LEILANI
I yelped in pain as the steaming coffee came in contact with my skin. I felt my skin burn and tears clouded my vision."Get lost," the lady who had just splashed hot coffee on me said, staring daggers at me.I gazed at my one-night stand, who stood there watching the entire drama unfold with a nonchalant expression. Tears rolled down my eyes without restraint and I quickly looked away. I heard murmurs and looked around, only to see that employees were gathered watching us. Embarrassed was an understatement of how I felt. Hastily I turned around and ran as if my pants were on fire. I ran with all my strength and might, I bawled my eyes out as I ran. Embarrassed and dejected. I felt like the universe was suddenly against me. I kept running, twice, vehicles nearly knocked me down. But I cared less. I kept running to get far away from that awful place.Finally stopping at the bus stop, I lowered myself into the empty seat and stared blankly into the space, lost in thoughts. My baby daddy had rejected my baby, acted like he didn't know me and embarrassed me. Tears trailed down my cheek, but I quickly wiped them off."How was I going to survive?" I thought.I was barely making enough money to sustain myself. How was I going to cater for my unborn child? If I was to give birth, I would have to go on maternity leave. Where would I get money to cater for my child during that period? The area where I live was too toxic for a child, what am I supposed to do?Different thoughts crossed my mind, in the end, they all made my head ache so badly that I could barely keep my eyes open.Soon, the bus arrived and I boarded. Getting home that day, I showered, and took some pain relievers. I entered my room, locked the door and threw myself on the bed. I draped the sheets around myself and stared at the ceilings. Exhausted, I drifted into sleep.The banging of my room door woke me up, I forced myself up and unlocked the door only to come face to face with a crying Sienna."Gosh, Lani, you scared me," she cried and pulled me into her arms, hugging me tightly, as if afraid to let go."I thought you did something to yourself," she cried."I'm fine, Enna," I said and gently pulled myself off her tight grip."I will be in my room," I said and walked back in.I felt her eyes bore holes in my back, but ignored it. I knew she had a million questions to ask, but was just holding back. I locked the door and went back to lying down on the bed. My phone suddenly rang, startling me, I picked it up to hang up, but then I saw that it was my boss. I cleared my throat and answered the call."Congratulations, Leilani Miller, "His voice rang from the phone.I did not bother to say a word, since I had no idea why he was congratulating me."You have been chosen to work at the company's largest branch in New York ," He announced, enthusiastically.For the first time since I discovered I was pregnant, I felt my heart rise in pride. Happiness overwhelmed me and a beautiful smile graced my lips."Thank you so much, sir," I said, honestly."You don't have to thank me. Your hard work paved the way for you. You will have to round off, sign some documents and then move to New York anytime this week…oh, you are on leave, you can move when you exhaust your leave.""Can I sign the papers today and move tomorrow?" I ask.I just got an opportunity to leave a city full of people who rejected me, so why wait?"As always. I love your working spirit. That would be best," My boss said, sounding very elated with my decision.Hanging up, I dressed up and left the house, ignoring Sienna who kept asking where I was going off to."It was best I keep this to myself," I thought."If I was to leave California, I would have to forget everything, including Sienna."Getting to the company, I signed the required papers. And headed back home. That night, I quietly packed my things, taking only the most important things. Going to bed, I had a peaceful sleep, knowing that I would be able to cater for my child and raise it in a good environment.When morning came, I sat quietly waiting for Sienna to leave for work. When she finally did, I dressed up and dragged my luggage out of my apartment.I sighed as I stared at the door."California, you rejected me merely because of an innocent child. I promise, I will come back stronger." Saying this, I locked the door and headed out to the new life that awaits me.MALCOLM"Your attention is needed at the hospital," Michael announced, dragging me out of my seat."You know how much I despise the hospital, Mich," I said and tried to free myself from his hold, but he held me tightly."Yeah, but you have no choice. You studied gynaecology.""I only studied that because Mum wanted me to do a medical course," I lamented."Whatever, you are going to the hospital right now," Michael insisted.Giving up, I let him drag me out of the office. Soon, we arrived at the hospital which was not far from the office.There, I attended to a patient who had insisted that I'd attend to her. After doing the needful, I requested for all the records of patients the gynaecologist representing me had attended to, just to keep myself up to date. I wasn't going to take any risk. Knowing my mum, she might suddenly request for these records and ask me various questions based on them, just to be sure that I was doing my work. The records were brought to me and I flipped each one open and went through it. My representative stood beside me saying a word or two about each file."Leilani Miller," I read out on one of the records."The young lady got pregnant out of wedlock," my sharp-mouthed representative said before she could stop herself.The word pregnant made me recall the young lady with the same name who had claimed to be carrying my child the previous day. I quickly checked for her photo. Alas, it was the same lady."I have seen her somewhere before," I muttered."But where?" I asked myself.After thinking hard for a few minutes, it clicked. The virgin nerd."It can't be," I muttered in disbelief.I quickly scanned the paper to know how old the pregnancy was."Three weeks."I quickly calculated everything and it summed up to three weeks."Fuck, the child is mine," I exclaimed.Hastily, I took a photo of her address and ran off."Where are you heading off to?" Michael asked, blocking my path."I have to find someone, it's really important."Seeing how serious I was, he moved aside and let me go."I'm coming with you," he announced.Together, the both of us found our way to the address on the paper.Getting there, the door was locked. I knocked a few times, but there was no response. I knocked at the next door and asked about her."The young lady travelled this morning. However, you can check the church down the road, her parents should be there."Thanking the woman, I found my way to the church. Michael still following me, even though he had no idea why I was looking for the lady.I arrived at the church and asked for directions to her parents, luckily, they were well known, so I had no problem finding my way to her dad's office. I waited for over an hour to see him, as there was a long queue waiting to see him.When it finally got to my turn. I entered the office alongside Michael. I spoke with the man, but then he claimed not to have a daughter named Leilani."But your last name is Miller?" I ask."Yes, and I'm sure you are not the only person answering your last name," he replied."Leave my office if you aren't here for counselling."Leaving his office, I found my way to that of her mum. But then, she claimed not to have a daughter with such a name."Where the heck am I supposed to find her?"FIVE YEARS LATER LEILANI "Mummy, can you take me to school today, please?" my little bundle of joy asks.I crouched down to her and held her hands, smiling lovingly at her."Don't you want your nanny to take you to school?" I ask, gently caressing her hand."No, nanny scolds a lot. Nanny is so scary," my five years old daughter complained.Hearing this, I felt anger cloud my senses."Who the heck did the nanny think she is to scold my precious daughter and make her scared," I thought, annoyed.I abandoned my handbag on the couch, carried Melinda and stormed towards her nanny's room."Sarah!" I yelled in anger.In a split second, the nanny hastily left her room and came to meet me.I watched as she gulped nervously, on seeing Melinda in my arms."I pay you to take care of my daughter, right?""Yes ma'am," she answered and bowed her head, taking in shaky breaths.I exhale and tried to calm myself down."Tell me, why do you always scold Linda?""I'm sorry ma'am, it will never happen ag
LEILANI "Mum, where are we going?" Melinda, who I had just woken up asked, staring curiously at me. "California," I answered and led her to the bathroom to brush her teeth. "Why are we going to California?" She asked. I couldn't help but notice that she was staring expectantly at me, as if there was a specific reply she wanted. "We are going for business, we will return soon," I replied. But then her face fell. "What's wrong baby," I asked worriedly. Linda shook her head. "Nothing." I was not satisfied with her answer. I know my daughter and I can recognize each look on her face. Melinda seemed to be holding back on voicing out her thoughts. I gazed at her and feigned a hurt expression. "I will be hurt if you do not tell me what's wrong with you." Her brilliant little eyes stayed on my face for a while, and then she sighed. "I was wondering if we were going to California to finally see Dad. But then you said it was for business. I couldn't help but feel disappointed," Meli
MALCOLM "I don't think it's necessary for you to go to New York yourself, I can just go alone," Michael said for the hundredth time today. We had just arrived at the airport and were rushing over to the checkpoint, as we were already late. Michael kept trying to make me see reasons why I shouldn't go to New York, but then, my mind was already made up and nothing was going to change it. I needed to know what was going on with the company. "You should save your strength, Mich. I won't change my mind," I said with a note of finality. Michael sighed and didn't say another word. Silently, we hurried over to the checkpoint. "Mr!" I heard a tiny voice call out. I wasn't the only man at the airport, so I didn't bother to look back. "Mr!" The calling persisted. "I think you are the one she is calling," Michael who had turned back said, making turn back as well. My eyes widened on seeing a little girl running over to me with my passport and wallet in her hands. "You dropped this," she s
MALCOLM "Don't worry, I won't hurt her. I will claim her and make her mine. Then watch you wither in anguish," Lucian said, making me glower at him. "Don't try me, Lucian. You know what I'm capable of," I warned, my eyes flashing. Lucian laughed mockingly at me. "I'm hundred percent aware of what you are capable of. You are a loser who runs away from your responsibilities. Isn't that what you can do most?" He asked tauntingly and stared at me, his eyes glinting in mischief. I felt my anger dissipate, guilt took over. "It has been years, Malcolm. You shouldn't keep blaming yourself," I whispered to myself. But then, I still felt guilty. "I'm sure you abandoned your daughter and Leilani. But do not worry, I took very good care of them. I'm sure they will prefer me to you," Lucian mocked. "Don't stress your poor self, I'll take very good care of them," he said, dusting invisible dirt off my shirt. "Just don't show your face to them again. I'm sure you don't want them to suffer
LEILANI The car pulled up in front of a magnificent building, I couldn't help but gasp in awe at how beautiful it looked. Just looking at the house brought tears to my eyes, never in my life did I imagine that I would be so rich to afford a building this big. Smiling, I pulled a sulking Melinda into the house. I stared at the entire decoration of the building, it looked so stunning. At one corner of the compound stood a statue of a sad pregnant woman, next to it is a statue of the same woman, smiling with a little girl in her arms. When I bought this house, I requested for these statues to be built. I wanted to show California and all those that rejected me that I excelled. I wanted them to know that my daughter and I were healthy and smiling. Just staring at the statue brought back memories. Memories that were unpleasant in the past, but pleasant to me in the present. "Mummy, why did you walk off like that? I wanted to get my look alike's number," Melinda whined beside me. My a
LEILANI "Sienna?" I muttered and looked behind immediately. My headache stopped instantly, tears clouded my vision as I watched Sienna who hadn't even noticed me. She looked so lean and weak. Tears rolled down my face and I sniffled. "Si…Sienna!" I called out. She paused her movement and looked at me. Her eyes widened. "Lani!" she screamed in disbelief. She took slow steps towards me, her eyes fixed on my face. "It's really you," she exclaimed and quickened her pace. Getting closer to me, she engulfed me in a bear hug. "God, where have you been Lani," she asks. "I…" I had barely said a word when she suddenly pulled away and glared at me. "What's wrong?" I ask, startled. "You are seriously asking me that, Leilani. God, you suddenly disappeared into thin air and the first thing you ask we finally meet again after five years is what's wrong. Really, Leilani?" She asks, tears rolling down her face. "You know why I came over to this place? It's because someone informed me th
LEILANI Sienna slept over last night. She was afraid that I would suddenly disappear again if she leaves. I didn't bother to convince her that I wasn't going anywhere, as I honestly wanted her to stay back. "Good morning, mummy." Melinda greeted as she walked out of her room. "How was your night baby?" I asked and approached her. "Terrible," she muttered and scrunched her face. Alarmed, I became worried that maybe she didn't like the house. "Why terrible? Couldn't you fall asleep?" I ask. "Aunty Sienna snores a lot. She cuddled me the entire night, I felt so hot, but she never let go," she complained, glaring at her room behind her. "I can hear you, Melinda," Sienna yelled from inside the room. Last night, Sienna insisted on sharing a room with Melinda. There were other rooms in the house, but then, she refused to sleep in any of them, saying she and Melinda needed bonding time. "I don't like her," Melinda whispered. "I love you so much," Sienna said. Melinda's eyes widene
MELINDA Mummy's angry voice made me leave my seat, I tiptoed a bit closer to the table, I made sure my foot made very little sound. I hated it when my mum was angry so I wanted to make sure no one was bullying her. Upon getting closer, I heard her scolding the employees. I listened as an employee suggested a collaboration, but Mummy turned it down, upon hearing the name of the CEO. The look on mummy's face made it clear that she had no idea of what else to do. I know my mummy so well, so I understood that beneath her angry facade lies a worried businesswoman. "Malcolm Blake," I muttered. Perhaps, I should look him up. I tiptoed back to my seat. I picked up my phone and searched for the name. A picture of my look alike popped up. I was shocked at first. "He doesn't even act like a CEO," I mumbled. Then I recalled mummy's words. "CEOs are normal people. It is only the arrogant ones that act all high and mighty." "My lookalike is not arrogant," I mumbled, smiling. I immediately s