Elizabeth POV
The second I stepped through the door, the world changed. It was loud, hot, and alive. The lights flashed in purples and blues, cutting through clouds of artificial smoke. People swayed to the heavy beat, bodies packed tight, laughter echoing in pockets through the music. I walked to the bar, ordering a vodka soda. Something light, I told myself. Just enough to loosen up. Just enough to forget. I sipped and scanned the crowd, feeling for the first time in ages like I wasn’t trapped in someone else’s cage. “You look like a fucking goddess,” someone said beside me. I turned to see a tall girl with copper-red curls and glitter dusted across her cheeks. She looked drunk. And beautiful. “I’m Kim,” she added, leaning in. “And this is Tessa and Billie.” She gestured to two other girls, equally gorgeous, all dressed like trouble. “Elizabeth,” I replied. “Well, Elizabeth, you’re officially part of the girl gang for tonight,” Tessa declared, raising her shot glass. “You’re way too hot to stand here alone.” Billie clinked her glass against mine. “What are we drinking to?” “Freedom,” I said before I could stop myself. We laughed, drank, and somehow ended up on the dance floor, swaying to the music like we owned it. The drinks kept coming, and the music kept thumping. For the first time in what felt like forever, I didn’t feel watched or judged or like I was taking up space I didn’t deserve. I felt...alive. My head was spinning, my body warm from the alcohol. I couldn’t stop smiling. A man approached—tall, dark-haired, too eager. He leaned in, trying to touch my waist. “She’s with us,” Kim snapped. “Back off,” Tessa added, stepping in front of me like a guard dog with glitter eyeliner. He scowled and walked away. “Men are always trying to ruin things,” Billie said, tossing her hair. “You’re lucky you’re cute,” Tessa grinned at me. “Otherwise, we wouldn’t be doing security duty.” “Thanks,” I giggled, swaying as I wiped sweat off my forehead. “You girls are amazing.” “Damn right we are.” Another round of shots was pushed into our hands. “To bad decisions!” someone yelled. The music throbbed like a second heartbeat as the DJ switched to something dirtier, bass-heavy and pulsing through the floor. A wild cheer erupted in the crowd as bodies pressed closer together. Tessa grabbed my wrist and pulled me toward a small platform in the center of the dance floor. “Come on, baby girl. You’re not getting off easy tonight.” “What?” I laughed, breathless, tipsy, but already following. Billie was next. “This is your freedom party. Get up there!” I didn’t even protest. Not really. I was drunk. Maybe past drunk. My feet barely touched the platform before Kim spun me around and smacked my butt hard, shouting, “Show us what that dress was made for!” Laughter bubbled out of me—loud, unfiltered, almost foreign in my own mouth. I tossed my hair, dropped low, and started moving. At first, it was playful. Silly. A little dancing. Then came the bass drop and I lost it. My hips rolled with the beat. I twerked, dipped, flipped my hair, danced like I had nothing to lose. Because tonight, I didn’t. The girls went wild, cheering and dancing beside me. The crowd below started watching. Men whistled. Women shouted. Someone threw a handful of dollar bills in the air. “Damn, girl!” Tessa yelled. “Where the hell have you been hiding?” I laughed again, spinning as I dropped low, my dress riding dangerously high. I was soaked in sweat, glitter from Kim’s cheeks on my arm, my lip gloss smudged halfway to my jaw. I didn’t care. No one here knew me. No one knew I belonged to a man who’d disappeared for twelve days without a word. No one knew about the quiet house with the heavy silence. No one cared that I had no ring on my finger or name on my heart. To them, I was single. Young. Wild. Free. A guy climbed onto the edge of the platform, reaching for me. But before he could even get close, Billie blocked him with a sharp elbow. “Nope. Off limits.” “God, I love you girls,” I shouted, breathless, swaying as the world tilted around me. Kim grinned. “You’re one of us now. A bad decision wrapped in a perfect body.” “I think I’m going to faint,” I laughed, clutching Tessa’s shoulder, barely able to stand upright. The drinks had hit hard. My vision was spinning, everything hot and loud and blurred. “You good?” she asked. “Just—one more song,” I managed. They danced around me, wild and carefree. “Elizabeth!” I was mid-spin, hips swaying to the rhythm, hair clinging to my neck with sweat, when I heard it. The music didn’t stop—but I did. My entire body froze like someone had hit pause on my soul. The bass kept thumping in my chest, the lights kept flashing, but I couldn’t move. Couldn’t breathe. That voice. Rough. Cold. Sharp like broken glass—and so familiar I could feel it in my bones. No. No. No. No. I turned my head slowly, heartbeat thundering in my ears louder than the music now. And there he was. Christian. Standing just a few feet from the edge of the dance floor. Jet-black suit, broad shoulders, face carved in stone. The flashing lights bounced off the hard lines of his jaw, his lips a tight line, and those icy eyes locked on mine. Unblinking. Furious. “I’m so screwed,” I breathed, the taste of panic crawling up my throat. Tessa blinked. “What’s wrong?” Kim followed my frozen stare. “Who the hell is that?” I swallowed hard, my mouth suddenly dry. They stared at me, waiting. I didn’t look away from him as I said, barely above a whisper— “My husband.” Tessa’ s jaw dropped. Kim blinked twice. “Wait… you’re married?” “That’s your husband?” Tessa asked in disbelief. “Mm-hmm.” I nodded like I’d been caught naked in church. “Jesus,” Billie muttered. “He’s hot... but terrifying.” Yeah. That was Christian Reed. And I was currently drunk, half-dressed, and twerking in a club full of strangers like a single woman. A single, stupid woman. I took a shaky step back. His stare didn’t drop. Didn’t flicker. He just stood there, that unreadable face doing all the screaming for him. And I knew—knew—whatever came next, I wasn’t ready for it. Not even close.ELIZABETH POV It’s been a month and five days since I told Christian to stay away from me. And this time, he actually listened. No shadow lurking in the corners, no sudden visits, no arrogant voice calling me Red when I least expected it. Just silence. I should be relieved. I should be able to breathe again. But instead, I find myself missing him. Missing the chaos, the heat, the way his presence filled every space in my life whether I wanted it or not. And even when I fight it, a part of me wonders how he’s doing. Is he drowning himself in whiskey again? Is he thinking about me? About… us? I forced the thoughts down. I couldn’t let myself drown in that spiral again. So today, I decided to go out. Clear my head. The little bookstore in town had always been my safe place. Quiet. Steady. Somewhere I could hide inside stories that weren’t mine. I asked the café manager for a break, and he didn’t hesitate. Lately, he’s been unusually kind, he raised my pay, cut down my shifts. I k
ELIZABETH POV I had told Christian to leave me alone, but what I didn’t expect was to find him standing on my grandmother’s porch. My chest tightened instantly. Thankfully, Grandma and Hope weren’t home, if they were, this would’ve been a disaster. My grandmother? She would’ve chased him off with a broom. And Hope… God, the thought of him seeing her terrified me. What if the only reason he was here was because of her, not me? “What are you doing here, Christian? Are you stalking me now?” I asked, keeping my eyes anywhere but on his. Because I knew one look at him and my walls might crumble. “Yes,” he said without hesitation, stepping closer. “I’m stalking you. Because I can’t stay away from you.” His honesty slammed my face, leaving me breathless. I lifted a trembling hand between us, creating space that barely existed. “Stop. Don’t come any closer. Don’t make me… don’t make me file a restraining order against you.” The words came out sharp, I didn’t mean the restraining
CHRISTIAN POV The glass hit the counter harder than I meant, amber liquid splashing over my fingers. I didn’t even bother wiping it away. My chest felt like it was caving in, every breath jagged, useless. I downed the whiskey in one swallow. It burned, but nowhere near enough. Nothing ever could. Her tears. Her voice breaking when she told me to go. The way she looked at me like I was the very thing that destroyed her… it was worse than any bullet to the chest. I never begged anyone since I turned twenty, no one. But in that moment, with her tears cutting me open like blades, I would’ve dropped to my knees and begged if it meant undoing the damage I’d caused. The glass was too small for the storm inside me. I tossed it aside and seized the bottle of whiskey, pressing it to my lips and drinking until fire scorched my throat. Still, the pain in my chest refused to fade. Nothing dulled it. Nothing could. God, I wished the ground would split open and swallow me whole. She was
ELIZABETH POV “It was at an event I attended with my father, Jessica, and Josephine,” I admitted slowly. “Go on. Stop giving me pieces of the story,” he pushed, his tone sharp, like my half-answers were testing his patience. I drew in a shaky breath, my eyes dropping to the floor, I couldn’t look at him. “Okay. It was five years ago. A masked event. I saw a stranger in the room, and I ended up sleeping with him. I swear to God, I was stoned. Jessica had slipped something into my drink.” When I finally dared to lift my gaze, the sight of him knocked the air out of my lungs. His face had gone pale—if that was even the right word for it—and emotions flickered so fast in his eyes I couldn’t catch a single one. He staggered back a little, then let out a dark, hollow chuckle. “That night,” he said hoarsely, “you wore a red dress and a gold mask. Red gloss on your lips.” My heart nearly stopped. I nearly lost my mind at the way he recited the details. “How… how did yo
Elizabeth’s POV After what happened yesterday at the event, I dragged myself to the café the next morning. Work was better than sitting at home thinking about everything I couldn’t change. Christian was never going to see me for who I really was, and he’d never understand me. Alex’s words from last night kept circling in my head… or maybe it was the way he’d looked at Hope when he saw her. He knew something. I just didn’t know what. The thought made my stomach twist. I slipped two cups under the coffee machine, watching the dark liquid pour in. Once they filled, I set them on a tray and turned—only to nearly crash right into him. A loud gasp tore out of me. My grip faltered, the tray wobbling, but Christian’s hand shot out and caught it. He set it down firmly on the counter. “Careful,” he said, motioning to the plain white t-shirt stretched across his chest. “I’d hate to have to throw this out.” My chest tightened. What the hell was he doing here? How did he ev
CHRISTIAN POV The sharp clack of the cue ball echoed across the room as it struck a red, sending it rolling neatly into the corner pocket. I straightened, cue stick resting lightly against my palm, eyes fixed on the table though my mind was elsewhere. Playing alone had become a habit lately, it was easier to focus on the rhythm of the game than the silence of the house that used to hold Elizabeth’s chaos. “Where were you last night? You didn’t sleep at home,” Alex’s voice cut into the quiet, sharp and accusing. He sounded less like a friend and more like some clingy ex who couldn’t let go. I chalked the cue lazily, refusing to look at him. “And why should I tell you where I slept? Are you stalking me now?” I couldn’t admit the truth—that I hadn’t been sleeping here at all. That the thought of coming back to Elizabeth’s absence, to the untouched sheets and that hollow silence, felt like punishment. God, I missed her noise. “No, I wasn’t stalking you,” he shot back, irritation