LOGIN"You think you can hide behind that mask, Fireheart?" Logan snarled, his breath hot against my throat. Sabastain's hand pinned my wrists above my head, while Zane leaned in close enough that I could feel his pulse match mine. "We know what you are. And we’ll never let you go." Their bodies cage me against the cold locker room wall, heat radiating off them like wildfire. They should terrify me. They should repulse me. But they don’t. Because the truth is, I was born to burn for them. And they were born to tame me. I only wanted one thing—to play hockey. But in a world where girls aren’t allowed on the ice, my dream was shattered the night I rejected Alpha Marcus Blackwood’s obsessive claim—and was banished with my family. Now, with my hair cut short and my identity hidden, I enrolled at Crescent Moon Academy as “Frederick Sterling,” just another boy chasing glory on the legendary Wolves hockey team. But three powerful alphas are about to complicate everything. They’re not just teammates. They’re predators. And they’re bound to me. The question is—will they tame my fire, or will I burn them all?
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My hands shake as I look in the mirror, and the person staring back doesn’t feel like me anymore. My black hair sticks up in every direction since I chopped it off two weeks ago, and my face looks sharp without my long auburn hair to frame it. The socks stuffed in my sports bra press against my ribs, uncomfortable and awkward. “Freya, this is crazy,” Mum says, her voice cracking as she paces our small room, wringing her hands like she did that night in London when Marcus and his pack surrounded our house. “What if they figure out who you are, or someone recognizes you?” “They won’t,” I say, forcing my voice deeper, but it still sounds off, like I’m trying on someone else’s clothes. I’ve been practicing for weeks, and it has to work, because there’s no other option. I shove another sock into my sports bra, fumbling with the padding, and the oversized hockey jersey hangs loose on me, which is what I need, but my stomach twists anyway. I feel desperate, because I am desperate. “You don’t even look like a boy,” Lily says from her bed, where fake documents are scattered around her, including the birth certificate that says Frederick Sterling instead of Freya. “Your face is too—” “I’ve got it handled,” I snap, and she flinches, which makes guilt hit me hard. I pull the black beanie over my hair, tucking every strand under. “Sorry, I’m just…” “Scared?” Lily asks, her voice soft. “Focused,” I say, but it’s a lie, and we both know it. Mum slumps into the desk chair, her worry heavy in the room, and the lines around her eyes look deeper than they did three months ago when we fled London in the middle of the night. She looks older because of me, because of this plan I can’t let go of. “When I let you play hockey as a kid, I never thought you’d…” She picks up the fake transcript, her hands shaking, and continues, “If your father were alive, he’d lock you in your room before letting you do this.” My throat tightens, and I say, “Dad would understand,” but my voice comes out softer than I mean, sounding young and scared. “He always said I was too stubborn to quit.” “Stubborn is one thing,” Mum says, her voice sharp, “but lying about who you are to get into an elite boarding school, that’s not stubborn, Freya, it’s insane.” I turn away from the mirror, because looking at myself makes my chest feel tight, and the hockey gear feels heavy, like it belongs to someone else. But I think about holding my stick, the burn in my legs as I moved across the ice, the joy of playing, and that feeling is mine, always has been, even when people said hockey wasn’t for girls. A loud knock makes us all jump. “Frey, car’s here!” David calls through the door. “You sure about this, or you want a nice, boring job, like teaching or accounting?” Lily giggles despite everything, and Mum almost smiles, because David’s been keeping us going these past months, working double shifts without a single complaint. But I’ve seen him look at me with the same worry Mum has now. “Coming!” I call back, using my fake voice, and it makes my skin crawl, but I grab my bag and sling it over my shoulder. Inside are the few things I’m taking to this new life: clothes to make me look like a boy, a photo from the London Underground Women’s League, and enough hope to either save me or ruin me. Mum stands and hugs me so tight I can barely breathe, and I close my eyes, trying to hold onto the smell of her lavender perfume. “Promise you’ll be careful,” she whispers, “and don’t take any stupid risks.” I almost laugh, but it comes out bitter, and I say, “Mum, I’m about to spend four years pretending to be someone else, so I think we’re past worrying about stupid risks.” She pulls back, her eyes wet with tears, and says, “Then promise you won’t lose yourself in this lie.” My throat burns, and I nod, saying, “I won’t.” Lily throws her arms around us both, her chin trembling even though she’s trying to act brave. “What if they figure it out, or you get hurt?” she asks. I think of Marcus’s rage when I rejected him in front of half of London’s supernatural community, the words I said—I reject you, Marcus Blackwood, as my mate—and the threats that forced us to run with nothing but what we were wearing. I push the memories away and say, “Then I’ll deal with it, but I’m not coming back until I prove girls can play this game as well as boys.” “Better,” Lily says, her voice fierce. “Better,” I agree, matching her tone. David knocks again. “Freddie, car’s leaving in two minutes with or without you!” The name stings, because Freddie isn’t the girl who dominated London’s underground games or the daughter who helped Dad fix cars in our tiny garage, but just Freddie, a lie wrapped around who I really am. If that lie gets me on the ice, I’ll live with it. I grab the door handle, catching my reflection in the window—a sharp-faced stranger in oversized clothes, trying to disappear into someone else’s life. My wolf is still asleep inside me, won’t wake until my twenty-first birthday in six months, so I have no supernatural senses, no extra strength, no way to know if someone sees through me. I’m basically human right now, vulnerable and alone, perfect for lying but terrible for surviving. “When you make that team,” Mum says, her voice quiet but firm, “remember it wasn’t Frederick Sterling who earned it, but you, my stubborn, impossible daughter.” Her words hit me hard, and I nod, because I can’t trust my voice. I step into the hallway, my heart pounding as I head toward the lobby. In three hours, I’ll be at Crescent Moon Academy, the most elite supernatural boarding school in North America, home to the undefeated hockey team that’s never let a girl play in its hundred-year history. “I’m trying out as a boy,” I mutter to myself, testing the words, and they feel heavy, like a promise I’m not sure I can keep. “You’ll make it,” David says, appearing at the end of the hall, his voice steady but his eyes worried. “Just don’t do anything too reckless, okay?” I force a grin and say, “No promises,” because reckless is all I’ve got left. He shakes his head, but there’s a small smile on his face, and he says, “Get in the car, Freddie, before I change my mind and drive you to an accounting school instead.” I laugh, but it’s shaky, and I follow him outside, where the car engine hums, waiting to take me to Crescent Moon. I slide into the backseat, my bag clutched tight, and David glances at me in the rearview mirror. “Last chance to back out,” he says, half-joking but half-serious. I shake my head and say, “I’m doing this,” even though my stomach feels like it’s flipping over. He nods, pulls out of the driveway, and we’re off, heading toward either the biggest mistake or the greatest chance of my life. I lean back, staring out the window, and think about the ice, the game, the truth I’m hiding to get there. I’ll live as a lie, but if I’m brave enough and good enough, maybe I’ll prove that the biggest lies can hold the most important truths. I guess I’m about to find out.The woman sits in the shadows of the Seattle Storm arena and watches number seventeen skate circles around the opposing team with a grace that seems impossible for someone who doesn't yet know the full truth of what flows through her veins.Freya Sterling has become everything the woman hoped she would be and more.Margaret Sterling watches her daughter score the winning goal and feels pride mixed with guilt and fear because the time has come to tell Freya the truth about her bloodline and Margaret isn't sure her daughter is ready to hear it.Twenty-three years of careful secrets and deliberate omissions and Margaret can feel the weight of those lies pressing down on her chest as she watches Freya celebrate with her teammates.Marcus sits beside Margaret in the stands and his hand finds hers and squeezes once."She needs to know," Marcus says quietly. "We can't keep this from her any longer.""I know," Margaret responds but her voice cracks. "But telling her changes everything.""Ever
Freya's povThe apartment in Seattle has floor-to-ceiling windows that overlook the sound and I stand at them every morning with my coffee watching the ferries cross back and forth and thinking about how far I've traveled to get here.Two years have passed since the ceremony and eighteen months since I signed with the Seattle Storm and some days I still can't believe this is my actual life."You're up early again," Sebastian observes from behind me and wraps his arms around my waist and rests his chin on my shoulder."Couldn't sleep," I admit. "Too much on my mind.""The game tonight?" he asks."Among other things," I hedge.We moved to Seattle together six months after I got scouted and it took some adjusting because Sebastian had to relocate his work with the progressive alliance and Logan had to find a new position and Zane had to transfer schools to finish his degree.But they did it without complaint because that's what pack means and that's what forever looks like when it's real
Freya's pov The alarm goes off at five-thirty in the morning and I reach over to silence it before it wakes Sebastian who's still asleep with his arm draped across my waist. Six months have passed since the ceremony and I still wake up some mornings surprised to find myself here in this bed with three mates who chose me and who I chose back. I slip out carefully and pad across the room to where my hockey gear is laid out from last night because I have practice at six-thirty and Coach Martinez doesn't tolerate lateness even from players with complicated personal lives. "You're up early," Zane mumbles from the doorway. "Coffee?" "Please," I respond gratefully. He disappears toward the kitchen and I finish getting dressed in my practice clothes and pull my hair back into a ponytail that's become my signature look since I stopped hiding. Logan emerges next looking rumpled and perfect in sweatpants and nothing else. "Big day," he reminds me. "Scout's coming to watch practic
Freya's pov My hands won't stop shaking as Emma tries to pin my hair for the third time and the bobby pins keep slipping through her fingers because I can't hold still."You need to breathe," Emma tells me. "Actually breathe not just pretend to breathe.""I am breathing," I argue but my voice sounds thin and reedy."You're hyperventilating," my mother corrects from where she's sitting on the bed watching. "Slow down or you'll pass out before we get you to the ceremony site."I force myself to take a deep breath and hold it for five seconds before releasing slowly and the room stops spinning quite so much."Better," my mother approves.The dress I'm wearing is simple white silk that flows to the floor and feels both too formal and not formal enough for what's about to happen and I keep tugging at the neckline even though it fits perfectly."Stop fidgeting," Emma orders gently. "You're going to wrinkle the fabric.""I can't help it," I admit. "My body won't be still."My mother stands
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