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Preparing for the final goodbye.

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Armina's perspective:

His trying. His trying so hard it hurts to watch. Seeing him with our pups makes my heart ache, he never leaves their side. The dark circles under his eyes proof he hasn't allowed himself any rest. It's been three days since Nathanial passed away. Today we lay him to rest. I had hoped Tristan may have allowed himself some sleep last night, knowing what he had to do today. But instead he had stayed by our pups sides, refusing to leave them except to shower and go to the bathroom.

I love how attentive he is, but he needs sleep. He needs to allow himself time to grieve, to start processing his loss. I'm at a loss. I've tried to talk to him, but he always just tells me his fine. I can't feel his emotions, his blocked me out. Something that scares me on it's own. He shouldn't be able to block me out.

"Tristan?" I knock gently, opening the door to see him placing Liam down for his nap. "You need to get ready" I say gently, watching the w
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