Leah’s POV
For a moment, I wondered how it would feel to see Eli and his precious Jewel while I was standing in the arms of Sebastian, but I quickly wiped that stupid idea from my thoughts as I suddenly started to wonder what kind of pack took in a rogue just like that without any questions. Eli sure as hell wouldn’t have and then take them into the packhouse and show them all the weak spots.
“Don’t even think about running.” Sebastian’s voice pierced through my thoughts as he pointed to a man who was walking closer. “This, my lovely little wolf is Carl. He will be your Gamma.” Sebastian smiled broadly as he hugged the man and I frowned. Only Luna’s had Gammas protecting them. Oh, goddess! Was he…? “This is the future Luna, Carl.” FUCK! He did! That was just perfect! He had basically told his Gamma that he had already accepted me, and I rolled my eyes.
“She doesn’t seem to agree with you, Sebastian.” Carl laughed and took my hand to greet me, but Sebastian was fast. I mean, supernaturally fast when taking my hand out of the way and holding tightly onto it.
“Oh, she will.” He winked at me. “Now, let’s get you settled.” He guided me to a dark corner and I was ready to attack if he tried anything when he opened a door and behind it was a lift. I would never have guessed that such a modern thing could be hidden behind such a beautiful antique door. “I don’t like taking the stairs.” He laughed as we stepped inside and he pressed the button for the top floor.
“Uhm, wouldn’t it have been better if I stayed in the single ladies’ quarters?” I frowned.
“No, definitely not! I need you here, with me.” He laughed but I was feeling awfully uneasy about it. Just the two of us on one floor. An entire damn floor. I could never understand why Alphas needed so much space for themselves. When they had children, of course, I could understand having all that space, but not while they were still so young and single. My mind was going slightly haywire again and the lift door opening brought me back to the present as we stepped out onto the Alpha floor. I was amazed to see an open-plan loft with its own kitchen and living area. A small office was set up in one corner and right beside it was the largest bed I had ever seen! How on earth did they get that thing up here or did they just build the floor around it? The room was clearly masculine with its black bedding and silver appliances.
“Uhm, where am I staying?” I was still taking it all in when I noticed my backpack beside one of the dining room chairs.
“Here,” Sebastian had taken a seat behind his desk and looked up for a moment before returning his attention to whatever he was looking at. I noted a glass door and excused myself so softly that I hardly heard my own voice. I could only hope I was heading to the bathroom and I breathed a sigh of relief as I stepped through the door and found a beautifully decorated bathroom. There was an enormous shower decorated with silver and white tiles. A black jacuzzi bath was built into one corner and all the rest. To my surprise, the towels were pristine white and I wondered if they were actually his. I looked at them after washing my hands and decided not to touch them, drying my hands on my pants. I would hate for him to see that I hadn’t taken a shower in two days!
“Leah,” He knocked on the door and I jumped with fright. “Are you okay in there?” He sounded amused and I rolled my eyes, opening the door.
“Yeah, uhm. Where are you going to stay?” I stepped out of the bathroom and looked around the room. There was a comfortable couch in the living area, but it couldn’t possibly be long enough for him to sleep on and I couldn’t imagine an Alpha taking the couch.
“Right here with you, if you don’t mind.” He grinned and walked over to the kitchen where he started taking things out of the fridge. “Hungry?” He tilted his head to one side for a moment before returning his attention to the contents of his fridge.
“No thanks.” I walked around and finally came to a halt in front of the large windows that overlooked what seemed to be their training grounds. Their warriors looked good, and from the looks of the numbers, he had a large pack. If Eli decided to make trouble, they would probably get rid of him easily. What was I thinking? I wasn’t going to stay around here long enough for Eli to find out anything.
“Okay,” I heard something start to fry as Sebastian’s voice drew my attention back. I seriously had to start paying attention. “Steaks it is then.” I could smell the meat burning and, without thinking, took over from him. I was a pretty good cook, even if I had to say so myself. I wasn’t the best of waitresses, so, that’s how I mostly made up for it, I guess.
“So,” Sebastian took a seat at the counter opposite the stove and I was acutely aware that he was watching my every move. “What is your deepest darkest secret?” He grinned and I rolled my eyes. There was no way I was going to tell him!
“I don’t have any,” I answered way too fast and he lifted one eyebrow, looking amused.
“Everybody has secrets. I’ll start. I’m a widower.” I could see the pain in his eyes and my heart went out to him. I wanted to ask what happened, but he saved me the embarrassment. She was killed in a rogue attack.
“Yeah,” I sighed. “There seems to be a lot of that going around.” I didn’t want to talk about rogue attacks. Dinner was almost ready and I was surprised when he started setting the table. It made me realize again just how much Eli and I didn’t fit together. I was a homebody, and he wasn’t. He loved living the high life and showing off. I didn’t. I brought the food to the table and we ate in silence except for the one time Sebastian smiled, nodding in approval of my cooking skills. I was surprised again when he offered to do the dishes after dinner. There were always omegas around Eli to do everything for him! It was ridiculous, but that’s the way things were. The world I had been living in was pretty straightforward. I worked six days a week. Twelve-hour shifts and got drunk on my own in my room on my day off. Easy. There were no pack events or ridiculous Alpha council meetings to attend.
“Earth to Leah,” Sebastian frowned as his voice broke through my thoughts. “Hey, I can stay on the beta floor if you want. If it will make you more comfortable. I just thought that if I stayed here, you wouldn't be alone. Look, Leah, I’m a nice guy. I know you have been living on the run for goddess knows how long, but I haven’t done anything to make you think otherwise. I just want to get to know you, and I want the chance for you to get to know me. If then you don’t want me.” I held up my hand to silence him and took a deep breath. I needed time to figure out where the hell my car was in any case. A couple of days of living like this could only be good for me. Besides, it would make it harder for Eli to find me if I disappeared off the radar for a little while. The pack would hide my scent. There were so many reasons for me to stay. “How about a move?” Sebastian got up and started to page through his extensive collection. When the intro to some silly rom-com started to play, I burst out laughing.
“What?” He actually looked a little offended as I couldn’t stop laughing and tried to explain that I was expecting a thriller or action movie. “Yeah, well, guys can also watch rom-coms, can’t we?” He grinned and we settled in front of the television. I didn’t realize how tired I was until he picked me up and carried me over to the bed. I tried to open my eyes and complain, but I didn’t have the strength and when the soft fabric of the pillow touched the side of my face, I cuddled up underneath the warm blankets and drifted off.
“She hasn’t woken up yet. I’m starting to get worried.” I heard his voice softly talking and didn’t move or even open my eyes. What the hell? Who was he talking to?
“Sebastian, from what we could find out she’s been on the run for a while,” Emily sighed. So, they did check up on me! My only option was to keep still and listen. “We haven’t found any signs of her pack,” Emily continued. “It couldn’t have been easy for her on the road as a rogue.” She sounded sympathetic. “If she’s not awake by tonight, then we can call the doctor, okay?”
“Tonight?!” I jumped up and looked out of the windows only to realize it was already midday! “Oh, goddess!” I jumped out of bed feeling my heart race. I had never slept this late in my entire damn life! “Why didn’t you wake me?” I glared at Sebastian before rummaging through my bag.
“Hey, hey, easy.” He moved fast and I wondered how he did that as he helped me upright. “You only slept for as long as your body needed.” His hand stroked over my cheek and I felt a spark of electricity jump through to my privates! Seriously?! Could my body be more freaking obvious?!
“I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean. I” I looked at Emily who was losing the battle against her laughter and a shy smile burst out all over my face.
“Brother, did you really put the poor girl into bed with her clothes on?” Emily winked and disappeared into the lift before Sebastian or I could say anything, leaving the two of us alone and staring at each other. I grabbed my bag and rushed to the bathroom to clean up. Sleeping dirty in his bed was probably not the best thing I had ever done, but unfortunately, by the time I walked out of the bathroom, the bed was already made. I still hadn’t seen a single omega on this floor and was starting to wonder if this pack even had them.
“Do you feel up to some company?” He smiled and I nodded. Anything would be better than the awkward silence that suddenly fell between us. As we stepped out of the lift on the bottom floor, some kids came running up to us and Sebastian went down on all fours, while the smallest of them, a young girl, jumped onto his back and shouted “Go, horsy, go!” Emily appeared out of nowhere and hooked her arm in mine.
“That is my youngest.” She sighed. “She just loves her uncle. Don’t you think Sebastian would make a great father?” Emily laughed.
“Okay, okay, I get the picture.” I laughed with her as we walked to their dining area. They were clearly a very close-knit family, and I was going to be very sad to leave them, but I had no other choice. There was no way I would be able to stay.
Leah’s POVLife in Sebastian’s pack is entirely different than life in Eli’s. For starters, the pack dining tables are packed out in such a way that there is no real division of ranks, whereas, at home, your rank is clearly defined by the table you sit at. The closer you were to the Alpha’s table, the more important you were. Emily showed me to the seat right next to Sebastian, and he held out the chair for me. Nobody had ever held out a chair to me before, which made me blush bright red. I was an omega for goddess’s sake, but I told them I was a rogue. I rolled my eyes internally at myself for being so damn hung up on rank.The food was brought out and everybody dug in all at once, which reminded me of home. There, everybody had to wait for Eli to fill his plate first before anyone else could touch the food. As if there wouldn’t be enough for the Alpha! People were happily talking, eating, and drinking, but I could feel their eyes constantly looking my way. I was sure that most of th
Leah’s POVI thought it would be as easy as grabbing my keys and making a run for it, but boy was I mistaken! Not only did Sebastian keep an eagle eye on my damn keys, but Carl kept an eagle eye on my every movement. Over the next couple of days, I spent some time getting to know Sebastian’s family while sussing out how far Carl would go to look after me, and even when I thought I had gotten rid of him, he would pop up out of nowhere! The man was so good at his job, it was damn scary! The only times I didn’t see him was when I was in Sebastian’s care, so to speak. The rest of the time, he was there in the background. Somewhere. I was just starting to feel a little lost when Emily appeared to take me on a shopping trip. Her excuse was that she saw my bag of clothes and “no Luna in her right mind would be caught dead with only one bag of clothes”.To prove her point, she took me to the beta floor, and as we walked into the room, I must have looked like a shell-shocked baboon, gaping at
Leah’s POVSo, I wasn’t really going to tell them, even if they were the nicest people ever. I was ashamed. It was the first time I actually admitted to myself that I was ashamed that I was rejected. When I was a young omega, I daydreamed, just like all the other girls, about finding my perfect mate, falling madly in love, and living happily ever after. That daydream was crushed the moment my destined mate called me a useless omega. I still remember the ice running through my veins as shock set in. I waited in shock for him to say the dreaded words. “I reject you,” But he never did.Over the years that I had been hiding from him, I wondered over and over why he wanted me to go back home. I knew for a fact he would never leave his chosen mate. Not only would it bring shame to our pack, but it would also put the pack in danger of a war with her family. Many wolves would die unnecessarily, many important lives would be lost over one man’s greed.“What was the outcome of the meeting?” Emi
Leah’s POV I pulled into a motel parking lot fully intending to book in, take a shower, have something to eat, and hit the road within the hour, but I made the huge mistake of lying on the bed and closing my eyes just for a moment until the shower water heated up. I arrived just as the sun was rising and woke up just as it was going down! I was still so tired even after sleeping for just over twelve hours that I checked the map and decided I had come far enough on my first day. I could spend the night and hit the road early in the morning. I took a second shower and slipped underneath the covers. My head hardly touched the pillow and I was out like a light. I was up just before sunrise and on the road as it peaked out from behind the mountains. I knew this territory pretty well. I came here in the first month after leaving Eli. It was mostly wilderness and unclaimed territory and if I disappeared into the woods nobody would find me until I was ready to be found, but I didn’t want to
Sebastian’s POV “Tell me I didn’t just hear you …” I held my hand in the air at the sound of Emily’s voice. “What’s done is done!” I growled, but I couldn’t look her in the eye. “Sebastian!” Her voice was filled with so much emotion that it cut right through me, and she sat down on the couch looking defeated. “Didn’t you lose enough last time?” Tears started to roll down her cheeks as the memory of what happened flooded my mind. Flashback The sound of the shot echoed throughout the room and I kept my eye on the target for a split second just to make sure she fell. I gave myself just a moment to take a deep breath before I needed to disassemble my gun and get out of there. I had done what those bastards asked of me. When I originally refused their orders, they took my mate prisoner and threatened to kill her, but now that I had done what they asked, they should return her unharmed. I never trusted the vampires, but I had no other choice but to ask for their help! As I rushed into
Leah’s POVI didn’t have to open my eyes to know that the two men were in the same room as me, and they were probably glaring at each other. How I wished I could just evaporate right at this very moment. I wondered if I stayed quiet and pretended to still be knocked out if they would eventually give up and leave, but for the moment, they were clearly not going anywhere and the air was getting thicker and thicker with tension. I heard the elevator ping and soon felt a needle in my arm. I instantly started to feel better and wished I could thank the doctor personally, but if I moved now my jig would be up and they would both bombard me. I just knew they would immediately demand a decision and the only decision I wanted to make was how the hell to get out of there! I didn’t want to see Sebastian’s disappointment and broken heart, and I sure as hell didn’t want to see Eli’s face in general! I almost burst out laug
Leah’s POV Eli wasn’t happy at the prospect of having a Gamma from another pack to look after me, but I just told him that either Carl would come with me or I would have a straightforward decision to make and that quickly put Eli in his place. I couldn’t understand why the man was so adamant to have me back until I walked through the doors of my old packhouse. “What the fuck is she doing here?” His mate shrieked from the top of the grand staircase and I nearly burst out laughing at the sight of her overly extravagant gown! Did she think she was going to intimidate me by wearing that? She looked more like she belonged in the corner, covered with tinsel than a Luna! “Please don’t make this any more difficult than it already is.” Eli quickly rushed to her side and then suddenly seemed torn as his eyes met mine. He had to prove to me that I was going to be his priority if he wanted me to stay. Walking down two steps toward me, it almost looked as if he was about to try and tear himself
Leah’s POVAfter our visit to the kitchens, I wanted to go up to my room to unpack, only to be reminded that I wouldn’t have a moment’s peace since I would be in Eli’s room and he would be there. The. Entire. Damn. Time. As we walked into the room, a young omega appeared and I remembered the girl from when I was still living in the orphanage. She smiled brightly and bowed her head as I walked past and I heard a hissing sound coming from across the passage right before the door slammed shut. I couldn’t stop the giggle that escaped as we walked into the room.Eli’s mate’s scent was thick in the air and I would bet my life that she had sprayed it over everything before she left the room. I pretended to cough profusely and the omega rushed to open the windows. I showed her what I wanted where and another problem came up. There wasn’t enough space in Eli’s closet for my clothes, his clothes, and that woman’s clothes! So, I just squinted my eyes at Eli, who very quickly got the hint and had