เข้าสู่ระบบElizabeth POV
It was almost time. I stood in front of my closet, heart pounding with a mixture of excitement and something dangerously close to guilt. My fingers brushed over each hanger until I landed on a black dress—short, tight, with a plunging neckline that screamed trouble. It wasn’t my usual style, but then again, nothing about tonight was usual. I slipped it on, smoothing the fabric down my hips. It hugged my curves in all the right places, clinging like a second skin. I added my favorite red gloss, thick mascara, and winged eyeliner for good measure. Then came the heels, ten inches of confidence in shiny black leather. One last look in the mirror and I froze. Damn. I looked nothing like myself. The girl staring back at me was bold. Sexy. Untouchable. The kind of girl Christian probably expected to see when he came to sign the contract—confident, loud, and sultry. The kind of girl Jessica had always been. Not me. And yet, here I was, playing dress-up in a life that didn’t feel like mine. This isn’t who I am, I reminded myself as I grabbed my purse. It’s just for tonight. One night. Then I go back to being invisible. I walked out of the room, the soft click of my heels echoing against the marble floors. The guards stationed in the hallway lowered their heads as I passed, carefully avoiding eye contact. I didn’t blame them. I looked like sin and trouble wrapped in one. Christian’s wife or not, I knew better than to think they didn’t notice. But I appreciated the attempt at professionalism. I descended the grand staircase, already bracing myself for Nana’s reaction. She didn’t disappoint. “Elizabeth!” she gasped the moment she saw me. “You look like a hooker!” I rolled my eyes, grinning. “That’s not very nice.” She squinted at me disapprovingly. “Your breasts are practically falling out of that dress. For God’s sake, put on a jacket.” “Ugh,” I groaned. “What’s the point of going to a club if I’m not practically naked? This is the uniform, Nana. I don’t make the rules.” “You have no shame,” she muttered, but I caught the amused twitch at the corner of her lips. “I’ll be fine,” I said, stepping forward and pulling her into a hug. “Promise.” She sighed, squeezing me tightly. “Here, take this.” She slipped a small canister into my hand. I blinked. “Pepper spray?” “Just in case any drunk fool thinks he can touch what doesn’t belong to him.” I laughed, tucking it into my purse. “Thanks, Nana. You’re the best.” “No drinking till you pass out. No dancing on tables. No kissing strangers. And be back before one.” I saluted. “Yes, ma’am.” She gave me one last look, her eyes softening. “Take care of yourself, darling.” “I will.” As I turned to leave, she called after me, “Dan is waiting outside. He’ll drive you and he’s under strict orders not to say a word to Christian.” I smiled. “Perfect.” I stepped out into the night air, my heels clicking against the pavement, heart thudding with something that felt like freedom. For tonight, I wasn’t the girl abandoned in her husband’s mansion. I was just a girl looking for a night off from reality. And God help me, I planned to take it. ********* The car came to a smooth stop in front of a neon-lit building, the bass of the music already vibrating through the pavement. The club's name glowed red above the entrance like a warning or a promise—depending on what you were looking for. Dan killed the engine and looked at me in the rearview mirror. “I’ll go in with you.” “What?” I blinked. “No. Absolutely not.” His brow furrowed. “Mr. Reed gave specific instructions—” “To protect me,” I cut in. “Not to babysit me like I’m five.” He stepped out and came around to open the door for me. I got out, wobbling slightly in my heels but owning it like I’d been doing this for years. Dan wasn’t convinced. He folded his arms, standing like a wall of muscle in his black suit. “If something happens to you, I’m dead.” I tried a different approach—less protest, more charm. “Come on, Dan. Look at me.” I gestured to my outfit. “Do I look like I want to be seen walking in with a bodyguard? You’ll scare the fun away before I even get in.” He raised a skeptical brow. “Honestly,” I went on, flashing a playful smile, “the moment they see you, all the guys are going to think I came with my boyfriend. No one’s going to even buy me a drink.” He muttered something under his breath, something that sounded dangerously close to “That’s the point.” “Fine,” he finally relented. “One hour. Thirty minutes max. If I don’t hear from you by then, I’m coming in to drag you out myself.” I grinned. “Deal.” He shook his head, already regretting it. “Stay out of trouble, Miss.” “I’m just going to dance. What kind of trouble can I possibly get into?” Famous last words.ElIZABETH POV "Are you going to keep staring or do you want me to do this the hard way?” His voice was flat, leaving no room for negotiation. God knew I did not want to find out what the hard way looked like. "I already told you my name is Mary Jane and no, it's not made up." I kept my voice even. "It's my name. I moved from New York to South Africa years ago, I was only here on a business trip. If you don't want to sponsor the art anymore that's fine, just let me go back." How I said all of that without throwing up on my own lies I genuinely don't know. He just looked at me. That blank, unreadable expression that gave absolutely nothing away. I couldn't believe I was sitting here looking at my husband. I was so terrified that if I blinked he'd disappear, or I'd wake up, and I didn't want to wake up. If this was a dream I just needed a little longer with this face. A little longer. "You called me Christian like we're old friends," he said. "And you draw my face and my eyes
ELIZABETH POV I sat in that living room for a long time, just staring at nothing. My brain had completely given up trying to process anything. Every time I tried to grab onto a thought, it slipped away. Christian is alive. Christian is alive, and he looked at me like I was a stranger, and he has a fiancée, and I’m currently under house arrest in the house we used to spend weekends in together. None of this is real. It can’t be. Except that the guards stationed around me, like furniture, were very real. One by the door, one near the hallway, both of them watching my every move with the energy of men who got paid not to blink. My phone beeped from inside my bag on the piano. I got up on legs that weren’t fully cooperating and grabbed it. James. I stared at his name on the screen for a second and almost laughed. What exactly was I supposed to tell him? I picked up. “Hi James, how are you?” "Elizabeth, Jesus. Where are you? They called me, saying you're over an hour la
ELIZABETH POV I blink three times, making sure my eyes weren't playing tricks on me. It's Christian. My husband. What the hell. What's happening right now. I stood up on shaky legs, half convinced I was about to fall right back on my ass. "Oh my god... Christian... you're alive." I moved toward him, hands stretched out to touch his face. "Do you know me?" He slapped my hands away. Hard. My hands fell. I staggered back, horror creeping up my spine. "Christian... Christian it's me." I searched his eyes for anything. One flicker. One trace of recognition. Nothing. Is this a doppelgänger? "This is the woman who broke into one of your properties, sir." "I see." He looked at me like I was some unhinged stranger who wasn't in her right mind. "What were you doing in my house, young lady? Without permission." "Christian?" "You've said my name four times now." His voice didn't change. "I asked you a question. If you're not going to answer it, I'm sure you'd love t
ELIZABETH POV By the time we pulled up I was sweating. Actual sweat, palms slick against my jeans, heart slamming against my ribs like it was trying to escape my body before I did something stupid. What if Paul knew about this place. What if someone had followed me. What if this was the dumbest decision I’d made in three years. But it was private property. Nobody knew about this house except us. I told myself that on a loop the entire walk up to the front door. The place looked dead. Dry grass everywhere, paint peeling at the edges, the kind of stillness that only comes from a house nobody’s touched in a long time. Which made sense, given everything I’d learned since landing, Paul was sick, apparently had been for a while, and there were already quiet rumors floating around about new leadership stepping in to take over what was left of Christian’s company. Everything he built getting handed off and picked apart by people who never earned a single piece of it. I tried the d
ELIZABETH POV It’s been five days since I landed in New York and my heart has not stopped racing once. Not once. Every single morning I woke up convinced today was the day Christian’s father was going to appear out of nowhere and end me. The meetings though — the meetings had been incredible. I met more people in five days than I had in three years combined. Sold pieces I didn’t even think were ready to sell. Got commission requests that I ended up working on right there in my hotel room at one in the morning because the buyer wanted to see progress before they flew out. The whole thing had genuinely exceeded anything I let myself imagine, and honestly I felt a little guilty for how long I’d been telling James no. He’d been right. This was exactly what he kept saying it would be — the thing that puts us in the real market. But as the trip wound down something else started creeping in that I couldn’t push away no matter how hard I tried. This was our city. Me and Christian’s. W
ELIZABETH POVThree years later “Lily, what do you think?” I turned the letter over in my hands for probably the tenth time. “Do you think I should go?” Lily looked up from her tea. Looked at me. Looked at the letter. Then back at me with that expression she has, the one that means she already knows the answer and is deciding how hard to push. “You have to go, Elizabeth.” “Lily—“ “No, listen to me.” She set her cup down and turned in her chair to face me properly. “This is for your future. For your children’s future. You cannot keep living with one foot stuck in the past, letting that man have power over you from a distance.” She said it plain, no softening. “It’s been three years. He hasn’t sent a single letter. Not one. He’s probably forgotten you exist.” I said nothing. The threatening letters had slowed down over the past year. That was the only thing giving me any breathing room at all. Paul had been relentless the first two years — every time I so much as existed







