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Chapter 50: Letting Loose Tonight

Author: Yom
last update Last Updated: 2025-04-19 21:15:50

ADRIAN'S POV

It's been two days since I was discharged from the hospital. I just got home from work at the clinic. I looked at the clock and it was almost 6:00 PM. The penthouse felt empty, silent, and lifeless. A part of me wondered if we had house staff, maybe I'd have someone to talk to when Damien isn't home.

Another part of me felt blessed because I have private time with Damien when he's around. I didn't really know what to feel. It's Tuesday evening, which means Damien won't be home until at least 9:00 PM. I confirmed with Sienna that Damien did indeed have an after-hours session tonight.

Right. Another woman would experience the focused intensity of his gaze, the warmth of his touch, the practiced charm that had somehow, inexplicably, been directed at me long enough for me to fall… well, for all this.

I cursed myself. Two days out of the hospital, and I was already sinking back into the familiar pit of anxiety and resentment.

By now, I should be numb to the thought of Damien
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