Mag-log inFreya's pov
My roommate is human, which is a relief, because I can tell the moment I walk into the room, no supernatural scent or sharp awareness, just a regular guy who can’t sense I’m hiding something. “You must be Freddie,” he says, looking up from a textbook, sprawled across his bed with long arms and legs taking up space, strawberry blond hair falling over his eyes. “I’m Tyler, Tyler Chen.” “Nice to meet you,” I say, dropping my gear by the empty bed, which must be mine, two beds, two desks, two dressers, and a window overlooking the quad, just a normal dorm room where I have to live as someone else. “So what brings you to Crescent Moon mid-semester?” Tyler asks, closing his book, a thick biochemistry text, and continues, “Most people start in the fall.” I’ve practiced this lie a hundred times, so I say, “Family moved for my dad’s job, and I had to finish the semester at my old school first.” The words come out smooth now, too easy. “That sucks,” he says, then nods at my gear bag, “What sport?” “Hockey,” I say, pointing to the bag, “hopefully.” Tyler grins and says, “Dude, you’re either brave or stupid, because the hockey team here is like royalty, half the school looks up to them, and the other half keeps their distance.” My stomach twists, and I ask, “Keeps their distance?” “Not literally, mostly,” he says, laughing at my face, “they’re not bad guys, but they’re all alphas or future alphas from big packs, with their own hierarchy thing us humans don’t really get, and they’re crazy good at hockey, like scary good.” “You know a lot about the team?” I ask, keeping my voice even as I start unpacking. “More than I should, probably,” he says, sitting up, more excited now, “my girlfriend Emma loves hockey, drags me to every game, and there are three co-captains: Logan Pierce, who’s already getting scouted by pro teams, Sebastian Knox, the tough guy, and Zane Cross, some kind of hockey prodigy, like the team’s big three.” Three names, three alphas, and my hands pause on my clothes, because these are the guys I have to convince I belong with, the ones who run this team like they own the campus. “They all get along?” I ask, trying not to sound too interested. Tyler snorts and says, “That’s the weird part, Logan and Sebastian don’t like each other, barely talk outside of games, but they’re both co-captains, so they have to deal, and Emma says it makes the games tense as hell.” They don’t get along, which could be useful if I can figure out why, so I ask, “What about the third one, Zane?” “He’s newer to the team, but people say he’s amazing, kind of keeps the peace between the other two, I think,” Tyler says, flopping back on his bed, “honestly, they’re your biggest competition for making the team, so impress them, and you’re in, but if you don’t…” He trails off, and he doesn’t need to finish, because I get it, so I keep unpacking, my mind spinning with three co-captains who don’t all get along, a team of alphas from powerful families, and David out there pretending we’re strangers. What have I gotten myself into? “Hey,” Tyler says suddenly, “want to grab dinner, so I can show you the dining hall and introduce you to some people?” The idea of sitting in a crowded room, keeping up my act while talking to strangers, makes my stomach tight, but I need to start being Freddie Sterling, so I say, “Sure, sounds good.” The dining hall is huge and loud, packed with students talking over each other, and Tyler leads me through rows of tables, pointing out groups as we go, saying, “Athletes sit over there,” nodding toward a corner where tables are pushed together, “but the hockey players have their own spot, see them?” I look where he’s pointing, and my breath catches, because there’s Sebastian at the head of a long table, gesturing as he tells a story that makes everyone laugh, commanding the room even from this far away. Next to him is a guy with dark hair who must be Logan, not laughing, just watching the room like he’s tracking everyone. When his eyes pass our direction, I look down fast. At the other end of the table is a guy with lighter brown hair and an easy smile, probably Zane, listening to Sebastian but glancing at Logan like he’s ready to step in if things get heated. “They’re tight,” Tyler says, “but you can see how it works if you pay attention, Logan’s the leader, Sebastian’s the muscle, Zane’s the one keeping things calm.” Sebastian’s head turns, and our eyes meet across the room, sending a jolt through me like before, and he raises his eyebrows slightly before looking back at his teammates. “Did he just look at you?” Tyler asks, sounding impressed, “That’s like getting noticed by a rock star.” “We met earlier,” I mutter, staring at my food, “he seems okay.” “Okay,” Tyler laughs, “that’s one way to put it, Emma says half the school’s got a thing for him, but he doesn’t date much, too focused on hockey and pack stuff.” Pack stuff, right, because he’s not just a hockey player, he’s a werewolf from a big family, and I’m here pretending to be a boy to play on his team, which feels so ridiculous I almost laugh. “You good?” Tyler asks, “You look like you’re gonna puke.” “Just tired,” I lie, “long day.” “Fair,” he says, “want to head back?” I nod, relieved, but as we stand, I spot David at a small table in the corner, a textbook next to his plate, not looking my way, but his shoulders are tense, and I want to go to him, to talk to someone who knows me, but I follow Tyler out, leaving my brother behind like he’s just another face. Back in the dorm, Tyler dives back into his book, and I text Mum and Lily something short and upbeat—everything’s fine, school’s nice, made a friend already—lies to keep them from worrying more than they do. I’m about to get ready for bed when my phone buzzes with a text from an unknown number. “Hey Freddie, Sebastian here, got your number from the student directory, want to skate tomorrow before classes, just a few of us, 6 AM at the rink,” it reads. My hands shake as I stare at the message, 6 AM, tomorrow, with Sebastian and probably his co-captains, not an invite but a test, and I know it. I text back, “Sounds good, thanks for the invite,” keeping it short. His reply comes fast, “Bring your best, the ice shows everything.” I put the phone down and stare at the ceiling, because in less than twelve hours, I’ll be skating with some of the best young players in the country, and they’ll be watching every move, every shot, looking for any mistake. I’ll be doing it all while hiding who I am. Tyler’s breathing slows as he falls asleep over his book, but I’m awake for hours, my mind running through everything that could go wrong—what if I’m not good enough, what if they see through me, what if Sebastian asks about David again, what if this whole plan collapses before it starts? But there’s something else under the nerves, a spark of excitement, the thought of being on the ice again, playing the game I love at a level I’ve never tried before. Tomorrow, I find out if Freddie Sterling can skate with the best, if Freya can pull this off.The woman sits in the shadows of the Seattle Storm arena and watches number seventeen skate circles around the opposing team with a grace that seems impossible for someone who doesn't yet know the full truth of what flows through her veins.Freya Sterling has become everything the woman hoped she would be and more.Margaret Sterling watches her daughter score the winning goal and feels pride mixed with guilt and fear because the time has come to tell Freya the truth about her bloodline and Margaret isn't sure her daughter is ready to hear it.Twenty-three years of careful secrets and deliberate omissions and Margaret can feel the weight of those lies pressing down on her chest as she watches Freya celebrate with her teammates.Marcus sits beside Margaret in the stands and his hand finds hers and squeezes once."She needs to know," Marcus says quietly. "We can't keep this from her any longer.""I know," Margaret responds but her voice cracks. "But telling her changes everything.""Ever
Freya's povThe apartment in Seattle has floor-to-ceiling windows that overlook the sound and I stand at them every morning with my coffee watching the ferries cross back and forth and thinking about how far I've traveled to get here.Two years have passed since the ceremony and eighteen months since I signed with the Seattle Storm and some days I still can't believe this is my actual life."You're up early again," Sebastian observes from behind me and wraps his arms around my waist and rests his chin on my shoulder."Couldn't sleep," I admit. "Too much on my mind.""The game tonight?" he asks."Among other things," I hedge.We moved to Seattle together six months after I got scouted and it took some adjusting because Sebastian had to relocate his work with the progressive alliance and Logan had to find a new position and Zane had to transfer schools to finish his degree.But they did it without complaint because that's what pack means and that's what forever looks like when it's real
Freya's pov The alarm goes off at five-thirty in the morning and I reach over to silence it before it wakes Sebastian who's still asleep with his arm draped across my waist. Six months have passed since the ceremony and I still wake up some mornings surprised to find myself here in this bed with three mates who chose me and who I chose back. I slip out carefully and pad across the room to where my hockey gear is laid out from last night because I have practice at six-thirty and Coach Martinez doesn't tolerate lateness even from players with complicated personal lives. "You're up early," Zane mumbles from the doorway. "Coffee?" "Please," I respond gratefully. He disappears toward the kitchen and I finish getting dressed in my practice clothes and pull my hair back into a ponytail that's become my signature look since I stopped hiding. Logan emerges next looking rumpled and perfect in sweatpants and nothing else. "Big day," he reminds me. "Scout's coming to watch practic
Freya's pov My hands won't stop shaking as Emma tries to pin my hair for the third time and the bobby pins keep slipping through her fingers because I can't hold still."You need to breathe," Emma tells me. "Actually breathe not just pretend to breathe.""I am breathing," I argue but my voice sounds thin and reedy."You're hyperventilating," my mother corrects from where she's sitting on the bed watching. "Slow down or you'll pass out before we get you to the ceremony site."I force myself to take a deep breath and hold it for five seconds before releasing slowly and the room stops spinning quite so much."Better," my mother approves.The dress I'm wearing is simple white silk that flows to the floor and feels both too formal and not formal enough for what's about to happen and I keep tugging at the neckline even though it fits perfectly."Stop fidgeting," Emma orders gently. "You're going to wrinkle the fabric.""I can't help it," I admit. "My body won't be still."My mother stands
Logan's povTwo weeks before the mating ceremony I find Freya sitting on the bathroom floor at three in the morning staring at her phone with tears streaming down her face and my wolf immediately goes on alert because our mate is in distress."What's wrong?" I ask as I sink down beside her on the cold tile."Nothing," Freya says but her voice breaks on the word. "Everything and I don't know.""That's not an answer," I point out gently.Freya shows me her phone where she's been reading articles about triple mate bonds and every single one mentions how rare they are and how most don't survive the first year."These are just statistics," I tell her. "They don't apply to us.""Don't they?" Freya challenges. "What if we're making a huge mistake and in a year we all hate each other?""Do you hate us now?" I ask."No," Freya admits. "But what if the ceremony makes everything different?""The ceremony makes it official," I correct. "But it doesn't change how we feel about each other."Freya's
Sebastian's povI watch Freya stare at the women's hockey league registration form for twenty minutes without moving and her finger hovers over the submit button like it might bite her if she presses it."What are you waiting for?" I ask from where I'm sitting beside her on the couch."I don't know," Freya admits and pulls her hand back. "What if I'm not good enough anymore?""You were good enough to make our team while pretending to be male," Logan points out from the kitchen. "You're definitely good enough for a women's league.""That was different," Freya argues. "I was fighting to prove something and now I'm just playing.""Just playing is the whole point," Zane says as he comes out of the bedroom. "You don't have to prove anything anymore."Freya's teeth catch her bottom lip and worry lines appear between her eyebrows."What if everyone expects me to be amazing because of all the publicity?" she asks. "What if I disappoint them?""Then you disappoint them," I respond simply. "But







