LOGINThe drive to Richard’s place was filled with me questioning myself, asking myself over and over again whether I was doing the right thing, whether I should just stay still like he wanted me to. I didn’t understand why these questions were going off in my head like alarm bells, or why my stomach was twisting with nerves.
Just a few hours ago, I was enthusiastic about seeing him, but right now, all I wanted to do was turn back and go home, be miserable.
But no. It was our anniversary, and I had the right to see my husband. So I swallowed and soon, I was driving into the house. I stepped out of the car, holding the gift I've brought for him and working on my breath, inhaling and exhaling. Finally, I took the first step into the house, entering the code for the door. I only had this code because I forced it out of him one night when he was drunk.
“I just hope he won’t be mad,” I whispered to myself as I stepped in, closing the door with a soft click.
The house was clean, everything was in order, and it was quiet. I would have thought no one was here if I hadn’t seen the clothes on the floor and the shoes. Not just his, though. No, there were heels, too, with a silver dress.
I shook my head so hard I saw stars, staggering back, and I had to grab something to keep myself standing.
“No. No. No. God, please, no.”
I-it was silent. Surely, if there were a woman here, it wouldn’t be this quiet; there would be noise. Yes, yes, there would be noise. Maybe this dress and heels meant nothing. Maybe–
“Oh!”
I went still when I heard that voice.
“Oh, Richard! Right there!”
I pressed the heels of my palms to my ears as if it would block out the noise, shaking my head, muttering, “No. No. No.”
But then I heard his voice, and no amount of telling myself “no” could drown it out.
“Ahh, fuck. Natasha, fuck!”
It was like I could hear my world break and crumple around me. It’s like I could see everything I’ve built burn. Like I could smell the ashes. Taste them.
I didn’t know when I marched up the stairs. I didn’t know when I threw the door open and screamed, “How could you?!”
They both jolted in shock as I caught them off guard, pulling away from each other. They stared at me with their eyes wide with shock, naked, sweating, and panting. And as I watched my husband stare at me while he was covered with another woman’s fluid, the smell of ashes grew so much that it was all I could smell.
There was no coming back from this.
“Isabella,” Richard whispered once he snapped out of his shock, his mouth opening and closing. “Isabella, my love, it’s… It’s not what you think.”
“It’s not?” I asked, my voice breaking. “It’s not what it looks like? Are you telling me you weren’t fuckimg another woman? You weren’t breaking your vows?”
“No. No. Isabella…” He got off the bed, naked, walking to me, and I couldn't bear to see him like that. He noticed, and he stopped, his hand reaching out, something like pain in his eyes. But it couldn’t be pain in his eyes, because he put us both in this situation, so maybe I was just seeing what I wanted.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered.
I shook my head, taking a step back. “What are you sorry for? This is what you’ve always wanted.” I pointed to her without taking my eyes off him. “Her. Everyone knew it. Since we were in high school, she has been all you’ve ever wanted, and you only got married to Isabella because you had to, because of duty. So don’t look guilty because you finally have what you want.”
“You’re right,” he said and my stomach turned.
His face changed totally, the sorry, guilty mask falling off to reveal his true nature. He looked at me with a smug smirk, reaching out his hand to Natasha. She took her time getting off the bed, not even bothering to put on clothes as she took his hand, gluing herself to his side with a wide smile.
He dragged her closer to him as if she wasn’t close enough and she giggled like a child, placing her hand on his chest.
“You’re right, Isabella,” he repeated, his eyes fixed on her, the smirk turning into a smile. “She’s all I've ever wanted. All I think of when I’m with you. I mean look at her.” He caressed her nose with his and then turned to me with a scowl. “And look at you. Is that supposed to be a sexy look?”
Natasha giggled, smacking his chest playfully. “Oh, don’t be so mean, pookie.” She turned to me with a pout. “At least, she tried her best.”
I fought the urge to look down at myself, my face hot with embarrassment, but my hands reached down and dragged the dress down, trying to cover myself.
Natasha found this amusing and Richard just scoffed.
I fought back the shame that wanted to strangle me. “Richard, how–”
“I want an open marriage.”
The words completely died in my throat, almost choking me.
“W-what did you just say?”
He looked me right in the eye as he repeated those words. “I want an open marriage.”
“You’re a bastard,” I whispered, the words slipping out of my mouth before I could stop them. Natasha gasped, but I ignored her. “A cheating, whoring bastard, and I will never forgive you for this.”
I turned to leave, the tears falling and his words followed me.
“I want an open marriage, Isabella! And I’m going to get it!”
I stormed out of the house with my heart breaking, the crack echoing in my ears.
When I got to my car, I locked the doors, cleaned my eyes, grabbed the steering wheel, and screamed. I screamed until my voice became hoarse and until my tears dried up. After that, I started my car and drove without a plan.
I found myself in a bar.
I didn’t question it. I went in, sat on the barstool, and ordered drinks.
“Keep it coming,” I told the bartender, barely recognizing my own voice. It sounded strange, numb.
He nodded, and the drink flowed. I drank until I felt numb from head to toe, and until there was a peaceful silence in my head.
“Come morning and your problems will still be waiting for you,” a sweet, cool voice beside me said. Not sweet in a sweet way, but sweet in a hard, rough way. I turned my head to look at him, but my vision had grown so blurry that all I could see were shapes and lights. “And it’ll be worse because then you’ll be dealing with a hangover on top of all your problems, and with how you’ve been drinking tequila like it’s water, I assume it’s a very large problem.”
I turned away from him, throwing back a shot. I don’t even feel the burn anyhow. That’s too bad.
“Yes,” I whispered as I waved for more drinks. “It’s a rather large problem.”
“And you think alcohol will solve that for you, love?”
“Don’t,” I hissed, turning to this stranger I couldn't see. “Don’t you dare call me love.”
I saw him raise his hands, and that was when I noticed that his shoulders were wide. “Pardon me.”
I turned back to my drink, sniffling. “My husband calls me love.”
He hummed. “Your husband…”
“Yes. My cheating, piece of shit husband.”
“Ah. Now I see what the large problem is.”
I was about to have another shot, but he stopped me, placing his hand on mine. I turned to him with my teeth bared, ready to curse him out when he leaned down, getting so close to me, I could smell his expensive cologne and feel his warmth, and whispered, “Your husband is a damn fool, letting a work of art like you slip through his fingers.”
I turned my face to his, and our lips were so close that I could feel his warm breath on my lips. “He is. He’s a damn fool.”
“Why drink yourself to an early grave when you could be planning your revenge?”
“Revenge?” I repeated in a whisper.
I felt his hand on my back, softly at first, then stronger when I didn't pull away. “Yes, beautiful. Revenge.” His hand moved down to my waist, where there was an opening in my dress, and I shivered when I felt his bare hand on my skin. “You should reciprocate, don’t you think?”
“Are you telling me to cheat on my husband?” I whispered.
I gasped softly when I felt his hand slip lower. “No, beautiful. I’m asking you to reciprocate.”
ISABELLAA YEAR LATERThe house was being decorated for the kids' first birthday, and finally, they got the right type of design I wanted. The house was filled with so much buzz. Everyone was around: Sebastian and my sisters. Everything was just perfect.I walked into the room only to find Leonardo staring at the clothes I had put out for the kids to wear today.I stood in the corner, watching him. This past year has been... I didn't have any words to actually describe how this year had been because the word perfect doesn't even come close."Are you staring at me?" Leonardo asked without even turning around."How did you know I was here?" That was a stupid question, but oh well."I know you more than you know yourself," he said, turning around to smile at me. Then he went back to staring at the kids' clothes.I walked to where he was, hugged him from behind, and pressed my cheek gently against his back."You've been so stressed out lately," he whispered. "After the kids' birthday, you
ALEXANDERI sat on the couch, watching Isabella and her sisters. They gossiped, and only God knew what the hell they were talking about, and they were laughing so hard. Each of them held one of the babies. And thankfully, the kids weren't crying today.I loved seeing her so happy. It felt like just watching her like this filled a gap in my heart. She had a big smile on her face, and I didn't need anybody to tell me how genuine that smile was. It wasn't the type where people pretend to be happy when they are not. She was partially glowing.Memories of her in the hospital, in a coma, not moving, played back in my head, and I quickly shook them off. I had been so scared that I was going to lose her, but thankfully, she was fine, and I was so grateful.When the babies fell asleep, I watched as Isabella and her sisters walked into the room, placing them down, and I couldn't help but feel a strange type of fear stir inside me.I was actually a father now.I had kids.It still felt unreal,
LEONARDOI had witnessed childbirth before, but it was nothing compared to what Isabella had gone through. She looked like life had been taken out of her, and God, it terrified me.I was so scared, seeing her like that.The babies were absolutely fine, which I was so grateful for. More than grateful. But it had been twelve hours of trying to resuscitate her. She had just been unconscious, and I didn't know how exactly I was going to reassure Alexander anymore because I didn't know how to assure myself anymore. He looked like a shadow of himself. Every single hour that passed without her waking up killed him, and I was trying, really trying, to be the one who kept things under control.But deep down, I was panicking. I was about to go crazy.The children were fine, so she should be fine too. She should be waking up. I made my way to the doctor's office. I didn't bother knocking. I didn't care if he was with a patient or having a meeting. Fuck that, I needed something. Anything.When
ALEXANDERI held the little romper in my hand, staring at it for more than ten minutes. It was pure white, with little stars drawn on it. It was just so beautiful. Everything was already arranged in Isabella's hospital bag, everything she would need when she got to the hospital. And it wasn't like the babies were coming anytime soon. She was eight months gone. But every single day drew closer to her due date, and it scared me.I kept trying to act strong, like I wasn't afraid, but deep down, I was freaking out. I wasn't just afraid; I was panicking every single second. It felt like I was happy and sad all at once. I didn't want anything to happen to her because I couldn't live in a world where she wasn't in it or where she lost her light again. Every time I read about how difficult childbirth is, and I looked at her, it made me so scared.Isabella is so strong, but people lose their lives from something like this. And I know I should be looking on the bright side, but it was just to
"You're pregnant."Immediately after those words left his mouth, I felt this sinking feeling in my stomach, and I couldn't read the expression on his face. I wasn't sure if he thought it was good news or bad.Leonardo walked past me, took the paper from his hand, and stared at it."You're pregnant," he echoed, his voice low. For a moment, he just stared at the paper, and then his eyes lit up with so much excitement. He seemed genuinely happy.He walked to me with a smile, but I couldn't hold it in anymore and just broke down. I had been trying so hard not to cry in front of them, but pretending wasn't working any longer, and the joy in Leonardo's eyes broke my heart into a million pieces."Hey, what's wrong?" Alexander said as he rushed to my side.Leonardo was no longer smiling. He just stared at me with worry, his eyebrows furrowed. “Sweetheart, what's going on?"I couldn't bring myself to speak. I was just sobbing uncontrollably, the tears mixing with snot, my body shaking.Alexand
ISABELLAMy entire house felt absolutely empty, even with all the furniture in it. I missed Leo and Alex so much. It’s been a month since they had to go back to work before poor Sebastian passed out from exhaustion. But they came over during the weekend, but it wasn't enough. I need them around every second of the day. I sat on the couch, staring out the window, a cup of coffee in hand. I needed someone to snuggle with. Memories of our vacation kept replaying in my head, and I couldn't help but smile.I took a sip of my coffee, and I just let out a sigh. Everything was actually perfect now. It felt like everything had finally fallen into place.Father was no longer in jail, which was all thanks to Leonardo. He kept trying to see me, but I just kept declining his offer. I don't think we are... there yet. I just need more time away from him. I held no grudges against him, but that doesn't mean I was ready to see him yet. I took another sip of my coffee, and I felt this weird sensati
The kiss caught me off guard, and I couldn't even push him because I lacked strength. He was still smiling as he kissed me, his other hand still in his pocket. And then the door opened, and I understood why he was smiling, but I didn't understand how he knew he was coming. I felt his presence even
I quickly searched for my clothes with shaky hands, putting them on, but it was a short, sleeveless dress, so it wouldn’t cover these marks. Panic was beginning to kick in, my body shaking. I…I couldn’t go out like this. I was covered with marks; bite marks, hand marks. I was covered with it, my s
It happened without a warning, without giving me time to think or even decide. One minute, I was sitting on a barstool, feeling this stranger’s warmth, my body growing heated from his warmth, his words, and then the next, I was all over him–me, not him–grabbing his hair and slamming my lips on his,
“W-what?” I stammered with the phone pressed to my ear, my eyes wide, my hand shaking. The words were repeated, but I couldn't hear them because of a loud ringing in my head, like bells going off, which drowned them out. Natasha was back. Natasha James was back.I shouldn’t be this worried. I shou







