the partiers. Maybe these girls are just drinking more than others? No, I had kept an eye on the brunette in a red top and jeans and she had only one cup. What was going on? As Aurora left the house and the door behind her shut, one of the jocks who was hanging out casually by the front door came over to gave and his friends and pulled a baggie out of his letterman jacket. The guys all gathered around the glass table, one of them pulling out a credit card of sorts and splitting the contents of the package. Fucking hell, they're snorting coke behind Aurora's bac