登入Alicia’s POV
The heavy doors of the lecture hall swung open and the flood of students poured out like water breaking from a dam. I stepped into the corridor last, blinking against the brighter hallway lights after two hours under the fluorescents. My hand still ached from gripping the pen, but the weight in my chest had lifted a little. I was almost done, I had just one more exam behind me. Mirabel was already waiting near the water fountain, leaning against the wall with her arms crossed, scrolling through her phone. When she saw me, her face lit up. “Survived?” she called, pushing off the wall. I nodded, managing a tired smile. “Survived. You?” “Barely. But it’s over.” She fell into step beside me as we walked toward the exit. “How’d it feel? Was it easy? Brutal?” “Somewhere in the middle. Not impossible, but definitely not a gift.” I rolled my shoulders, trying to shake off the stiffness. “Yours?” “Same. I think I got most of it, though. Fingers crossed.” She bumped my arm lightly. “We’re almost done now. Two days until we’re on the way for the holiday. I can already taste Dad’s chef’s cinnamon rolls.” I laughed softly. “You’ve been talking about those rolls since October.” “Because they’re legendary. You’ll see.” She glanced sideways at me. “You packed yet?” “Almost. I just need to throw in the last few things tonight. You?” “Totally done, my suitcase is sitting by the door like it’s ready to run away without me.” She grinned. “I’m so ready to get out of here. No more early mornings, no more group projects, no more pretending I understand half the readings.” “Same. I just want to sleep for a week.” “And read. And eat. And float in the pool if the weather cooperates.” We stepped outside into the crisp afternoon air. The environment was busy as usual—with students sprawled on the grass, music playing from a portable speaker somewhere, laughter echoing off the brick buildings. Autumn leaves skittered across the path in little spirals. Everything felt lighter out here, like the exam stress had stayed trapped inside the hall. We found our usual bench under the big maple tree and dropped onto it. I stretched my legs out, tipped my head back to catch the sun on my face. “Feels good,” I murmured. “Feels like the start of something better, but we need to remember that we have one more paper left,” Mirabel said. “Then we’ll have two whole weeks of nothing we have to do. Just… existing. And the chef’s cooking. And probably too many Christmas movies.” I smiled, eyes still closed. “I could use some of that.” We sat in easy silence for a minute, just breathing in the freedom. Then I felt the shift—the way the air changed when someone approached. I opened my eyes, and saw Chris. He was walking straight toward us, hands in the pockets of his hoodie, that same easy smile already fixed in place. Like he’d timed this perfectly. Mirabel stiffened beside me. “Here we go.” He stopped a few feet away, nodding at both of us. “Hey. Good to see you guys.” “Chris,” I said, keeping my tone even. Mirabel gave a short “Hi” that sounded more like a warning. He rubbed the back of his neck, glancing between us. “Exam go okay?” “Fine,” I answered. “Yours?” “Yeah. Solid. Listen…” He shifted his weight, eyes settling on me. “I know I’ve been… persistent. And I get that you’ve said no before, multiple times. But I’m leaving for break tomorrow too, and I just… I’d really like to see you one time before we both head out. Just once. Coffee. Or a walk. Whatever you’re okay with. No pressure after that. I swear.” Mirabel opened her mouth, ready to fire, but I touched her knee lightly. She snapped it shut, but her glare stayed locked on him. I looked at Chris. The hopeful tilt of his head, the way he was trying to look harmless, the faint flush on his cheeks like he knew he was pushing his luck again. I should’ve said no. Firm. Final. Like every other time. But the words didn’t come. Maybe it was the post-exam haze—brain still foggy, defenses down. Maybe it was the quiet dread of the holiday ahead, of spending two weeks in someone else’s house, and the excitement of being around people, under the same roof. One coffee. One hour. Then he’d back off. Done. “Okay,” I said quietly. Chris blinked, like he hadn’t expected it. “Really?” “Yeah, just once. Coffee. Tomorrow after my last paper. That’s it.” His face broke into a relieved, almost boyish grin. “Great. Thank you. I’ll text you the spot—there’s that place by the library with the good lattes. I’ll be there.” I nodded. “Okay.” He glanced at Mirabel again—quick, almost sheepish—then backed up a step. “See you tomorrow, Alicia. Thanks again.” He turned and walked away, his shoulders lighter, and stride easier. Mirabel stared after him, then whipped her head toward me. “Are you actually serious right now?” I exhaled, rubbing my face with both hands. “I don’t know. I just… want it over. One coffee. He gets his chance, I say no again if I need to, and he finally leaves me alone.” She studied me for a long beat. “You sure? Because if he’s even a little weird tomorrow, I’m showing up with backup. And I will not be polite.” I gave a small, tired laugh. “Noted.” We sat there a while longer, watching the leaves fall, the sun dipping lower. And, students and lecturers just doing their usual work around the halls. I told myself it was nothing. Just coffee. Just closure before the holiday. “I hope he doesn’t try anything stupid.”Alicia’s POV The ride back to campus felt too short. I stared out the tinted window, my body still humming with the warmth of the weekend. I kept replaying Rhys’s steady voice telling me I wasn’t alone in this, the way he’d held me like I was something precious he refused to lose again. I was glowing differently, even when exhaustion tugged at my edges, and guilt sat heavy in my stomach like a stone. Mirabel was waiting when I pushed open the dorm door, legs crossed on her bed, eyes lighting up the second she saw me. “You’re back!” She jumped up and pulled me into a tight hug. “How was the literature retreat? Tell me everything. Was it amazing? Did you meet famous authors? Did you read until your eyes fell out?” I hugged her back, forcing a bright smile as I dropped my bag. “It was incredible, actually. Super intense but so much fun. We talked about classic romance tropes for hours, analyzed different books… and I took so many notes. You would’ve loved it. Next time they do one, I
Rhys’s POV The clock on my desk read past midnight, but the city lights outside my office window were still bright. I couldn’t focus on the reports in front of me. My mind kept drifting back to Alicia, the way her voice had sounded on that last call, the hesitation in her texts, the growing distance that was slowly driving me insane. I picked up the phone and called Hayes. “Set it up for this weekend,” I said quietly. “Tell her it’s a literature study retreat upstate, make it sound exclusive and academic. Mirabel will buy it. Get the jet ready for Friday night, and the private villa suite too. No one else knows.” “Done,” Hayes replied without question. I sent the message to Alicia before I could second-guess myself. Me: I got you a ticket for a literature study retreat this weekend, Mirabel has been informed. Car picks you up Friday at 7. I need to see you, sunshine. Just us. Her reply came after a few minutes: Okay. The private villa suite overlooked the water, it was elegant
Alicia’s POV Weeks later, I got a text from Rhys saying he got me something cute. The package arrived at the dorm front desk just after my afternoon lecture, wrapped in plain brown paper with no return address. I knew who it was from the second I saw it, my heart did a traitorous flip as I carried it upstairs, glancing over my shoulder like Mirabel might appear at any moment. I slipped into our room, locked the door, and tore it open on my bed. Inside was a small wooden box. Nestled in velvet lay a rare first-edition copy of Jane Eyre, the cover worn but beautiful, it pages edged in gold. My breath caught. I’d mentioned it once during the holidays, of how it was my ultimate book boyfriend fantasy in physical form. Rhys had remembered. I opened it carefully. Tucked inside the front cover was a handwritten note on heavy cream paper, his strong, decisive script unmistakable. Sunshine, Some stories deserve to be claimed again and again, just like you. I hope you enjoy this. —R My
Alicia’s POV My phone buzzed again on the nightstand, the sound cutting through Mirabel’s laughter like a live wire. I froze, my fingers tightening around the edge of my blanket. Mirabel didn’t notice, she was still giggling about something Alex had said during their call, replaying the conversation out loud as if I hadn’t been sitting right there. I reached for the phone slowly, my heart already racing before I even saw the name. Rhys: Did you get my last message, sunshine? Or are you still trying to run from me? The words sent a rush of heat straight through me, pooling low in my belly. I could practically hear his voice saying them against my ear. My thighs pressed together instinctively under the blanket as memories flooded back— his mouth between my legs, the way he’d held me open like I was his favorite meal, the filthy praise that had me shattering on his tongue. I typed back quickly, thumbs flying before Mirabel could glance over. Me: I’m not running. Just… trying to be
Alicia’s POV “Chris,” I said, turning to face him. I kept my voice level, casual. “What are you doing here?” He shrugged, hands still in his hoodie pocket, that easy smile plastered on. “I saw you when I was heading out, figured I should say hi. You’ve been avoiding me since the holiday.” “I haven’t been avoiding you,” I lied. “I’ve been busy, with library shifts and classes.” “Right.” He stepped closer, glancing down the empty aisle. “Look, I know I came on strong before break. My bad, I was an ass. I just… I like you, Alicia. Can we start over?” I studied him, looking out for the edge in his voice, and that jealous glare. But there was none, he was just calm. The Chris from the coffee shop who grabbed my wrist felt far away. “Start over how?” I asked, crossing my arms. He exhaled, rubbing the back of his neck. “Like a walk. No pressure. You said you were done in the library, right? Just give me fifteen minutes. We walk the quad, clear the air. If you still want me gone after
Rhys’s POV “But she’s Mirabel’s best friend. She’s twenty-five, you’re forty-five, a widower, and her best friend’s father, this is kinda wrong in every way that counts. Power imbalance doesn’t even begin to cover it. And Mirabel…” He trailed off, shaking his head. “That girl worships you. Losing her mother the way she did, you’ve been her whole world. If she finds out you’ve been with Alicia behind her back, even if it started before she knew who Alicia was to her… it could break something.” “I know.” The words tasted bitter, I picked up the scotch again but didn’t drink. “Alicia’s terrified of that. She keeps pulling back, saying we have to stop, that it’s wrong, that Mirabel would never forgive either of us. She almost confessed to Mirabel when I sent her the rose. Alicia doesn’t want me to tell Mirabel yet. She needs time, she’s scared.” Hayes nodded slowly, processing what I’d said. “Smart girl. Scared, but smart. Are you planning to respect that?” “I am.” My grip tightened







