LOGINShe died on Christmas Eve—betrayed, hunted, and sacrificed by the mate who promised her forever. But the Moon Goddess isn’t done with Mara Hartwell. Returned to the past with only days before her doomed wedding, Mara is given one impossible path to survival: Make the Alpha who refuses to celebrate Christmas fall in love with her. Alpha Aldrich Valtor is everything danger should look like—cold, feared, marked by a Christmas Eve tragedy that shattered him, and bound to secrets no one dares question. He doesn’t want a mate. He doesn’t believe in fate. And he certainly doesn’t celebrate Christmas. Yet when Mara crosses into his world—bleeding, desperate, and more alluring than she should be—something inside him answers. A contract becomes a lifeline. A stranger becomes a shield. And a forbidden pull neither understands begins to burn between them. But the past is never far behind. Enemies circle. Old debts rise. Shadows whisper of curses, rituals, and a truth that could ruin them both. As Christmas draws near, Mara must decide whether to trust the dangerous Alpha who could save her life… or break her heart worse than destiny ever did. Because this Christmas, survival isn’t guaranteed. Love might be the only thing powerful enough to rewrite fate—and it might also be the price.
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Mara's POV
“After the wedding tomorrow and the solstice ritual succeed, I will fulfill all that I have promised —make you the minister of affairs in the pack and also transfer $100,000 thousands to you.”
My mate—Leon Wolfe—Alpha of the Silver Howl—voice reached my ears from outside my father's study. Tomorrow was our mating ceremony after four years of being betrothed. He had visited our mansion to speak to father and mother had told me to bring them coffee.
My brows narrowed in confusion. Father would become a Minister? My family was in the middle class in the pack. We were not rich, neither were we poor; we were comfortable.
What was he talking about? What is the solstice ritual?
“Will she die?” My father asked, his voice thick with a mix of guilt and sadness. “Is there any way to keep her alive somehow? Even though she will be of no use at all?”
“No, Ronan,” Leon answered, his voice sharper than I have ever heard and he did not sound like the man who'd speak so softly to me. “She has to die. The ritual needs not only her blood, but her life—only then can I live and become the most powerful Alpha in all of the Western regions. But Mara is not your real daughter anyway… So why did you care so much?”
My body trembled violently, the coffee in my hands splashing onto my feet—the hotness burned into my skin but it was nothing compared to the burning of my chest.
I tried to hold the tray tightly but my hands betrayed me and the tray dropped to the floor, the sound of its shattering echoed through the empty hallway.
“Who is there?” Leon growled, his footsteps already approaching.
I panicked. My eyes darted around—searching for a place to hide, but I found nowhere at all. The hallway is cold, empty and haunting.
When I heard the sound of the door knob twisting, I regained myself. I turned and ran, my feet hitting the floor sharply.
“Mara!” Leon thundered just before I could turn the corner.
I turned back. His eyes were blazing with anger and disgust.
“You heard everything right?” He stated. “Come here now or else..”
I don't need any soothsayer to tell me that I was going to lose my life if I went back to him or even remained in this mansion.
Father joined him. “Mara… let me explain.”
"Explain?” I repeated, my voice husky. My eyes watered with unshed tears. “What else is there to explain other than the fact that I'm nothing but a bargaining chip? Your way to the top and the fact that I'm not your real daughter.”
“Calm now, Mara,” father said, taking a step forward. “You are my daughter and I love you so much…”
I knew what he was trying to do at the moment. He was trying to trap me with his words and grab me when I lost my guard. “Go to hell,” I spat through gritted teeth and ran out of the mansion, shoving the Christmas tree by the door away.
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It was winter. I used to love winter but not tonight—tonight that it seemed like I was going to die from all the pains shooting through my body.
My legs ache but I knew I couldn't wait. I couldn't stop. Not with Leon's army chasing after me.
My throat was dry but there was no water. Not in this thick, foreboding forest.
My chest was heavy as several thoughts coursed through my mind. I was not their real daughter. That explained everything. That explained why Mia, my younger sister, was the most loved and got the best of things while I used her old things; clothes, even when they hardly fit since I was bigger, books and even foods. I only get to have them after she has had enough. But I thought I was the problem. I thought if I tried harder I'd get them to see me for once and that was why I never argued when mother told me to marry the Alpha.
Hot tears streamed down my cheeks as I remembered Leon's words. How he promised me love, care and forever. He said, “Once you become my Luna, no one would look down on you anymore for being wolfless , weak and scentless.”
But they were all lies. Blatant lies.
“Don’t let her go,” Beta Adrian, who was also the commandant of the soldiers chasing after me, roared. “And don't hurt her. The Alpha wants her alive.”
Of course, he wanted me alive. For his ritual. What is the solstice ritual? And why did it require my life?
No… I can't die. Not like this. I ran harder, weaving through the trees, leaves. I must survive! I just have to. Moon Goddess, please… help me. Save me just this once.
“There she is,” a voice thundered, followed by the lights of torches pointing at me.
The brutal stomping of boots got me distracted for a while and my ankle got caught in a weed, causing me to stumble forward and I fell hard on my knees.
“Arggghh,” I groaned as immense pain coursed through me and blood dripped down.
I cast a wary glance around the forest and the men were closing in. I tried to stand up but I couldn't. Just then, a strong arm wrapped around my arms and pulled me up.
“Come here, mate.” He held my wrist firmly, protectively and started leading me away.
Mate?
What?
As we ran, I snapped my head to the side but no matter how many times I tried to look at his face, he had a golden mask on. We kept running, until we reached a mountain top and below.. There were rocks.
“Fuck!” He cursed under his breath as he glanced around nervously but there was nothing. No way out. There was only one route and it led back to where we were coming from.
My breathing was heavy as fear crashed down on me.
Just then Leon's army appeared, stood in front of us, their jaws were tight with their guns aimed at us. The man stood protectively in front of me, letting me hide behind him.
“Who the hell are you?” Beta Adrian growled, aimed his gun at him. “I will advise you hand the lady over and leave now.”
I shrunk further into him, holding the sides of his polo tightly like a life line.
“No, you get lost,” he let out a guttural growl. “No lady goes nowhere.”
“Is that so? Then we have no choice but to kill you first before taking her.” Adrian cocked his gun.
The man turned towards me. “Don't worry.. I will protect you even if I have to give up my life.”
I nodded. I knew I wasn't supposed to trust anyone but I trusted this stranger.
Before I could blink, his clothes ripped off, his bones realigned and he shifted into his wolf form—black, dangerous and gigantic. He pounced on them. Beta Adrian was the first that he ripped apart, before he started tearing through the rest of them, their blood soaked the earth.
I smiled in relief. He is so powerful. It must have been the Moon Goddess who sent him to me. But then, he mentioned mate. Am I his mate?
The sound of a gun echoed through, and I felt a silver bullet tearing through my heart. Weakly, I clenched my bleeding chest, blood pouring out of my mouth.
It's a pity eventually lost my life, despite how much I tried not to.
Through my bloodshot eyes, I saw his wolf turn towards me and he shifted back to his human form. “Noooo,” he roared, stormed towards me and his arm wrapped around me as we tumbled backward off the cliff, the world spinning in a blur of snow and blood.
I was in his arms, while his body hit the rocks beneath, our blood soaked the ground. His fingers touched my face weakly. “I'm sorry mate,” he whispered against my ears. “In my next life, I will make sure to find you earlier.
Slowly, life drained out of me and I blinked my last tears before I closed my eyes forever.
Mara's POVAldrich scoffed bitterly. “What nonsense are you spewing, Mara?” Confusion was thick in his voice, and even his expression hinted that he didn’t know what I was talking about, but I swore I wouldn’t let myself be fooled by this man ever again.“You are still pretending like you don’t know what I mean!”“That is because I don’t know what you mean!” he screamed back. “I swear, you are driving me crazy right now, and this is not even funny at all. Which ritual are you talking about, and why the hell would I want to use you and the children that I love and care so much about? Do you even realize how excited I was when Anita told me I would soon be a father?”I paused, now even more confused by how serious his expression was and how genuinely frustrated he looked. So, I decided to spill the truth.“Well… I heard everything Anita told you that morning.”I began, my voice hard as the memories of that day—our wedding morning—crossed my mind. Yet, it turned out to be the saddest day
Mara's POV“You won't leave this palace ever again!” Aldrich commanded, and he stormed out of the room this morning after I asked him to let me leave since we hated each other so much.He had refused blatantly. I did not understand his problem at all. He wouldn't want me, yet he wouldn't want me to leave. Wasn't he so cruel and selfish?But who was he kidding? It was like he had forgotten what I was capable of for a second.I was going to leave, and no one would stop me.Not only because I was done trying to take the blame for a crime that I wasn't entirely guilty of, but because I was scared. Not because of Aldrich this time, but because of Lilith.Her words… her eyes… they were filled with so much anger and hatred that I couldn't help but think that she might hurt me or my kids. Even the nightmare I had overnight made it worse. I felt strong hands wrapping tightly around my neck, suffocating me. When I looked up, I saw Lilith with a devilish smirk playing on her lips. I jolted awake
Aldrich's POV“Lilith,” I called after my sister as she stormed off to her chambers. “I'm sorry, okay? Please forgive me.”She did not respond. Instead, she stepped into the room and tried to close the door, but I placed my foot at the bottom to stop it.“Leave!” Her eyes blazed as more tears slid down her cheeks. “Leave, Aldrich. I don't want to see your fucking betrayal anymore, especially since her scent and arousal is still all over you.”“Just listen to me, Lilith. I did not mean to do what I did. We are both broken now, and disagreeing with one another shouldn't be what we are doing right now.”“Broken?” She let out a bitter laugh. “I don't think you're broken. For all I know, you're having a nice time with the woman who is responsible for my husband's death. Evander has just been buried, for Goddess’ sake, and you're already living like he never even existed.”“This is not true, Lilith, and you know it!”I growled, hating the way she thought I wasn't hurt by everything happenin
My chest twisted with rage and pain. “Excuse me!” I spat, yanked his hand away from my jaw and struck my palm on his face. The cracked sound of the slap echoed through the room.He straightened, his chest heaved and unrestrained anger flashed in his eyes. “How dare you lay your hands on me? Who do you think you are exactly?!”I sprang up. “How dare you speak to me like that too?!” I seethed. “Oh.. you must think everyone is like you that fucked around like a maniac. As for me, since I left no one had laid a finger on a strand of my hair. I had only been focusing on myself and our child. I'm not as shameless as you.”His gaze dropped to my protruding stomach, and I thought I saw his gaze soften slightly but just as quickly, it blazed again. He stared at me for a long moment, his wolf growled and his fangs sharpened. He let out a guttural growl like he was helpless and took a step back.“The lazy reason why I'm not punishing you for this is because of the child. If not… I swear, you wou












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