Vanessa Alvarez is the spoiled brat and black sheep of her family. She loves to play around and tease her college instructor, Gian. Because of her dark plan, Vanessa ended up marrying Gian Saldivar—a gay fashion designer and teacher. But fate was harsh on her, because no matter what she did, her gay husband could never love her back. Vanessa wants, Vanessa gets. She forced her instructor Gian to become her man. But the more she pushed herself on him, the more he pulled away. But is he really the man she thinks he is? Will she ever win his heart, or will she finally stop chasing him? Will fate change and agree with her plans—or will she be the one to give up and walk away?
View More“You may now kiss the bride.”
Those are the words most women dream to hear. Sweet words, words that she wanted to replay again and again. In every pocketbook she read, that was often the happy ending—marriage.
But for her story, this was only the beginning, and there’s a little chance of happiness.
She once dreamed of wearing her own wedding gown, even sewing it herself. A perfect set-up full of flowers, a church wedding, or even better—a beach wedding during sunset. That was her dream.
But dreams are free. Reality is not.
She sighed. Sadly, it seemed her dream wedding would never come true. Maybe this was fate’s way of punishing her for being a sassy brat.
“Gian, kiss your bride,” Gian’s uncle repeated. He was the one officiating the ceremony, and even he looked displeased. Who wouldn’t be?
You, she whispered in her head.
Gian moved closer to her. His breathing was heavy, his eyes dark. She wanted to feel excited, but instead she felt fear and unease. Still, she forced herself to think: It’s my wedding. I should be happy.
This is it. He’s going to kiss me.
But then suddenly she froze. Wait—did I brush my teeth earlier? She shook her head. Of course I did… right?
It was funny. Gian was looking at her like he wanted to kill her, yet she was worried about the toothbrush.
She closed her eyes, ready and waiting for his kiss. But instead, his lips touched her forehead. She opened her eyes, really disappointed. She expected a kiss on the lips, but all she got was a grandmother’s kiss. So irritating!
“Gian Saldivar!” his uncle shouted. The old man looked like his veins were about to burst.
“Yes, Tito.”
“Kiss her in the—”
“Lips? No way!” Gian cut him off sharply. “Kissing her on the lips is disgusting.”
Disgusting? The word pierced her heart. She wanted to cry, to show him how much she was hurting. But what for? Her tears wouldn’t change anything.
“Gian, just this once,” her father whispered, begging.
No, Dad. Please don’t beg.
Gian let out a heavy sigh, glaring at her. “You win again, Vanessa. You always win.” Then he pressed his lips on hers.
Was that even a kiss? He only brushed his lips against hers. No movement, no passion. There’s nothing.
What did you expect, Van? A romantic kiss? You trapped him, remember?
The few witnesses clapped—her father, her cousin, her brother Jason, and Lloyd. Only a handful of people saw her foolish wedding. Maybe that was better.
But could this really be called a wedding? Why did it feel more like a funeral?
Yeah, right. I’m dead.
“GET in the car!” Gian’s voice snapped her back. He no longer sounded like the calm instructor she used to know.
Gian Saldivar—her instructor in Life and Works of Rizal. Everyone knew he was gay. Until now…
“Vanessa, don’t make me repeat myself,” he said firmly.
She looked away. Everything hurt—her eyes, her chest, her whole being.
“I’m not riding with you. I’ll go with Ate Sha—”
“Vanessa!” he yelled again.
She had no choice but to follow. Never had she thought he would treat her this way. All because of one mistake.
But I wasn’t wrong about him being a man, she told herself. If what I did was a mistake, then fine. But it would’ve been such a waste if his bloodline wasn’t used.
They drove in silence until they reached her cousin Sharon’s house—Sharon, whom Gian once used as his “cover.”
Hmm. Husband? I like the sound of that.
Gian told her that she could stay at his house, “As my maid.” He added.
Her brief happiness disappeared. Maid? Really? With my beauty?
She cursed under her breath.
Gian ignored her, parking the car, not even offering to help with her bags. She sniffed her breath. Still fresh.
He walked away without a smile, and she followed him into the house.
Correction: our house. He’s my husband. What’s his is mine.
But at the door, he stopped. “Take your things. You’ll sleep in the servant’s quarters. Ciao!” And he went upstairs.
Vanessa groaned, furious. “Damn it!” she shouted, throwing her bag.
What an irritating man! Good thing she was still kind—or else.
Dragging her own luggage inside, she collapsed onto the sofa, exhausted. Why did he have to be gay? What a waste. At least he could donate sperm and make money out of it, she thought with a bitter laugh.
She leaned back, closing her eyes.
Lord, if this is the fate you’ve given me, thank you. But please, can you make Gian a little kinder? He’s giving me a headache.
Her thoughts were interrupted when Gian reappeared, fresh from the shower, wearing only a white V-neck shirt and blue shorts.
Her eyes traced his body—from his wet hair, to his strong chest, down to his abs, and—
She swallowed. Delicious.
“Eyes on my face, flirt,” Gian said in disgust. “You’re not getting any of this.”
She ignored his words. “What’s your problem now?”
Even in simple clothes, he looked so good. His shirt hugged his muscles perfectly. No way was this man really gay.
He pointed at a room near the kitchen. “That’s your room. Make your things fit. If not, just figure it out.”
“Why there? That used to be your maid’s room,” she said, frowning.
“Exactly. Because you’re my maid.”
She rolled her eyes.
“You’ll do everything here. Nanang Delia only comes twice a week to do the laundry. The rest is your job.” With that, he walked away like a runway model.
“Excuse me? Did you forget I’m your wife, not your maid?”
“No. I only married you, but you’re not my wife. On paper, maybe. But in real life? No. I’m still single.” His voice was sharp. “You forced me into this marriage. You trapped me, you little bitched! You knew from the start I didn’t want you. So now, live with it.” He slammed the door.
Her tears finally fell. His words cut deep, stabbing her heart. She thought she could handle this. She thought he’d forgive her. She was wrong.
She had trapped him, taken his freedom, forced herself on him. No one would forgive that easily.
If only I hadn’t done it. If only I didn’t tempt him. If only we weren’t here.
But it was too late. The damage was done.
She sighed heavily, grabbing her luggage.
“Cheer up, Van,” she whispered to herself.
People’s eyes sparkled and their lips carried smiles as she walked past them. Vanessa held the flowers tightly, the ones Mae had designed for her. The word happiness was too small for what she was feeling. Even William Shakespeare would fail to capture the weight of her joy. She once thought this day would never come. She thought it would remain only a dream, only in her imagination. She thought her memory of her first wedding—one that felt more like a funeral—would never be replaced. But now, her dream of a beach wedding came true. Her dream of walking down the aisle also came true. Finally, all of it came true. Who would have guessed that in the end, it would be Gian she would marry? Who would have thought the dramatic, playful Gian would turn into a real man? Who would have thought she would get married again? They went through so many struggles, so many trials, yet here they were—still standing strong. Yes, she forced Gian in the wrong way before, but it was her apology t
Vanessa let out a long sigh. She had tried every sleeping position she could think of that night, but sleep just wouldn’t come. It kept running away from her.Maybe she should be thankful that her cousin Sharon got stuck in Cagayan. Because of that, she had the chance to stay for a while in Gian’s small place.But isn’t that selfish? Like I’m just taking advantage…She got up from bed and opened the door leading to the terrace. Right away, the cold wind from the storm wrapped around her. It wasn’t too strong in their area, but strong enough to chill the air. She looked up at the moon, now almost hidden from sight.She felt guilty. She had run away from home again. She didn’t even understand herself sometimes. She always wanted to go against her father. Like now—her dad hated the idea of her joining the messy world of showbiz, but she disobeyed anyway. Maybe because that was what her mom did before she passed away.Vanessa wanted so badly to be an actress, to be famous. It felt like th
Vanessa glared at her husband the second he stepped out of the bathroom, smelling fresh and looking neat. She hated that he still looked good—it only made her blood boil more.She had no choice but to let him inside earlier. Her dad told her to, and when it came to her dad, his word was always law. No arguing with that.As soon as they arrived, Manang Celia welcomed them and handed Gian a set of clothes. Vanessa rolled her eyes so hard she thought they might stay that way.She sat on the bed, laptop on her lap, while Gian dried his hair with a towel. Ugh. Even she couldn’t deny it. The man was handsome.Too handsome… handsome enough to cheat.She clicked her tongue. You really can’t trust him.Her story on screen blurred in front of her. She gave up, opened another tab, and logged in to Facebook. It had been days since she last checked her account—not that she missed it.And then Gian sat beside her. She felt his weight dip the mattress and, without even thinking, she shot him a death
After closing the pink curtain in her room, she heard three knocks followed by the door opening.“Won’t you let Gian in?”It was Manang Celia’s voice. Vanessa didn’t look at her to answer. She didn’t want to face Gian because just hearing his name made her blood boil. His name alone was enough to raise her anger.“It’s raining hard outside, your husband might get sick,” Manang added.“Should I care? When I was in the hospital, where was he?” Vanessa answered coldly, still staring at the curtain.“Vanessa, don’t be too stubborn.”“I’m not. I’m just giving him back what he gave me—”She stopped talking when she heard the door close again.What’s my fault? Why are they all angry at me? They should be angry at Gian, not me.Even if she didn’t want to, she opened the curtain again. Outside, she saw Gian hugging himself against the strong wind and rain. He looked cold. She forced herself not to feel pity. She didn’t want to feel anything for him anymore.She didn’t want to go back to the ol
Two days passed, and she was finally home. She heard that her brother, Jason, had gone back to America. He promised he would look for Ellena, but maybe he wasn’t brave enough to keep that promise. She felt sorry for him, but she knew he needed to learn his own lessons. Her thoughts were cut off when someone placed a cup on the table beside her laptop. “Won’t Gian come looking for you?” asked Manang Celia. Before answering, Vanessa reached for the cup. “Thank you, Manang,” she said with a small smile. She still didn’t understand why Gian had not visited her, or maybe he was just too busy with someone else. Was that woman really new? Or had she been in his life before Vanessa? Was I just something to pass the time, Gian? she thought. Maybe we shouldn’t have come back here. Since the day she left the hospital, her husband never came to see her again. “Vanessa, what really happened? Did you and Gian fight? Is that why you don’t want to go home to him?” She took a deep breat
Vanessa looked out the open window. Her eyes talked to the leaves that the soft wind was hitting. The heavy raindrops matched her sorrow. The rain felt like a sign of her bad luck.She heard on the news that a storm was coming. It felt like the sky would cry with her. Like the clouds wanted to match every drop of her tears.She thought someone would be with her. She thought she would never be alone again. She thought she would finally be a real mother. But why did this happen? Why like this?Why did God allow her baby to be lost? Why?When will this nightmare end?Since she woke up after the operation, she didn’t say a word. She did not want to talk. She did not want to. She just wanted to stare into nothing.The nothing that matched her sadness.She knew she had not been good before. She wanted to change. But is this her payback? Is this what she gets? Does she really have to go through all this?She thought nothing could hurt more than her husband’s betrayal. But there was more. Los
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