Mag-log inShirley POV:
I whipped my head around to glare at him, but he didn't care.
He simply leaned back against the seat, withdrawing his gaze and ignoring me.
Realizing I only had to endure this for a short ride, I suppressed the irritation bubbling in my chest and turned back to the window.
The car sped through the rain, but something felt off.
The route didn’t look like the way to my neighborhood.
I turned back, panic rising.
"Connor, this isn't the way to my place."
He gave me a fleeting glance.
"Relax. I'm not human trafficking you. Just sit still."
"I said stop the car," I snapped, my voice rising. "I can find my own cab—"
He acted as if he hadn't heard a word, eyes closed, though he clearly wasn't sleeping.
I wanted to scream, to grab him and force him to stop.
But a few seconds later, my grip on the door handle loosened as the fight drained out of me.
The Connor in front of me wasn't the man from three years ago—the one whose eyes would crinkle into a smile at a single word from me.
This man sat there like a block of cold, hard metal.
Suddenly, I realized I had no idea how to even talk to him anymore.
I huddled in the corner of the leather seat, trying my best not to touch the expensive interior, staring tensely at the blurred road signs through the rain until the car pulled into the driveway of a five-star hotel.
"What the hell is this, Connor? Why are we at a hotel?"
My spine went rigid, my voice sharp and defensive in the cramped space.
He didn’t even look at me. His gaze drifted toward the doorman approaching the car, his tone as detached as if he were reviewing a contract.
"Don't make a scene. Move."
Memories from three years ago flooded back like a tidal wave.
The high-end hotel, the grand revolving doors—they acted like a key, violently twisting open a door in my mind I never dared to touch.
Because after that, my life had plummeted into a bottomless hell.
"No," I whispered, looking at him in terror.
"Connor... I don't want to go in there..."
A faint, mocking smile flickered on his lips.
He handed a bill to the doorman and strode away without a backward glance.
I gripped the strap of my bag, trailing after him in a state of utter disarray.
The brilliant glow from the massive crystal chandeliers felt like needles in my eyes.
Under the harsh lights, my soaked shoes left a trail of muddy footprints on the polished floor.
Shame burned through me; I wanted nothing more than to find a dark corner and disappear.
"Connor," I whispered, barely audible behind him. "I just want to go home."
He stopped in front of the elevator. His hand hovered behind my back—not quite touching, but ushering me forward—as he steered me in.
The mirrored walls of the elevator cabin reflected my misery against his splendor.
I was a drenched wreck, hair plastered to my cheeks, fingers clutching the mud-stained hem of my shirt.
He, meanwhile, was the picture of sartorial perfection, every inch of his suit radiating wealth and precision.
We had once been a perfect match; now, we were two different species.
I lowered my eyes, staring at a tiny patch of carpet by my toes.
Every second in that elevator made my heart ache with a sharper, more rhythmic throb.
Beep.
Connor swiped the keycard and pushed the door open.
He stepped aside to let me in but remained in the hallway, hands in his pockets, not letting even the tip of his shoe cross the threshold.
"There are clean clothes and pain-relief spray waiting for you," he said. "Get cleaned up, then meet me at the restaurant downstairs for dinner."
"I don't need—"
"Just do as you're told," his icy tone cutting me off before I could refuse. "My car hit you. This is just protocol. Don't read into it."
The door clicked shut, cold and final.
Standing alone in the silent luxury of the suite, the wire in my head—stretched to its absolute limit—finally snapped.
My strength vanished, and I slid down the door until I was sitting on the plush carpet, letting every bit of my futile defense crumble.
It was a business suite, spacious and comfortable.
In the wardrobe hung a full set of clothes, from lingerie to a coat—all in my exact size.
With trembling fingers, I pulled out my phone to check the transfer notification.
$30,000!
My breath hitched.
For several seconds, I just stood there, my mouth hanging open in stunned silence.
The bastard was exactly as he’d been three years ago—masterful at settling everything with this kind of brute, arrogant efficiency.
But I was poor.
So poor that, looking at the string of zeros on my screen, a sick thought actually crawled into my mind:
If I let him run me over a few more times, could I finally afford a decent life in this brutal world?
I pulled my lips into a grimace, shaking the thought away.
I stripped off my sodden clothes and stepped into the bath.
Warm water cascaded from the showerhead, steam quickly fogging the frosted glass.
The chill that had settled deep in my bones finally began to dissipate, and my fingertips, once purple from the cold, flushed pink in the heat.
I turned slightly, catching sight of the horrific bruise on my back in the mirror.
Pain, tangled with shame, crept over my body like a suffocating vine.
What was Connor playing at?
The massive payout, the five-star suite… was this some kind of pity for an ex, or just a way to flaunt how high above me he had climbed?
Tears rolled into the bath, vanishing into the soapy water.
I traced the faint, nearly invisible stretch marks on my lower abdomen—the devastating souvenir he had left me.
I jerked my hand away as if staying a second longer would make the phantom pain return.
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Thirty minutes later, I arrived at the restaurant, the herbal scent of analgesic spray still clinging to my skin.
The moody lighting carved deep shadows into his sharp jawline. He wasn't doing much—just listening—but a wave of unease washed over me from across the room.
I stood rooted to the spot, holding my breath, just as he looked my way.
"Fix it within three days, or hand in your resignation," he said into the receiver, his voice ice-cold.
My heart skipped a beat.
Taking a steadying breath, I spoke up.
"The accident has been settled. Can I skip this dinner?"
Shirley POV“Aren’t you going to explain yourself?”Connor’s voice was unnaturally cold, cutting through the stillness of the winter night.I turned, giving him a flat, detached glance.“You saw everything, didn’t you? You are free to believe your own eyes.”He stood up and walked toward me, his towering figure eclipsing the light above.“Shirley, you’re hiding something from me, aren’t you?”“No,” I replied calmly.He was silent for a moment, then irritably unbuttoned the top of his dress shirt.“I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong. I’m trying my best to accommodate you, yet you remain so cold to me.“If you’re in trouble, you can tell me. I’ll fix it for you. Wouldn't that be easier?”Three years ago, hearing those words, I would have leaped into his arms, kissed him with laughter, and tumbled into bed with him.But now, my heart felt clinically dead. I couldn't even register a beat.His brow furrowed, his gray-blue eyes darkening with frustration.I forced out a strained, awkwa
Shirley POV"Sorry—" I stumbled headlong into a solid chest.The familiar scent instantly quieted my frantic heart for a brief second.I looked up, and Josh's panicked expression filled my vision.He immediately pulled me tight against him, his voice ragged with fear."What in God's name happened, Shirley?"My body was still coiled with tension, and I instinctively glanced back down the corridor.He yanked me into the side stairwell entrance, locking me in his embrace once more."You're safe. Don't be afraid. I'm right here."I clenched his shirtfront desperately. His warm body heat and solid muscle made the reality palpable—this was not a nightmare.My tightly wound nerves slowly, finally began to unwind.Leaning into his chest, the tears came in a non-stop rush. I couldn't articulate a single word. There was only the raw, uncontrollable shaking."It's alright, it's all over now," he whispered, patting my back and soothing me like a child. "You're okay…"But his voice lacked its usua
Shirley POV"Mr. Gish, the Marketing Director of Virex, has asked to meet with me tonight.""Oh? Why didn't he contact me?"I shrugged. "Who knows? Maybe he forgot?"Josh's gaze darkened, his expression turning gravely serious."Shirley, I know the kind of man Hunter is. Don't let him make you think you have to trade your body for that contract. Don't ever put yourself through that."My stomach tightened.For a split second, panic shot through me.Was he... talking about just now?Did he somehow see Connor in the car?Impossible—I told myself.Josh was too far away, and Connor was sitting on the inner side."What do you mean?" I muttered.Josh lowered his voice. "Don't you understand? If getting this contract means you have to sleep with someone, I'd rather lose it than let you go through that."Josh had always drawn a firm line—he would never curry favor with a client in any way that wasn't strictly professional.But the cruel reality was... that is exactly how this contract came to
Shirley POVI woke up in Connor 's arms in the morning.The feeling, so familiar from three years ago, now felt strangely alien.I had been so out of it from the pain yesterday that I had forgotten to kick him out.He had simply settled into my room for the night.His solid, muscular chest was exposed by the collar of his silk pajamas, rising and falling steadily with his even breathing, right before my eyes.I turned to slip away, but a strong arm pulled me back, tightening his embrace."Waking up so early?"His voice was husky and lazy, vibrating against my ear.He kissed my hair. "Sleep a little more, baby. You were ill yesterday."My body stiffened. There was no way I could fall back asleep. His breathing shifted its rhythm, telling me he wasn't asleep either.We simply lay there, wrapped around each other in silence.After a long time, he finally spoke in a low voice. "Shirley, about last night... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been so rough with you. I—""It's over," I cut him off,
Connor POVI finished my work with a clean slate today, the good mood surging until I reached for my phone to call Shirley.I wanted to hear her voice, talk about nothing and everything.I had barely tapped her contact name when Steven strode into the office, his face drawn tight."Boss, you need to see this."Before I could even frown, he shoved a pawn shop valuation slip onto my desk.The serial number at the very top—I didn't need a second glance to recognize it:The emerald necklace I had just given Shirley.How could she...?The air instantly evacuated the room.My entire hand clenched around my phone, my knuckles white and aching. I didn't waste a word, simply tore out of the office and drove straight to that pawn dealer.The showroom was dim, but the jewelry in the glass cases scattered glittering, glamorous light under the spotlights.The owner retrieved the necklace from behind the counter and carefully laid it before me."When she came in..." The man paused, collecting his t
Shirley POVI trembled, clinging tightly to Connor, overwhelmed by the tidal wave I had never experienced before.Yet, the words stuck in my chest—the “I love you” I used to utter so easily now felt heavy as iron in my throat.The Shirley who loved him with her life was truly dead.Connor sensed it.The next second, his body went rigid.Before I could recover from the wave-like impact, he abruptly pulled out of me.He said nothing, simply turned and walked into the bathroom.The sudden emptiness in my body was instantly filled with a rush of loss and guilt.Slam.The moment the door closed, my mind went utterly blank, leaving behind only a shell of weakness.I lay still, like something lifeless.A sharp cramp tightened my lower abdomen, as if someone had brutally twisted me from the inside.Connor’s harshness had dredged up the memory of my old wound.The tearing pain radiated down my legs. I was too weak even to sit up, forced to curl into the bed, my breathing growing heavier with e







