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Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Nine

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"What?" I exclaimed. "No, you can't stop—I don't mind..."

"You will," he repeated, seemingly sure of himself.

"You told me you’ve formed a kind of... addiction to wolfsbane," I said, "You would suffer without it."

"Yes. I would face withdrawal symptoms, but not until this incident did I realize how reckless and selfish I had been. Wolfsbane is dangerous—I risked my life taking it, but I did it because I didn’t care about living a long life. I lived for the moment, and at that moment, it had been what I needed to do. But then you came into my life, and I realized I can’t be reckless anymore. I can’t keep living for the moment, not when I have a future with you. I know the pain you would be in if..." He paused, unable to finish. "I don’t want to leave you alone. Ever. And so I have to stop and let my body heal. It might take months, even years, but I will learn. And when I do... maybe then, we’ll have a chance to have a baby."

I only realized I was crying when he wiped away a tear with
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