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Chapter Thirty-Two: You Don’t Need Me to Be Perfect. You Need Me to Be Present.

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The request came just after dawn.

A former neutral corridor district had collapsed under the weight of a redistributive policy she approved eighteen months ago.

She hadn’t even read the full breakdown when she said:

“I’ll go.”

Nova paused. “You mean oversee the relay team?”

Eden looked at her.

“No. I mean go. Myself.”

Hours later, she stood on the edge of the district platform.

No podium.

No broadcast.

Just people.

Many of whom had trusted her

until her silence took everything they needed.

She didn’t open with solutions.

She opened with this:

“You don’t need me to fix this before I face it.”

“You need to know I see it.”

“You need to know I see you.”

A woman in the second row shouted

“Why should we trust someone who vanished behind a system that forgot our names?”

And Eden didn’t flinch.

She nodded once.

“If my name was used to authorize pain,

then let me be the one to say it here, out loud.”

“I am Eden Vale.

And I remember.”

She didn’t land with security.

No escorts.

No briefings.

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