Arielle.
I couldn’t attend the rest of the classes that day because everything hurts in my body. I have never been in so much pain like the one I’m in right now. I don’t even know where I began or ended. My life has turned more shambles than it has ever done before and I can blame myself for that. I rushed out of the school back to the small apartment I’m renting in the outskirts of the pack. The person assigned to be collecting rent by the Alpha was outside and he looks very furious when he saw me though I saw the satisfaction in his eyes seeing my damaged hair and the marks around my neck. “Well well well, I’d like to pay whoever did that to your throat darling” he grinned crookedly but I don’t even have the energy to feel any emotion. “As much as I would love to continue watching you like this, I’m here to collect my dues. Where is it?” He asked turning back to look at the one bedroom apartment with its key in his hand. I never felt safe living here knowing a creep such as Mr. Lupin has the key to my apartment. There has been a few break ins and few of my stuff have been stolen and I’m sure he is the one behind it. I’m just glad he never tried anything sexual with me. I don’t have anything to give him but I’m sure he won’t let me off the hook easily. He’s been lenient the past few months but with everything that has happened at the college just few hours ago, I’m sure it has reached everyone and they want me out. There mere thought of me becoming their future Luna will be enough for them to want me out of the pack entirely. The Alpha is probably angry and furious that me, the daughter of a Bastard and the one they dimmed as Evil is his son’s mate. If only he could have a meeting with Moon Goddess and asked her why she did what she did, I’m sure he would. The alpha is so self centered and cares about no one but himself. He doesn’t even go on normal patrols or hold meetings with the pack. He wants everybody to pay taxes, go to war when he decides and lock himself up with bunch of women. I even heard that he has a harem with more than hundred women. This man makes other powerful alphas shake in their boots. I have met him once when I was younger and I threw up after he calmly scolded at someone close to me. Ever since then I get PTSD when I heard his name anywhere. In a way I’m glad I’m not even mated to his son. I’m glad Jax rejects me because I can’t deal with him daily. I’ll die from the whole thing. I have avoided him ever since then. “I don’t have anything to give you now Mr. Lupin. But I’ll bring it to you by evening tod- -“ he didn’t even allow me to finish. “That’s what I want to hear. It’s time you find another home that isn’t this pack bastard” he turned around and inserted the key into the keyhole then opened the apartment. I stood outside not knowing what he was doing and wondering if it’s safe to follow him inside. He came out carrying my stuff and throwing them outside. The outskirts of the pack is really just empty so people are not even coming to check. They don’t care. I was too exhausted to do anything so I leaned down on the wall of the apartment watching him bring out every single belonging that I own knowing it was the Alpha’s orders. There is nothing I can do about it but watch my life continue to crumble. Some of the professors that came from another pack told me I have great potential as a medical doctor and I should never give up no matter what. But with this? I’m getting so tired that I don’t have anything to even hold up to. They don’t want me here and I have nowhere to go. The mage I thought would be my breakthrough turns out to be the worst fate to have ever been delivered to me. I hate hate hateee Moon Goddess with everything in me. She sees this and planned the whole thing while eating damn popcorn. I won’t ever worship her again! I love going to school and learning about the werewolves anatomy and how we all operate. I want to be able to help others in the future even if it is not this pack. Hell I don’t want to help anyone in this pack when it comes down to it. I want to save and leave this pack for good. After he finished throwing away the little belonging I have, he locked the door and checked my bag to take the one I have. I didn’t even stop him because what really is the use? “You’re really worthless in this pack and the sooner you know that the better it would be for you” he turned around to leave then walked back again. “Oh and the thought of mating Jax? Please don’t waste your time and the pack is already mad at you as it is. If I were you, I’d go farrrr away” with a cruel smile he left and didn’t turn back this time around. I spent the rest of my day outside arranging my belonging at the corner. I don’t have plans whatsoever but I have one thing to do. I cleaned my glasses then stood up and made my way to the club. Today is Friday which means expensive VVIPs. See, I work as the most sought after stripper in the club during the night and in the morning, I am the hated nerd. I never wanted anyone to know what I do by this time of the day and allow the people that cannot stand me in daylight to salivate over what they can’t have. I’m still a virgin and I never accepted the VVIPs that want more than lap dance. I do earn money but it mostly goes to the ridiculously expensive bills the alpha placed on my head. Some of it goes to my school tuition and other stuff. Today is going to be different though ….. “I want to have one VVIP today Kurt” I told the manager of the club that belongs to the Alpha. Kurt is the manager and he is a young outcast like me. He is the only person that knows who I really am because even the other strippers in the club don’t. I have a separate room since I’m more expensive and bring more money to the club than the rest of them. I am the Elite Stripper. Scarlet Red is the name. “Are you sure about that?” He asked with a frown because I have never even accepted that. “I need money now Kurt” I told him without meeting his eyes then continued down the hall to my tiny room where I started my makeover. I removed my glasses and put on the contact lens that I’m sure is about to expire because I’m already seeing blurry. I decided to go witj blonde wig today then did my heavy makeup to close every inch of Arielle that might show. I’m now Scarlet in this outfit of red gstring. I got on the stage and danced while forgetting the pain beneath my skin. Everything hurts inside me because even my wolf has abandoned me to go and heal on her own. I’ll have to find a way for me to heal too today and I’ll do whatever it takes to do that. They were all throwing money on me. Most of them are the Elders of this pack or some important members but they hide behind their masks. After I finished dancing, I climbed on a random Elder and kissed his cheek then left seductively as usual after he handed me some cash. “Room eleven is waiting for you. He requested for you and the money is good” Kurt told me as soon as I got off the stage and another stripper went after me. I gave him a nod then sashayed to the room my heart beating. I opened the door and the air shifted entirely. There is something about this person that makes the air feel charged with power. I snap my head up but didn’t meet the eyes of whoever it was. Maybe an alpha from another pack? The allied packs also join us here sometimes. I got on the smaller stage and started dancing on the pole. My skin prickled the moment I started because it feels like I have stepped into a den. The air doesn’t even smell like lust but excess power makes me want to bow somehow. Even my unconscious wolf twitched inside me. “Come here” I heard the voice and instantly even cell in my body awakened and one word kept dancing in me. REVENGE! Because whoever this man is, he is an alpha and I will do anything I can to trap him. I need any sort of help because Moon Goddess is not going to offer hers.Arielle. I watched Alpha Kael Drayke walk out of the room with a small smile on my face because he doesn’t even know how he trapped himself. I know I shouldn’t be so sure since I am already a virgin and I don’t even know the workings of it. But I’m also a medical student that knows the way everything works internally. Few more years and I’d become a great doctor and that is the dream I never ever want to give up no matter what I have to compromise. If Alpha Kael banished me from this pack, no other Alpha will take me in because they all fear his wrath. He is not a King but they fear him more than they would any other King if there was one. I think they’d even give him the title soon except that his pack is crashing right now. That’s a sign of weakness. I can’t go to the human world to become a medical doctor because I don’t care about their anatomy. I want to know about the werewolves, their weaknesses and their strengths and everything else in between. I slowly sat up after mak
Kael. The air in my office felt heavier than the stale stench of the cigars I’d been smoking all morning. Ledger after ledger stared back at me with numbers I didn’t want to read, all pointing to the same damn truth that business was sinking like a fucking stone. No clear answer and no straight line back to profit just whispers about that cursed prophecy we all thought was some drunken old wolf’s ramblings. But now? Now it was clawing its way into reality. Every deal and every shipment amd every contract was falling through like the world had conspired to choke me. And then as if the day wasn’t already crawling under my skin, my Beta walked in with that stiff careful tone that told me bad news was about to spill. “Your son’s mated” he said and for a moment I didn’t give a damn until he said who. That bastard child!!! The cursed spawn everyone swore was the crack in this pack’s spine. My jaw tightened so hard I could hear the faint grind of my own teeth.“So that’s where the fuckin
Arielle. I couldn’t attend the rest of the classes that day because everything hurts in my body. I have never been in so much pain like the one I’m in right now. I don’t even know where I began or ended. My life has turned more shambles than it has ever done before and I can blame myself for that. I rushed out of the school back to the small apartment I’m renting in the outskirts of the pack. The person assigned to be collecting rent by the Alpha was outside and he looks very furious when he saw me though I saw the satisfaction in his eyes seeing my damaged hair and the marks around my neck. “Well well well, I’d like to pay whoever did that to your throat darling” he grinned crookedly but I don’t even have the energy to feel any emotion. “As much as I would love to continue watching you like this, I’m here to collect my dues. Where is it?” He asked turning back to look at the one bedroom apartment with its key in his hand. I never felt safe living here knowing a creep such a
Arielle. I know life isn’t supposed to be as cliche as everyone thought but mine is more than cliche to be honest. I just clocked twenty years few hours ago and I celebrated in my room crying because I’ve been alone for twenty goddamn years. Two decades alone. I don’t think that is ever going to change anytime soon either. I’m stuck in this hateful pack for the rest of my life because I’m indebted to them for keeping me alive instead of killing me like they did my mother. As if I wanted to be alive. I heaved my tattered worn bag around my back and continued down to my next class. This college is big and wide but I always end up bumping into the same people every single time. And those are my freaking bullies with the same words every day!I adjusted my glasses for the tenth time that morning, pushing them higher up the bridge of my nose as I kept my head down and walked quickly through campus. The cool wind bit at my skin but the stares from the other wolves were what really burned