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Chapter 83: Unsatisfying Release (R18+)

Author: Yom
last update Huling Na-update: 2025-06-02 21:02:19

DAMIEN'S POV

The amber liquid swirled in the glass, catching the dim light of the club's private room. Another gulp, another fleeting moment of numbness. But the silence in the room was too loud, amplifying the echo of Adrian's name in my head.

"Adrian..." I mumbled, the word a broken plea. "Come back, damn it. Just come back."

Guilt gnawed at me, a constant companion ever since knowing what happened on him.

"I'm sorry, Adrian. I'm so fucking sorry. So goddamn sorry " The words were meant for him, but they tasted like ash in my mouth.

Suddenly, a flicker of a memory surfaced, a desperate attempt by my mind to escape the torment. A coping mechanism I had relied on for years.

Sex.

The momentary oblivion, the distraction from the pain. It was a temporary fix, but right now, temporary was all I craved.

I fumbled for my phone, the cool metal a stark contrast to the heat of the whiskey in my veins. My thumb scrolled through the contacts, a graveyard of past encounters, until my eyes lan
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