로그인Nico Venturi and I fell in love on the college campus. We got married, and he supported my studies and career. We planned to have four children and raise them to adulthood. Everything was beautiful until one day, he lay in the ICU, begging me to let him die rather than live as a vegetable. Only a child could keep him alive. I fabricated the news of my pregnancy, and then, trembling with fear, I pleaded with Salvatore, the cold, arrogant head of the Venturi family, to impregnate me. But I never expected my plea to come with an explicit price tag—the cost would be his complete possession of me. "Fifteen days of complete availability. You come when I call, do what I ask, no hesitation, no questions. At the end of that time, I'll arrange for the medical procedure." He sat in his luxury car, sizing up my beautiful, naked body.
더 보기Lena’s POV
"Time of death: 11:47 PM."
The doctor's voice echoed through the sterile room like a death knell. Salvatore stood at the foot of the hospital bed, his face carved from stone.
"It's over," his voice devoid of emotion.
Nico grew smaller and more distant on the white hospital bed. The machines that had kept him tethered to life fell silent, their screens going dark one by one.
"No!"
I bolted upright, my heart hammering against my ribs like a trapped bird.
It was just a nightmare. Slowly, my mind began to clear.
Seventeen days. It had been seventeen days since Nico was attacked while handling the family's art trade business. Seventeen days since the doctors delivered their verdict: T5 complete spinal cord injury.
Every night brought the same torment. Sometimes I dreamed of Nico weeping, begging me to let him die. Other nights, it was the steady beep of machines suddenly going flat, doctors shaking their heads in defeat.
I pushed myself from the bed, my bare feet finding the cool hardwood floor. In the dresser ornate silver frame, sat our wedding photograph—Nico's arm around my waist, both of us radiant with the kind of happiness that seemed almost foreign now.
Three weeks ago...
Nico had returned from the auction house that evening, practically vibrating with excitement.
"Lena, you won't believe it—we acquired an authentic Monet today. The bidding was fierce, but..."
He'd spun me around, both of us laughing like children. Later, as we lay entwined in these same sheets, he'd traced gentle patterns across my stomach with his fingertips.
"Maybe next month we'll have good news," he'd whispered against my hair. "I can already picture our son or daughter... they'll have your intelligence and my stubborn streak."
"God help us all if that's the case," I'd teased, but my heart had soared at the tenderness in his voice.
Three weeks. It might as well have been a lifetime.
A sudden realization struck me like ice water. My period was three days late.
I moved to my vanity and carefully moved aside bottles of expensive perfume and imported cosmetics. Hidden in the back was the pregnancy test I'd purchased two days ago. I'd been too terrified to use it, too afraid of another crushing disappointment.
But now...
My hands shook as I unwrapped the test, as I followed the instructions I'd memorized from countless previous attempts.
Please, I prayed to whatever deity might be listening to the desperate wife of a dying man. Please let this be different. Please give him a reason to fight.
Three minutes felt like three hours. I paced the marble floor, counting my heartbeats, bargaining with fate. If there was a God, surely He wouldn't be so cruel as to give me hope only to snatch it away when I needed it most.
When I finally looked down at the test, my world collapsed.
One line. One single, unforgiving line.
Negative.
I sank to the cold bathroom floor, the sob that tore from my throat was primal.
If I'd been pregnant—if I could have given Nico proof that our love had created something beautiful, something worth living for—maybe he would have found the strength to endure. Maybe those hollow, desperate eyes would have shown a flicker of hope.
"Let me die, Lena," he'd whispered just yesterday, his voice barely audible through the oxygen mask. "This is better for both of us. I can't... I won't be the burden that destroys your life."
I stumbled back into the bedroom, my gaze fell on the mahogany writing desk in the corner, a wedding gift from Salvatore two years ago.
The desk reminded me of yesterday's visit to the hospital. Salvatore had been there when I arrived, standing beside Nico's bed with that characteristic stillness that made others instinctively step back. From behind, I'd almost mistaken him for his brothe.
It was only when he'd turned that I'd seen the difference: where Nico's eyes held warmth even in his current state, Salvatore's were calculatingly cold.
Now, staring at that wedding gift desk, a thought began to form—desperate, impossible, morally bankrupt, but undeniably there.
Salvatore and Nico shared the same father, the same bloodline. In the right light, from the right angle...
No. I shook my head violently, trying to banish the impossible, immoral thought, yet unable to stop the progression of desperate logic.
If I could become pregnant with Salvatore's child and convince Nico it was his... if I could give my dying husband the hope of a legacy, of his bloodline continuing...
The very idea made me sick with self-loathing, yet I couldn't dismiss it entirely. What kind of woman was I becoming? What depths of deception was I willing to plumb to save the man I loved?
I made my way to the window seat that overlooked the city. In the distance, I could see the general direction of the private medical facility where Nico lay trapped in his unresponsive body.
I picked up my phone, my finger hovering over Salvatore's contact information. The screen seemed to either save my marriage or damn my soul.
I typed: "Salvatore, I need to see you. It's about Nico."
Delete.
"Please, I need your help with something important."
Delete.
"Can we meet privately? There's something we need to discuss."
Delete.
My hands were shaking so violently now that I could barely hold the phone. Finally, with my heart pounding so hard I thought it might burst, I typed the only words that felt true:
"Please help me..."
My finger hovered over the send button.
Lena's POVI was still staring at my phone when a soft knock came at the door."Mrs. Venturi?" Maria's familiar voice drifted through the wood. "May I come in?"Maria had followed me to the Venturi estate without question. Isabella had welcomed her presence, seeing it as additional help in caring for her "fragile" daughter-in-law."Come in," I called, quickly locking my phone screen."I wanted to inform you that arrangements have been made for tomorrow," Maria said. "You'll have freedom to leave the estate if you wish. A car will be available, and the security detail has been instructed to give you privacy during any... medical appointments."My heart stuttered. "Who made these arrangements?"Maria's eyes met mine briefly before sliding away. "I was simply told to inform you, signora."She didn't need to say more. Salvatore. Of course it was Salvatore.He had found a way around his mother's protective imprisonment. Had arranged for me to slip out unnoticed, to keep the appointment at
Lena's POVSeven days.Seven days of nurses changing my bandages, doctors examining my wounds, and guards stationed outside my door.On the morning of the eighth day, Marco appeared in my doorway."We're leaving for New York in two hours. Can you walk?"I could. Barely. The wounds on my arm and thigh had begun to heal, though the doctors warned me the scars would be permanent. Small price to pay for keeping my life, I supposed.Teresa helped me dress in simple clothes that had been delivered to my room—loose cotton pants that wouldn't press against my thigh, a soft blouse with sleeves long enough to cover my bandaged arm. When I looked in the mirror, I barely recognized the woman staring back at me.Pale. Thin. Haunted.I turned away.---The private airstrip was small, tucked away in the Sicilian countryside far from prying eyes. A sleek jet waited on the tarmac, its engines already humming in preparation for departure. Several black SUVs were parked nearby, men in dark suits moving
Lena's POV"Are you finished?"His voice was calm. Detached. As if he had been waiting for a train rather than listening to a woman's complete psychological collapse.I couldn't answer. My throat was raw from screaming, my eyes swollen nearly shut from crying. The bandage on my arm had soaked through completely now, and I could feel the sticky warmth of blood against my skin."I'll take that as a yes."Salvatore moved closer to the bed. Not threatening—just deliberate. He pulled a chair from the corner and sat down."Let me explain something to you, Miss Bianchi."The formal address struck me like a slap."This world you're so eager to condemn," he continued, "this darkness you find so horrifying—it doesn't exist in isolation. It exists because your world exists."I stared at him, too exhausted to respond."While you were applying makeup in your comfortable apartment, someone was bleeding in an underground fighting ring. While you were trying on designer dresses at Bergdorf's, someone
Lena's POVI had no answer to his question.The silence stretched between us, heavy and suffocating. My bandaged arm throbbed beneath the hospital sheets.But the physical pain was nothing compared to the weight of Salvatore's accusation."I asked you a question, Lena."His voice was low, dangerous. The same tone I had heard in that hotel suite when he interrogated Giuseppe. The same cold fury that preceded violence."No," I whispered finally. "It wasn't worth it.""Then why?"Because I saw you kill a man without hesitation. Because I realized that every moment I spent by your side pulled me deeper into a darkness I never knew existed. Because I was terrified that one day, I would become like you—cold, calculating, capable of anything.But I couldn't say those words. Not while his dark green eyes burned into mine with barely contained rage."I was scared," I said instead. "After Giuseppe... after what you did to him... I panicked.""You panicked." He repeated the words. "You panicked,
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