I was so sad to depart from my best friend. She was my bestie since I was a little girl. I still remember that day when I took admission to my school. I was scared and confused about the new surroundings and people.
I was 6 years old. My family was in stable condition. We were a typical happy middle-class family full of hope and happiness. My father and mother were my worlds. We always found happiness in little things. My dad worked as a salesperson in a small shoe store. We were not that poor. I got admission to the new school and was very excited about it. I heard they taught students how to make crafts. I was soo into the arts.
My mother woke me up every day. I was a little girl who was very lazy to wake up early in the morning. It was my first day at school. My mother dressed me up and packed my lunch box. She put my books in the pink Cinderella bag according to the timetable. I said goodbye to her and accompanied my dad to the school.
My blue color painted class was so pretty. I saw tiny little kids scattered here and there in my class. Some of them were running and having fun while some were crying and not letting go of their parents. Then it hit me I wasn't willing to let him leave, so I hugged him tightly without letting him go.
He tried to make me get into the classroom, but my tiny eyes were already full of tears. I sobbed and screamed until a little girl came running to me and hugged me. She told me it will be alright and I could be her best friend. That little girl was Nancy. I was so lucky to have met her. She was always a sister to me since I had no siblings.
Her family was well settled. Her father owned a supermarket, and her mother was the teacher in the same school. That is the reason she joined the school that her mother teaches.
We pinky promised to be best friends forever. She was my partner in crime. I went to the house on holidays and during festivals. She had a beautiful tree house where we spent most of our time together making flowers from origami. Her mother was so supportive of us and she used to help us with our studies.
We had our little secrets. She had a crush on a boy in our class. His name was Aaron, and he was a quiet little cute boy who used a corner chair and minds his own business. He joined our school in fifth grade. He always slept during the first few periods. His favorite activity was scribbling in his notebook.
Nancy was always curious about him. She was keenly interested in him. So during our 7 grade, she mastered courage and talked to him. He was surprised and tensed at first but Nancy was a very friendly and talkative girl hence she never gave up.
After a few days of struggling, she finally succeeded in making him our friend. He told us his story. His father was a pilot who died in a plane crash. He had a mother and a little sister at home. His mother sent him to our school so that he can concentrate on his studies and not think about his father. So that he could overcome his grief. He stayed in the school hostel. He said he wanted to study well and find a successful career and look after his family and make his father proud.
I thought he was an introvert, but he turned out to be the most talkative extrovert. He was so fun to hang out with. He was very good at sports and athletics and was a very energetic person who was the crush of most of the girls in our school. His black eyes were the most attractive feature on him. His wavy brown hair was always on his forehead and sometimes they poked his eyes. He always helped everyone. He made a lot of friends besides us.
After ninth grade, he transferred to another school, and Nancy was heartbroken about it. She hadn't had his contact details with her. He lived in a different city. She was not sure of the exact details of where he lived. She was in grief and cursed herself for not opening her heart to him. Till today she never felt for another boy. She always wanted to think about her first crush, who was also her first love.
I woke up to the alarm sound from my clock. It was almost 5:30 am. I was so excited.
"Oh my god. My college starts today. I need to make new friends and fresh memories. "I chuckled.
I was half worried, too. I was lost in my thoughts. I was feeling a little tired as well. I rubbed my eyes and tried to lift my mood.
I walked slowly, in a sleepy mood, into my bathroom. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I took a bath. The warm water was so soothing in my skin. It felt so great. I hummed a little song while rubbing my body with my jasmine fragranced soap. I just love jasmine flowers. Even my perfume is jasmine. I giggled and danced in the shower. I should be careful because I may slip and fall in the bathroom and it will be so embarrassing on the first day. Think about going to the class with a couple of broken bones. I turned the shower off and wrapped my body with a towel. I needed to find a perfect costume with matching earrings.
I wore a dark blue dress on my first day. Blue is my lucky color and my favorite color. The dress reached a few inches above my knees and was located with cute little flowers. The neck was V-shaped, and the sleeves reached up to my elbows. Nancy brought me so many matching accessories during the shopping. So I also put on matching colored butterfly earrings which looked so cute. I tied my hair in a ponytail and applied nude makeup. I looked up in the mirror and praised myself. Yeah, I do look so cute in my outfit. I thanked Nancy for buying me half of my outfits.
I finished my breakfast as quickly as I could. I waved goodbye to my parents and rushed outside. I couldn't properly enjoy the food my mom made me. The tension was too much to handle that I thought I was about to puke. No matter whether you were a kid or an adult first day always scared me.
Stupid first day at college. I cursed myself. My school days used to be outstanding. I don't have words to express the fun I had at my school. My mere words can't express all those sweet memories. I don't have the slightest idea of how the new students turned out to be. What if they are mean ?. What if they bully me for coming from a poor family? What if they considered me trash?. All those thoughts come running to my mind. I wished to get a friend who was as caring as Nancy. I wanted her to be my best friend, just like Nancy, and trust me so I may be able to open about my conditions. For god's sake, I just wanted a normal and peaceful campus life. I prayed to God to give me a normal college life. Maybe I could find an average-looking boy who would be very friendly, surrounded by many friends who were not spoiled by their parents. "No drugs and no alcohol for him. He can understand my family problems and always support me in my life. Finally, I can marry him
The next morning I woke up with a stabbing pain in my abdomen. I could hardly walk due to the extreme flesh-piercing pain which spread across my stomach and my back. I had my periods, so I called my mom for help. She came to my room with a cup of hot water. Yep, hot water always helped me in relieving my pain. I took the water from my mother and drank the half cup."Pain killers in the cupboard, mom. Would you grab them for me ? " my trembling voice came out.My mom handed me the tablet. I swallowed them with my remaining water and lied down.My mother sat beside me and rubbed my stomach. I felt much relieved after that. I felt warm when she was with me. Even her sweet voice comforted me.I sighed.I decided to skip college and take a rest for the entire day. My mom went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for me. I decided to lie down. I couldn't even sit properly.I felt frustrated, not able to attend the class that day. I couldn't attend
I decided to attend my class because I was feeling so much better. My stomach cramps disappeared. I felt relaxed. After freshening up, I decided to put on some comfortable clothes. So I ended up wearing a black knee-length skirt with a blue shirt. After having a quick breakfast, I headed to my college. It was a half an hour walk from my house.The actual big day starts that day. I thought of preparing the right study schedule. My next priority was to find a job. I made sure that my job doesn't collide with my studies. I really needed to focus on it. It's my main priority. My life depends on it.I decided to go straight to my class rather than walking here and there on my campus. Few of my classmates were already present but Ria and Rose haven't reached yet, so I decided to give them a call.I called Ria, but she didn't respond to my call, so I called Rose. After ringing for few seconds she took my call and said that they are on their way to the class. The forgot to as
In the next period, we had literature. I peeked to look at Mike who had already occupied his area with his gang. I was confused what if he already saw me and he was planning something big for me. That will be not good. I was pretty sure I embarrassed him in front of everyone that day.Our professor entered the class and started teaching. After 15 minutes, he stopped and took a break."Well, class I am assigning you our first project. You will be assigned a team consisting of two members.""Oh, shit things can't get any worse," Ria murmured."But our class hasn't started yet. How can he give an assignment? Is this kind of a joke to him ?".Rose added. She sighed and looked at me."Well, as long as we get points that won't be a problem for me". I winked."I think you are a bookworm". Ria laughed."Of course she is. She got the first rank too. " Rose reminded Ria, who looked bored.I smirked at them.The professor continued." I am assigning s
Sometime later, I reached in front of his house. His house was extremely beautiful and big, with a beautiful garden decorating on the right side of the house. I had seen such kinds of the house whenever I traveled around the city with Nancy. The fact was that I was a girl who wanted my dream house to be more spacious with lots of trees and a tiny manmade pond in the back of the house. But those dreams never became reality. But the house in front of me got everything I wished I had."Wow. He has his treehouse and, his house looked heavenly. Such a calm and quiet atmosphere." I breathed.I knocked on his door and waited for someone to open it. A nice-looking lady opened the door. It was Mrs. Anderson. I had seen her many times on campus. But not this close. She was such a gorgeous lady. I greeted her and introduced myself. I explained the reason for coming here. She seemed genuinely happy to see me there helping her son in his project.She welcomed me inside and offered
I called him several times, but he didn't pick up the call. I started to lose hope. My heart started to beat very fast.Shit. Shit. Shit.I decided to look for him."Only 30 minutes left to submit. Guess I need to hurry ". I looked at my jet-black leather watch and sighed. My footsteps became fast.Finally, I found him near the soccer ground. He was laughing and having fun with his friends. I was relieved to see him. At least he was still in front of me. He caught me staring at him, his expression became cold. It does send a shiver down my spine. The truth was that I was still afraid of him. I mastered my courage and opened my mouth to talk." Why didn't you pick up my call. I have been calling you a zillion times. " I asked him."Oh, you have been calling me. My phone was in silent mode. I am sorry about that." He replied while checking his phone."Where is my project ?" I asked him."It's already submitted," he replied.Can I trust him? I don't know.
I felt offended and destroyed. I felt like a newbie. They walked away without even looking back at me. Not even a peek.I don't know why he was doing this to me. I did only one mistake. I slapped him and he deserved that. He tried to harass me. Every girl would respond in that situation."Why can't he understand what I felt there? "I thought coming here would make my life sparkle. I could have a better life but fate was not allowing me."They are the only friends I got from here. Others are not willing to talk to me. " I said myself. Seriously I tried smiling and talking with everyone but they avoided me. Mike might have said bad about me.I called Nancy and told her everything that's happened. She tried to cheer me up. I wished she was with me."Maria, don't mind them. Think about yourself. I know you are suffocating there but you have to think about your parents " he advised me."I want to find a part-time job. Classes are dull. The only thing t
He followed me to the romance section. I started looking for the book numbers." Do you have anything specific in your mind? " I asked.He didn't provide me the title." Anything erotic will be nice." He answered. Typical Mike.I was embarrassed. What an asshole." You can look that for yourself," I told him and started walking towards my counter.Suddenly he grabbed my hand and pushed me towards the corner. I was shocked by his sudden behavior. I tried to run away but, he grabbed my waist and kept looking into my eyes.Hundreds of thoughts kept coming into my mind. I need to run away but, my legs won't listen to me. I wanted to scream but, my voice suddenly gave up. I never expected this. This is the first time I was experiencing such kind of situation.He was staring into my eyes this whole time. Out of blue, he started kissing my neck. My heart started to pound like it wanted to run. I tried everything to push him away but, he kept me in a