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Chapter 11: Control was never mine

Author: Neerfa
last update publish date: 2026-03-22 00:03:23

Ethan’s POV

I sat outside Adrian’s office, staring at nothing. I had asked for time. Just some time to think… to understand what exactly I was agreeing to. But the more I thought about it, the clearer it became. There was no “thinking”; no “choosing”.

The personal assistant role… that was permanent.

And my actual job?

The one I wanted to work for or have interview for? It is 'Temporary'. Basically… I had no choice.

A small, bitter laugh escaped me.

Last night, for a moment, I really thought I h
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