LOGINELI'S POV
I didn’t know how long I’d been walking. Rain lashed my face, cold and relentless, like the gods themselves were mocking me. My shoes splashed through puddles, my clothes soaked and clinging, my breath ragged. The city lights blurred behind a veil of tears I couldn’t... or wouldn’t... stop. It had been him. Elric. My fiancé. My fated, my future, the one promised to me under the moon’s blessing. And Liam... Liam, my best friend since childhood, the one who held me when my father first fell ill, who swore he’d stand by me no matter what. They were on each other inside that club, hands roaming, mouths fused, fully naked. Like I didn’t exist. Like our engagement, our love, our pack vows meant nothing. And the worst part? They were proud of what they did. I walked through the storm, letting the grief tear through me. Hot tears streamed down my cheeks, lost in the rain. This was the last time. I whispered it to the wind, over and over. This is the last time I cry for them. My home loomed ahead. The lights were on. Foolish of me to think anything had changed. Foolish to think Elric would be waiting. The door flew open before I even reached the steps. “Eli!” Mother’s voice cracked. She yanked me inside, her hands trembling. “Elena! Towel, now!” I stood there, dripping on the rug, shivering not from the cold but from the ache in my chest. It was like my soul had been split open. “Mom,” I choked out, “they… Elric and Liam… they’re—” “I know, baby,” she whispered, pulling me into her arms. “I know. It's been circulating now in the whole pack.” I broke. Right there, on the floor, I sobbed into her shoulder. Years of love, of trust, of dreams—shattered in one night. “I can’t marry him,” I said, pulling back. My voice was raw. “I won’t.” Elena rushed in with a towel. She tossed it over my shoulders but didn’t meet my eyes. “Noah… think about Dad. Elric’s family funds his treatments. If you back out now—” “You’re defending him?” I snapped. “I’m being practical,” she shot back. “They’re fated, Eli. The Moon Goddess willed it. You’ve always known alphas can take multiple mates. You could… you could be the second wife. It’s not unheard of. You’d still have status. Security.” I stared at her. My own sister. “So that’s it?” I said, voice low. “I just accept that my fiancé fucks my best friend behind my back, and I smile and say, ‘Yes, Alpha, whatever you please’?” “Eli—” Mother tried to speak... “No.” I stood, water pooling at my feet. “I won’t live like that. I won’t be owned by a man who doesn’t respect me, who doesn’t love me. I’m done.” I walked past her, past my mother’s pleading eyes, and locked myself in my room. Sleep didn’t come. But strength did. By morning, my grief had hardened into resolve. I went to the Elders’ hall, back straight, jaw set. “Elder Mara,” I said, voice cutting through the silence. “I am formally withdrawing from my engagement to Elric Lockemere. I break the mate bond effectively immediately.” The room exploded. “You can’t!” shrieked Elric’s mother, Lady Selene. “ Eli, child you have to understand. The Moon Goddess has blessed their union! You cannot reject destiny!” “Destiny?” I laughed—a cold, broken sound. “Is it fate when your future husband cheats with your best friend? Is it divine will when they laugh about it behind your back?” “The boy is unstable!” Beta Marcus, Elric’s father boomed. “He’s disgracing the pack!” Then he walked in. Elric. Dressed in silver and pride. Liam at his side, shameless. “You’re really doing this?” Elric sneered. “Dramatic, Eli. Very dramatic. Did you cry all night? Did you write poetry?” Liam smirked. “He was always sensitive.” I looked at them. At the men who’d once meant everything. “I, Eli Ashcroft rejected you Elric Lockemere as my chosen mate and Alpha, I reject the bond,” I said, loud enough for the whole room to hear. “By blood and by will, I sever it.” A howl echoed... not from me, but from his wolf. Even chosen mates feel the break. I saw it in his eyes, just a flicker of pain... before it vanished behind cold triumph. I turned to the Elders. “If this pack tolerates betrayal, lies, and cruelty… then I don’t want to belong here. I renounce my place in the Lockemere Pack. I leave now. I leave forever.” The gasps were thunderous. “You’ll be a rogue!” Elric laughed. “No pack will take in a heartbroken Omega who can’t keep his mate! You’ll starve!” “Then I’ll starve with my dignity. I will die with my head held high and never be trampled down by monsters like you,” I said. He stepped forward, gripping Liam’s chin. “We mate tonight. With honor. With blessing. And you, Eli? You’re nothing. Get off our land before sundown.” They kissed... hard, possessive, taunting. The crowd cheered. I walked out. No running. No looking back. That night, I packed what little I could carry. Clothes, medicine for Dad, the old scarf Elion made me before he vanished years ago. My older twin brother. My other half. I held it to my chest. ”If you were here, Elion… you’d stand with me.” I crossed the boundary under moonlight, the air thick with pine and silence. Then... heat. It hit me like a lightning strike. My knees buckled. Sweat soaked through my shirt. My faint scent... Omega in full heat... spilled into the night, mingling with the lingering trace of Nolan on the scarf. No. Not here. Not now. I tried to stand. To move. But my body betrayed me. Heat made everything ache. I needed… an alpha. Protection. Mating. I crawled forward, desperate. Then strong arms caught me. An alpha. Tall, broad, cloaked in black. His scent... wild, untamed, like storm and iron—filled my senses. “Easy,” he murmured. His voice was deep, rough. “You’re in heat. You can’t be out here alone.” I turned my face up to his. Rain glistened in his dark hair. His eyes... golden, fierce... held mine. “Please,” I begged, trembling. “Help me. I can’t... I don’t want to... please.” He didn’t speak. He pulled me against his chest, his heat radiating through me. And I kissed him. Like I was drowning. Like he was the only air left. My lips crashed against his, hungry, desperate. He groaned, one hand tangling in my hair, the other gripping my waist. He didn’t push me away. He kissed me back. “Tell me your name,” he growled against my mouth. “Eli,” I gasped. “My name is Eli Ashcroft.” “Lucen,” he said. “Lucen Zade Blackthorne.” I froze. Blackthorne from the Blackthorne pack? “The mating ceremony…” I whispered. “You're here for them...” Lucen spoke, lifting me into his arms. “For their farce. But not for long.” I clung to him. “Take me away from here. Please.” “You’re already mine,” he murmured into my ear. “Even if you don’t know it yet.” I should’ve resisted. I should’ve feared him. But in his arms, the pain lessened. The betrayal faded. For the first time in days, I felt safe. He carried me toward the waiting car, deep into neutral territory. His pack followed at a distance... silent, loyal. Inside a small cabin, he laid me on furs. His touch was gentle now. “You don’t have to do this,” I whispered. “You don’t know me.” “I know enough,” he said, brushing hair from my face. “I saw what they did to you. I felt your pain when you broke the bond. I’ve watched you from afar, Eli. Since the moment I saw you with that red scarf, standing alone at the solstice ritual.” “You… what?” He smiled, just slightly. “I’m not there for Elric’s ceremony. I’m here for you. The Moon Goddess didn’t bless them. She led me to you.” I stared at him. “That’s… impossible.” “Is it?” He leaned down, his breath warm on my lips. “Fate doesn’t always come with fanfare. Sometimes, it comes in the rain. In the dark. With a broken heart and a stolen kiss.” I reached up, touching his face. “And if I’m not ready?” “Then we wait,” he said firmly. “But you’re not going back. You’re not suffering for cowards who don’t deserve your breath. You’re mine, Eli. And I’ll burn the world before I let anyone hurt you again.” Tears welled... but not from pain. From hope. I pulled him down. And for the first time in my life… I let myself be cherished. Outside, the storm raged. But inside, I found peace. The last tear had fallen. Now, I would rise.LUCEN'S POVThe shift didn’t happen all at once. It never does with someone like me.From the outside, nothing changed. I was still controlled. Still distant. Still exactly what everyone expected the Alpha of this estate to be... cold, untouchable, ruthless, and unaffected. That was the image. That was the truth I chose.But the problem was… I started noticing things I shouldn’t.Him... Eli.It began subtly. Unintentionally. I would find my attention drifting without permission, drawn toward him like something instinctive, something ingrained beneath logic. Eli would be across the room, doing something entirely mundane... reading, arguing with a guard, muttering complaints under his breath... and somehow, my gaze would settle on him and stay there.Too long.“Are you going to keep staring,” Eli said one afternoon, not even bothering to look up from his book, “or do you actually have something to say?”My gaze snapped away immediately. “I wasn’t staring,” I replied flatly.He scoffed,
ELI'S POVThe car fell into silence after that. Lucen leaned back slightly against the seat, his expression once again composed, unreadable. The intensity from earlier hadn’t completely disappeared... I could still feel it lingering in the air, but now it was buried beneath that familiar cold mask he wore so easily.Too easily. My fingers curled slightly against my lap. He’s still angry. Of course he is. I glanced at him from the corner of my eye. He wasn’t looking at me anymore. His gaze was fixed forward, distant, like I wasn’t even there.That shouldn’t bother me. It shouldn’t. Our relationship was a contract after all. But it did. “…you’re not going to say anything?” I asked, breaking the silence.No response. Not even a glance. I frowned slightly. “Lucen.”Still nothing. Seriously? I exhaled quietly, leaning back against the seat. Fine. If he wants to play it like this… “Are you going to stay mad the whole ride?” I muttered, crossing my arms.Silence. I clicked my tongue softly.
ELI'S POVEverything felt too close.The car. The air. Him.My back pressed against the leather seat, chest rising unevenly as I tried to steady my breathing, but it was useless. Lucen’s presence swallowed everything... his scent, his heat, the way his body caged mine in like there was no space left for anything else to exist.“You’re mine, Eli. That’s all that matters.” The words echoed in my head long after he said them, heavy and unyielding. A promise. A warning. I couldn’t tell which one weighed more.My fingers were still gripping his shirt. I didn’t even remember doing that. Maybe... it's instinct or maybe it's intentional... I don't know.Slowly… I loosened them. But I didn’t push him away.Why? My chest tightened at the realization. Because I don’t want to? No. That wasn’t right. Or maybe… it was. And that terrified me more than his jealousy ever could.“Lucen…” My voice came out softer than I intended, still uneven from the kiss, from everything. “You’re overreacting.”The m
LUCEN'S POVI never liked crowds. The hum of strangers and the anonymous chatter... it all felt like a tide trying to wash me out of the world I had built for myself. Yet today, I found myself in the middle of a busy mall, the kind of place that Eli loved because it reminded him of mornings spent with his mother. I had followed him, not out of affection but out of habit. Habit, after all, is what keeps a man from spiraling when his protection is an unpredictable animal.Eli was standing at the stall, he was looking at the row of body soap. He looks like he was dissecting each product, comparing their ingredients or maybe their prices.I saw him before Eli even spoke a word. The stranger stood too close, his presence a thin blade cutting through the thin veil of personal space I had drawn around Eli. He moved with a practiced ease, slipping his hand into Eli’s space as if claiming a seat at a table he’d never been invited to. His grin was the kind that makes strangers think they own t
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ELI'S POV When I wake again, the room feels different. Not quieter in sound... because the city never truly sleeps, but quieter in tension. The sharp edge of panic that had clung to the air earlier is gone, replaced by something steadier. Controlled. Deliberate. The faint hum of traffic filters th







