The only time losing is more fun than winning is when you’re fighting temptation. —Tom Wilson
I came awake to the sleeve of my tux jacket trying to shake its way off my arm.
“Colton!” that cool, low yet sophisticated voice I was beginning to really dig said, except the tone was higher than usual, and sounded a little alarmed. It was still an awesome voice, though, and came from one of the sexiest women alive, a woman I decided wasn’t so bad after all.
“Colton, dammit, answer me.”
Actually, I think I liked her.
Grinning lazily over that thought, I opened my eyes slowly only to grin wider when my gaze landed on her.
There she was. Sexy as fuck.
“Hmm?” I asked.
“Oh, thank God, you’re alive,” she breathed, sounding relieved…for half a second. Then she scowled and smacked my arm. “Thanks for scaring the shit out of me, asshole.”
“Ouch.” My grin fell. I rubbed my arm.
Sexy but brutal.
“Why are you sitting on the floor outside the bathroom?” she demanded. “I could find my own way back, you know.”
I glanced around, taking stock of our surroundings. I sat slumped on the corridor floor right outside the bathroom in the reception hall where my brother was having his wedding celebration. Huh. How about that? I must’ve only been out a few minutes.
Meeting Julianna’s gaze, I waved a hand. “Oh, sure. I know.” Then I reclosed my eyes. For some reason, a nap sounded divine.
But Julianna obviously wasn’t feeling the divinity of the moment. “Colton?” She shook my arm again.
I blinked my eyes open, rolled my head to look at her fully. Damn, she was as stunning as usual. But that gray dress, with the slit, and those long, lethal legs that ended in sexy-ass high heels...it was not good for my pure, innocent thoughts I was supposed to be having around her. I suddenly wanted to see her in nothing but those heels.
I frowned at them for turning my thoughts dirty. I was supposed to be helping her, not licking her calves like my stupid brain was encouraging me to do. But my mouth opened of its own accord and asked, “Why are high heels so fucking hot on women?”
I bet she looked spectacular in nothing but them as she wound them around my waist.
“No idea.” She pressed her hand to my forehead as if testing my temperature. Her palm was cool against my heated skin. It felt good. So good. I wanted her to run those cool hands all over my body. “Baby, why are you sitting on the floor?”
Baby. Shit. I liked how she called me baby. And honey, too. She should always call me baby or honey. We should make it an edict. “I fell. This is where I landed.”
“You fell?”
I nodded. I’d fallen. Hadn’t I? Or maybe I’d sat down. Whatever. I was down here now, and it was kind of nice, so I didn’t want to leave.
I’d happily stay here on the floor, chilling, with her…in nothing but high heels.
Julianna gasped as if having a revelation. “Oh my God! You’re drunk!”
Flopping my head up and down with another sloppy nod, I slurred, “Yeah, think so. Aspen’d be pissed if she knew I was this bad off at Brandt’s wedding.”
“Who’s Aspen? Oh God, do you have a girlfriend?”
“What? No.” I tried to shake my head, but wasn’t sure if the coordination matched the command my brain gave it. “Sister. Mom,” I explained. “Noel’s wife. Bo Bo....”
“Huh?” She shook her head and sighed. “I thought you said there was only cola in your cup.”
“Yeah, about that...might’ve lied a little.” After a hiccup, I snickered. “Or a lot.”
“Oh, holy…hell.” She pressed a hand to her forehead. “I got a minor drunk.”
“No, no.” I lifted a finger to reassure her since she looked a bit too panicked for comfort. Then I grinned. “The minor got himself drunk.”
If anything, my reassurance only seemed to make her look more worried.
“We need to move you before someone catches you like this, and I get into trouble.” She rose to her feet and held down a hand to me. “Come on.”
I had no qualms about getting a little more touchy-feely with the lovely Julianna Radcliffe, so I immediately took her fingers and let her help tug me to my feet, even as I asked, “Why should we move me?”
Were we going to find someplace quiet where she would strip down to nothing but her high heels? I liked the sound of that.
She made an irritated growly sound. “I got you drunk. I don’t want to get in trouble for getting a minor drunk.”
“You didn’t get me drunk. I got myself...wait, didn’t we already discuss this?”
“Oh, Jesus.” With a groan, she tugged on my hand, starting for the closed door closest to us. “I feel like we’re making a cheesy rendition of The Three Stooges.”
My eyebrows perked as she tried the door handle. “You like the Stooges too? Sweet.”
Sexy and good taste in comedy; I really liked this girl.
As the door opened under her command, she glanced back at me. “What?”
Then she tripped over her sexy high heels.
I shot out a hand and caught her around the waist. But she’d already been overcorrecting herself and came stumbling back my way. So when she careened into me, we both fell backward until my spine smacked into the opened door, and she piled into me, pretty much plastering every lovely curve she owned into the front of my tux.
“Oh God. I’m sorry. I’m so—” She looked up mid-apology, and the words died on her tongue as her gaze delved into mine. “Whoa.”
The intrigued shock on her face compelled me to reach up to sift the backs of my fingers gently across her cheek. “No need to apologize for making a guy’s day complete.”
Damn, she was flawless close up, too. I wanted to lean in and taste her dewy red lips, cup her dark cheek, absorb the warmth from her skin.
But I dropped my hand, worried I’d gone too far. I already had an arm around her waist, holding her up securely, and her breasts were gouging a lovely little nest right into my ribcage. Add that to the flirting and intimate glances, and I wasn’t sure which boundaries I’d crossed.
Up until this point, all the outrageous things I’d said to her had been harmless because I’d never laid a hand on her, and I hadn’t seriously thought us together would ever be a possibility. So the flirting had been more of a joke, even though it had all been true. But honestly, I’d only said most of that shit to get a reaction out of Brandt, and then out of her because later on, after my brother had decided not to go there, I’d gotten too much of a thrill from pissing her off.
But now, after chicken dancing, and talking nightmares, and seeing her smile—at me—I kind of did mean it, like seriously this-could-happen mean it.
It wasn’t just harmless teasing anymore.
Shit had gotten real.
So I held my breath, waiting for her reaction, any kind of green light to let me know whether I could proceed. Because I suddenly wanted to proceed, very, very much.
But she only closed her eyes and shook her head, wavering as if unsteady. “God, what is happening?”
I tightened my grip on her waist, worried she was going to tip over. Then my forehead crinkled into a grimace. Shit. “You’re plastered too, aren’t you?”
Hooking up with drunk chicks was majorly taboo in my book.
That sobered me right up.
I walked us both the rest of the way into the room and shut the door behind us by kicking back my foot, so we could have a private place to cool down before rejoining the wedding reception. Then I glanced around. She’d found us some kind of snug meeting room with an empty conference table in the center surrounded by plush rolling armchairs. A whiteboard wallpapered one wall, while a television screen hung from the other.
A sudden vision flooded my head of laying her out on the glossy, polished tabletop and slipping my hand up the slit in her dress until I found out what kind of panties she was wearing…or if she was wearing panties.
Shit, this was not good. Why did there have to be such a nice, available horizontal space, perfect for hooking up on, so close by?
Julianna blinked her eyes open and tried to focus on me, but her gaze was glassy and dazed. “It didn’t really hit me until I stood up to go to the bathroom. But yeah, I’m more wasted than I thought.”
“Yeah,” I mumbled, blowing out a breath of agreement, because the alcohol had crept up on me too, but mostly because I knew this meant no fun for us.
Damn....it....
I let my hand fall from the curve of her waist, letting her go.
But Julianna didn’t step away from me. If anything she pressed closer and released a breath as if giving in to temptation. Then she lifted up onto her toes so that her breasts slid up my chest.
I inhaled sharply.
“God, you smell good,” she murmured into my ear.
And yep, instant erection. I mean, it was almost painful because of how fast I got hard.
“Julianna,” I tried to caution her, though it sounded more like a breathless plea than a warning.
The tips of my fingers found the bottom edge of her bustier in the back of her dress and bit in at the top swell of her ass. Then I dipped my face next to hers, making our cheeks brush enough that I’m sure she felt the sandpapery texture of my jaw.
She whimpered and shuddered, then ground her pelvis against my hard, aching cock, clutching my shoulders. I gripped her ass harder, unable to stop myself, grinding her slowly into me.
“Careful, baby doll. I kind of want to do really obscene things to you right now.”
“Yes,” she sighed the word, tipping her head back and closing her eyes. “That sounds wonderful.”
It really did. So I leaned in and ran my tongue up the side of the neck she’d so willingly exposed to me before I gently nipped her earlobe with my teeth, tasting her silver dream catcher earring.
She gripped my shoulders, whimpering for more. “I want you. I want you so bad.” Her voice was high and desperate, and I swear she sounded astonished to be wanting such a thing.
It turned me on as much as it worried me. “Shit.” I leaned my face down enough to press my forehead to hers so I could keep myself from going in for a kiss. Trying to collect myself, I moved my hands to a more respectable place, running them up and down the sides of her arms before tugging her back and putting a good two feet between us.
“Colton?” Her tone was angry and begging and exasperated all at the same time.
I pressed a couple fingers to her lips. “Wait. What about tomorrow?”
She grabbed my hand and gently removed my fingers as she frowned in confusion and shook her head. “Tomorrow?”
“Yeah, I...” I swallowed, knowing I was cock-blocking myself by doing this but also knowing it needed to be done anyway. “I don’t want you to wake up tomorrow morning with a hangover and bloodshot eyes, mortified by what you did with me. I’m not going to be anyone’s fucking drunk regret.”
Been there and done that. Hated it and wasn’t looking for a repeat. Especially with this girl.
Julianna blinked. Then her gaze softened. The sympathy and understanding on her face nearly slew me before she cupped my cheek in her hand. “Oh, honey, I wouldn’t regret you.”
In that second, I actually believed her.
“Swear it,” I whispered. Grasping her wrist, I held her fingers against her own heart as if making her take a solemn vow, then I held up my other hand, palm facing her, and told her to set hers against mine. When she actually did, I softly ordered, “Now repeat after me.”
She nodded, smiling softly as if intrigued by my gravity.
“I, Julianna Elizabeth Radcliffe...” I started, only for her to giggle that cute-ass giggle of hers.
“My middle name isn’t Elizabeth.”
“Margaret?” When she shook her head, I tried again. “Harriet?”
“Dacia,” she relented.
“Dacia,” I murmured, feeling the word ripple through me from the inside out. I liked the name Dacia. “That’s beautiful,” I told her. Then I delved my gaze deep into hers as I started over.
“I, Julianna Dacia Radcliffe, being of sound mind and...” my stare roved down her dress before I hummed deep in my throat, “very sound body, do solemnly swear that I want nothing more on this earth than to press my mouth against the mouth of Colton David Gamble, and maybe even spike my tongue deep into his—”
She interrupted me by huffing out an impatient breath and removing her hand from mine. Then she curled her fingers around my neck and jerked me forward, smashing our mouths together.
Okay…
So I guess Julianna liked to seal her promises with a kiss. She still hadn’t said the actual words, though, which worried me.
Ergo, I resisted her…for all of half a second.
But then her lips softened against mine, and her body went warm and liquid, and fit perfectly against me. I groaned as I gave into defeat, opening up and touching my tongue to hers.
She tasted like champagne, cola, and whiskey. The mix was addictive. I needed more. I backed her toward the conference table before picking her up by the hips and sitting her back down on the hard, glossy surface.
Julianna gripped my shoulder, her nails biting through two layers of cloth. She tried to part her legs to let me fit my hips between them, but her dress would only let them go so wide. Eager to help her out, I set my hand on her knee and slid my fingers up the outside of her thigh, directly toward that cock-teasing slit in her dress.
She was soft and warm. I wanted to concentrate on that and nothing else, so I tore my mouth from hers and pressed our brows together, so I could watch my hand move. The contrast of my skin against hers made the moment even more intense. I held my breath as my fingers disappeared under the dress’s slit and gathered up the material as I headed toward her waist.
I kept expecting her to slap me and shove me away, but she only caught her breath as if she liked watching my touch.
The instant my palm met her hip, she banded her legs around my waist and used them to tug me in close. My cock slammed into the crotch of her soaked hot pink panties, straining against the zipper of my dress pants.
“Damn,” I grunted, dazed by how good it felt and how fast this was happening.
She whimpered something desperate and incoherent before gripping my hair and dragging my face down to her level. And then our mouths were attacking each other again.
“This is wrong, this is so wrong,” she chanted every few seconds between biting my lip and sucking my tongue deep into her mouth.
“That’s probably why it feels so good.” I popped a breast free from the top of her bustier and palmed it hard enough to make her moan and press into my fingers for more. Rolling the nipple under my thumb, I leaned down to draw the other breast into my mouth.
Holy shit, she tasted good.
She gasped and clutched my arm. “Oh God, it really does feel good. Don’t stop.”
I chuckled. “You like it wrong, don’t you, baby doll?”
Instead of answering, she found the front of my chest, smoothed her hands inside my tux jacket and jerked it roughly over my shoulders, then down my arms. Once she tugged that off me, she tried to unbutton my white dress shirt but grew impatient and finally just tugged it apart, popping buttons as she went.
Fuck, that was hot.
I straightened from her breast so she could run her lips over my chest. Her hot wet mouth opened over my flat brown nipple, and I gasped, not realizing I was quite that sensitive there. My cock throbbed so hard I’m surprised it didn’t poke a hole through my slacks to get to her.
I thrust between her legs with a mad, savage grinding that had her biting my nipple before looking up at me with pleading eyes.
“I want to come so bad, it aches. Oh my God, I’ve never felt like this before.”
She sounded almost scared of the sensation. With the instinctive need to ease her, I ran my hand over her cheek and kissed the tip of her nose. “I can help you with that.”
She nodded wordlessly, her big brown eyes trusting as she looked up at me. That was all the green light I needed. I reached down and backed my hips away so I could slip my fingers inside her soaked pristine pink, good-girl panties. But what I found inside was anything but good-girl. Slippery and bare, her naughty wet pussy made me groan. Hers was shaved to perfection, which drove me insane with want.
“Holy fuck,” I groaned as my thumb found the slick little muscle of her clit and made it quiver under my touch.
She jumped as if electrocuted. Then she buried her face in my chest and branded my arm with her long-ass nails as she sobbed, “Right there, right there, oh God, right there.”
I stroked her without mercy, massaging a circle around the area until hitting it directly and then repeating. She bowed up tight against me, right on the edge of ecstasy. Then I thrust two fingers into her while my thumb continued to strum her, and she cried out her shock.
Grinding her pussy into my hand, she clutched my sleeve and buried her face against my heartbeat as her first spasm hit hard and fast.
It was inspiring to watch her come. She fought it the entire time, tensing up, hiding her face, gripping my arm. If I’d been able to see her face, I bet she would’ve been biting her lip too, gritting the moans back deep down into her throat.
But her body wanted what it wanted, and her legs tightened around my hips, keeping me close as she ground her pussy into my hand, riding every last pulse in her orgasm from my fingers.
Nearly a minute later, a small whimpered croak escaped, and her hand loosened its death grip on my arm. Limp and finished, she pulled her face away from my shirt.
Overwhelmed by what had just happened and feeling as if I’d experienced exactly what she had, I slid my fingers free from inside her and gently extracted them from her panties.
She looked up at me, her liquid brown eyes speaking volumes with a dazed satisfaction and maybe a little underlying worry beneath that. “Holy shit.”
I smiled. “I know, right.” Then I popped my wet digits into my mouth to taste her juices.
Her eyes flared with heat. “Are you going to fuck me now?”
I drew my fingers from between my lips, licking off the last remaining flavor of her tangy essence before nodding. “Oh yeah.”
She nodded too, quite solemnly. “Good.”
I went in for a kiss and she met me without hesitation. Our tongues thrust urgently, a nearly identical imitation of what my fingers had just done to her pussy.
Julianna gripped my hair and threaded her fingers through it repeatedly. I swear, the slight occasional tug she gave my locks could be felt all the way from the roots of my hair straight down to the base of my cock.
“I love this hair,” she mumbled. “It’s so fucking soft yet thick. It’s beautiful. I want to grip it with both hands when you first thrust deep, deep inside me.”
“I can help you with that,” I rasped and went back to humping her through our clothes.
She wound her legs back around my waist, thrilling me with the sharp poke of her heels in the top of my ass. Burying my face into the crook of her neck while she molested my hair, I closed my eyes and breathed in her heady scent.
“Seriously,” she slurred, barely able to twine the length of my hair around her finger. “Do you get blond highlights?”
“Hmm?” My lashes fluttered open as I lifted my face.
Why the fuck were we still talking about hair?
Julianna examined my hair, almost obsessively. “I swear you have streaks of blond in here.”
I shrugged, amused by her total concentration but also a little irritated. My hair wasn’t exactly the most crucial thing needing her attention at the moment. “It’s possible, I guess. I was a towhead before I hit puberty.”
Her eyebrows rose. “Really? So all this gorgeous lovely shit is natural?”
“One hundred percent.” I sent her a lazy grin before nudging against her a little more lewdly to get her attention where I really wanted it. “You want to check and make sure? See if the drapes match the carpet?”
And finally, yes, her gaze left my hair to meet my stare.
“Fuck, yeah,” she murmured and slipped open the top button of my pants before zipping them down.
I gripped the table on either side of her hips as I watched her slip her fingers inside my Jockey shorts.
“Oh, damn. That’s what I’m talking about,” Julianna cooed as she pulled me free. She gripped me tight before sweeping her thumb over the weeping slit at the top, and then she jacked me off slowly, sensually, appearing awed by how each stroke seemed to make me bigger.
“Julianna,” I rasped, my voice hoarse because I’d let her have more fun than I could really tolerate.
She looked up, her eyes full of understanding. “Do you have anything?”
I gulped and nodded, the blood rushing from my head and making me slightly dizzy from the reality of what was happening.
When she let go of my cock, I reached down to my pants that hadn’t sagged very far down my legs yet and found my wallet in my back pocket. Meanwhile, she removed her panties.
“Holy…” Feeling it bare was one thing, but seeing it slick and swollen and shaved… “Jesus, baby doll. You should’ve left those on five seconds longer. I don’t know how I’m going to get this condom on now when all I can think about is how it’d feel bare against bare.”
And I wasn’t lying. My hands were literally shaking as I pulled the foil square from my wallet.
“I’ll put it on for you.” When she held out her hand, I nearly came undone. After an unsteady nod, I handed the condom over only to see she was still holding those virginal cotton panties in her free hand.
I couldn’t resist. “I’ll make you a deal. You take this, and I’ll take these.” Snagging her underwear from her hand, I shoved them into my side pocket with my keys.
She merely arched an eyebrow. “You’ll be giving those back afterward.”
With a chuckle, I shook my head. “Yeah, we’ll see about that.”
Poor girl really thought I was going to give them back because she murmured, “Yes, we will,” as she smiled with an assurance that turned me on more.
Then she tucked the condom package into her mouth and tore it open neatly with her teeth. I shuddered, imagining other things clutched delicately between those pearly whites.
Her gaze lifted, and I stepped closer so she could reach me. With her breasts spilling out the top of her dress, her skirt rucked up around her waist and her high heels perched on the table to either side of her so she could spread her legs open wide for me and show me her wet, bare pussy, she looked like a fucking dream come true.
It didn’t seem real.
As she drew the condom toward me, I shook my head. “We’re not dreaming, are we?”
“No.” Her lips tipped up at the corners. “I can’t believe we’re doing this either.” Then she began to slide the latex on. “It’s just…so unreal. I’m about to have sex with the little brother of the guy I’m in love with.”
