ログインI quickly searched for my clothes with shaky hands, putting them on, but it was a short, sleeveless dress, so it wouldn’t cover these marks. Panic was beginning to kick in, my body shaking.
I…I couldn’t go out like this. I was covered with marks; bite marks, hand marks. I was covered with it, my skin red and bruised. What kind of animal is he? How could he do this?
I was a married woman. People couldn’t see me like this. I didn’t even want to see myself like this. I didn’t want to think about what I’d just done or what it meant for my marriage.
While I was panicking, someone entered the room, and I froze, thinking it was the bastard, ready to throw my rage at him, but I paused when I saw an older man. He looked to be around sixty, wearing a well-ironed uniform, his gray hair slicked back.
“Good morning, ma’am,” he greeted with a bow of his head, looking totally unbothered at the mess that was me. “The master has entrusted me to provide you with anything you may need.”
“The master,” I repeated with bitterness in my voice. “Where is he now?”
“At work, ma’am.”
I tried not to scoff. Of course. He had a one-night stand with a stranger, and now he was back to reality.
“I need something to cover up. And my car.”
He nodded and left.
Five minutes later, I stormed out of the penthouse, covering the marks of shame, and about to face my reality, hungover, and wishing the headache would just go away.
***
I didn’t think he would be at home. It was a Thursday morning, and he was supposed to be at work, but when I stepped inside the house, he stood up from the couch, his hands shoved into his pockets.
I paused when I saw him, my eyes burning, but I refused to let a single tear fall.
“What are you doing here?” I asked, my voice hard.
“It’s my house, isn't it?” he said, his head tilted. His eyes trailed over me, at the large sweater that was wrapped around me, at my ruined makeup and wrinkled dress. His face hardened. “Where were you last night?”
I scoffed harshly, going up the stairs. “Why do you care?”
“Because I’m your husband!” he barked, and I paused, turning back to him.
I climbed down and back to him, this time standing close to him.
“Are you?” I asked softly. “When was the last time you were a husband to me?”
When he said nothing and just stared at me with his mouth open, I turned and went up the stairs.
Thirty minutes later, I was already done packing what I needed, and when I went downstairs, he was… he was gone.
I nodded to myself as I left the place I’ve called home for three years, and to my father’s house.
***
Three days… Three days, I’ve been at my father’s house, and I haven't seen a single glimpse of the man.
That was William Carter, alright. If he didn’t want to see you, nothing would make you see him.
Finally, on day five, he called for me.
I stood outside his study with the door closed, trying to get my nerves under control. Finally, I knocked, and his cool voice ushered me in.
I opened the door.
He was exactly as I remembered. The same way he was three years ago; his sandpaper hair perfectly styled back, his suit free of any wrinkles, his tie perfect, his back straight.
“Father,” I said as I closed the door, standing in front of the desk.
He didn’t acknowledge me; instead, he kept writing, the sound of the pen scratching on paper filling the tense silence. Finally, he put down the pen and then looked at me with his hands folded and resting on the desk.
“Isabella,” he said, gesturing to the chair in front of him. “Sit.”
I sat, keeping my back straight.
He wasted no time getting to business.
“I heard your husband–the ungrateful fool, that he is–cheated.”
I swallowed, my hands tight on my lap. “He did.”
“And why haven't I heard anything about a divorce, and why is he still called your husband?”
My eyes went wide. “W-what?”
He raised his eyebrow. “What? Are you still going to stay after he cheated? After he broke your vows and made a mockery of you?”
“He’s–”
“The answer is no, Isabella,” he cut me off, his voice still calm, the look on his face maddeningly calm. “If you do not feel shame and have any self-respect, I do. Our family name does, and I will not let you drag it through the mud.”
“But… but this isn’t about the family! It’s about me!”
His calm mask finally cracked, just a bit, just a clench of his jaw. “Everything is about the family, Isabella. I let you disgrace us once, but I’ll be a damn fool if I let you do it twice.”
Just then, the telephone on his desk rang. He picked it up, didn't say a single word, and ended it.
“Now listen to me, Isabella.” Oh, now, his voice was hard. “You will divorce that boy.” I opened my mouth to argue. He didn’t give me the chance. “Or I will take everything from him. Everything he’s gotten with our name. And when that is gone, what will remain?” He leaned back on his chair. “Nothing.”
My lips were glued together, and I couldn’t say a single word, because my father wasn’t one to make idle threats.
“Good,” he said when I said nothing. “Now you will finally do right by your family and get married. But not into a family like the Ashfords, but richer, better.”
The words didn’t register at first, and when they did, my eyes went wide, and I shot up to my feet.
“What?” I asked in a loud whisper. “You want me to get married after I just got divorced?”
“Yes,” he answered calmly as he stood up and picked up his jacket. “I gave you a chance to marry who you wanted, now that chance is gone, and you don't have a second one. Come.”
He walked to the door, opened it, and waited. I stared at him, my chest tight, before I moved to the door and left the study. He followed and walked beside me.
“Where are we going?” I asked, trying not to pout.
“To see your future husband.”
I stopped walking, my eyes wide, but my father kept walking.
I followed him, once again trying to keep my nerve under control.
We moved downstairs, and there were three guests already waiting, but one stood out. He was taller, broader, and when he raised his head, his eyes landed on mine, and I froze.
Green eyes, so bright and vibrant. Eyes that looked familiar. No… it can’t be.
He stood up and shook my father's hand, and my father just nodded at him.
He turned and walked towards me while I was still frozen.
When he got close to me, I caught a wisp of his cologne, and my eyes went wide because he smelled familiar, too.
No, no, no.
He got close to me, took my hand in his, and raised it to his lips.
Then, he spoke.
“We meet again so soon, Isabella.”
Cordella and I both watched, frozen as the doorknob twisted slowly. Whoever it was was being careful, thinking they might wake me. I wanted to scream for them to hurry up, to put an end to this quickly, but Cordella still kept her hand pressed to my mouth. But it didn't matter. Whoever it was will get in eventually, and Cordella will finally be caught. Finally. I couldn't wait for her to be punished. I would watch, and I would feel no guilt for enjoying watching her suffer.But then… it stopped. The doorknob no longer moved, and silence fell. My heart dropped to my stomach. Were they gone? Did they think coming in was going to bother me? Who was it? Alexander? Leonardo?I resumed my struggles, screaming again, hoping they could hear it even though it was muffled.Please. Someone. Help me. I kept fighting, kept trying to push her off me, but she didn't seem fazed by any of it. No, her eyes remained fixed on the door, her eyebrows furrowed. And then she stiffened, just as the doorkn
“For what?” I asked softly with my eyes closed, my forehead still on his, and he still held my hand. “What did you do?”“I just… I feel so useless. There’s nothing I can do about any of this, but I just can't stand by and watch you be in pain.”“Then you could hold me,” I whispered, opening my eyes slowly, and they landed on him. “You could kiss me, and make love to me, and tell me how everything’s going to be fine. You could be there for me when I need you. You could be everything but distance and so far away.”A sliver of tears lined his eyes, and he shut them, squeezing them tighter. When he opened them again, there were no tears, but his eyes were still glossy. He kissed my forehead gently, his lips pressed there for a moment before he moved to kiss my lips, but I turned my head away. “Don’t. You’ll catch my cold.”He held my jaw gently and turned my head back to him, whispering, “I don’t mind,” before he kissed me slowly, gently. He broke the kiss and cupped my face, caressing m
ISABELLAIt wasn't a dream. The day Richard was buried, it rained. I stood without an umbrella as I watched his body being lowered to the ground. The rain landed on my body like pins, pricking my skin, and it stung. I could feel the cold entering my bones, but I didn't move, didn't blink, didn't say a word as his mother sobbed as the grave was being covered. It was all real. The cold I could feel was a wake up call that screamed at my face that this was all real. It wasn't a nightmare where I would wake up from, and everything would be back to normal. No, this was my reality. My harsh, cruel, bitter reality. This was my life now. Black and white. After everything was done, I stood there with his family, watching and hearing them sob until my body was shaking from the cold, and I still didn't move. This was the punishment I deserved. This was the only way I could apologize, not like it mattered because their son, brother, and cousin was gone, and it was all my fault. Alexander and
TRIGGER WARNING: CHAPTER CONTAINS CONTENT THAT MAY BE UNPLEASANT TO SOME READERS; SUICIDE.VIEWER’S DISCRETION IS ADVISED.It was silent. Dead silent. No one moved, and it seemed everyone was holding their breath. Out of shock, Leonardo let go of her collar, and Natasha dropped to the ground, blood gushing out from her chest and mouth. Within seconds, she was dead. Seconds. The silence grew so thick that you could hear everyone’s heart racing. And then it was broken by a small, shaky voice, “I’m sorry.”As one, we all turned towards the voice which came from behind Natasha to see one of the househelps standing there with a clean knife pressed to her throat. She was sobbing so hard that snot was pouring out of her nose. She shook so hard that the knife cut her, a line of red staining it. “I’m so sorry,” she sobbed.“Hannah,” Leonardo said softly, taking a slow step towards her. “Put the knife down, Hannah.”Hannah… I knew her. She always helped Sophia when she was attending to me. S
ISABELLA I saw it the moment the light left his eyes, the moment he stopped fighting, and death took him from me.“No,” I whispered, my voice shaking. I shook him. Once. Twice. He didn't move. His hand remained limp on his side. “Richard, please, no.”I placed a finger under his nose, but I felt nothing. I leaned down and placed my ear on his chest, but I heard nothing. Not even the faintest beat. I checked his pulse, but felt nothing.“You can't leave like that,” I said, still shaking him. “You can’t! You said you loved me! You bastard, you said you loved me! So how can you leave like that? How can you be dead?”I kept shaking him as I sobbed, kept pleading, threatening, yelling at him to open his eyes, but… nothing happened. This was it? He was dead? An hour ago, he was standing behind me. He was okay, and now… now he was just… dead? No, I refuse to accept that. We needed to take him to the hospital.I looked up and saw everybody staring at me: Alexander, Leonardo, Sophia, the who
Richard’s shout echoed in my head, the panic in his voice sharp. I closed my eyes and held my breath. So this was it. This was really it. When I miscarried, this was what I wanted. I had prayed my heart should just stop. I didn't want to deal with the pain, so I prayed for death. And now that death was staring me in the face, I was so scared.I didn't want to die like this. There were so many things I hadn't done. I haven't said I love you back to Alexander and Leonardo. I haven't apologized to my sisters because of how we left things and how I treated them. I haven’t told Richard I was ready for us to start afresh. I wanted to see my father again and hear him apologize. I wanted to hear him say he regrets what he did. I would never get to do those things. I braced myself for the bullet, sobbing quietly, my body shaking. This was it. But time passed, and the bullet never came.Then Natasha screamed. I opened my eyes, and my heart dropped. “Richard!” I screamed, running to him.
I sat up, frowning. “You… you brought Natasha back? What are you even saying?”His back was tense, and he still didn't face me, still didn't look at me. It was beginning to piss me off.“Why are you acting like a fucking coward?” I spat, my voice coming out harder and harsher than I intended, but
“Wow…” That was all I could say. “So did I reject you because of your, uhm… size?”He scoffed and shook his head. “No. You were in love with Richard, but you were pretty harsh with your rejection.”“And so–and these are your father’s words–you stalked me, and were always watching me?”Any trace of
“W-what?” I asked when he said that, crossing my arms across my chest even though I was still fully clothed. How could he be in the mood after everything that has happened? “I don't think now is the right time.”He raised an eyebrow. “Right time for what?”“To do whatever nasty thing it is you’re t
He looked like he was on the verge of coming undone, like his whole world was crashing at his feet and he didn't know what to do. He stared at Alexander, who was still on the ground, his eyes wide and his hands shaking. His mouth opened, but no words came out. All he just did was stare. And then he







