010. In the bathroom

Killian

I forced my eyes to focus on other objects as my breath quickened. From the shower,to the sink,the tiled wall,the running water,my eyes were roaming everywhere except her body.

Fuck! This is harder than it looks.

She lifted her hands to cover her breasts, she's shy.

There was a pinkish glow on her face as she stared at her feet.

Now ,I'm the one that's hesitating to touch her. I swallowed.“ uhh….I'll start now.” She allowed her hands to fall to her side, obviously trying to muster courage.

I guided her to stand under the shower and began washing her body. Damn! She's curvy,just as I remembered.

Full round breasts, those bubble ass and her neatly shaved pussy. My dick twitched as the image glued to the back of my mind.

I'm hard and I want to fuck.

My fingers trailed her skin gently,bubbles of soap rolling down her moist skin. I bit down on my lips as I got down to her breast.

If only I could wrap my tongue around it and suck till I was satisfied. I'm not letting this opportunity pass me by.So I grabbed the soap ,made lather with my palms and messaged her breasts with both hands.

She gasped loudly …it sounded like a moan to me though.“ Killian…..”

“Yeah?" I didn't stop ,my eyes glued to her face . Her reaction would determine if I could go further or not.

Her lips trembled.“ Killian you're ….” She trailed off,her body jerking as I pinched her nipple. I licked my lips like a hungry beast because I was one. I haven't had sex in a long time and so has she.

We were both sexually frustrated but neither of us was ready to admit it.

She grabbed my hands the next instant ,her little fingers trembling as she let out a rough breath.“ Killian Stop ….we agreed not to cross boundaries.”

Damn! She's uptight. Any woman would have lost their senses by now but Raven is not just any woman.

I let go of her breast.“ Fine ….I apologise.”

Silence reigned between us as I moved to other parts of her body. I crouched down to the floor and lifted her left leg. “ Place your hands on my shoulders ”

She did as I said without complaints.“ What are you doing?” She muttered.

I lifted my head a little.“ Ignore the sensation for as much as you can ,it'll only take a few seconds.”

“Wait….don't tell me… Killian,I can do that myself.” She spat,digging her nails into my back.

“ Too late " I say and slide my finger straight into her pussy.

Her knees buckled,a cry slash moan erupting from her throat. I removed the finger and pushed it back in.

“ Killian ……”She groaned.

I smirked,that was clearly a moan. Her nails dug deeper into my skin and I winced but that didn't stop me.

“ Just a few more seconds.” I grabbed her ass cheek with one of my free hands,spreading her legs some more. My fingers were playing with her slick cunt in pretence of washing it.

I didn't want to stop,I didn't until she grabbed my wrist that was half way into her cunt.

Her chest heaved up and down,cheeks flushed and lips slightly parted.“ That's enough ... .I'm not that disabled that I don't know where my own body parts are.” Surprisingly,her voice was firm but her composure was disorientated.

I was a little disappointed,she's pushing me off but I'll get there .

Sighing ,I let go and stood to my feet.“ Alright then, I'll stop.”

" I can take the rest from here.” She said and I creased my brows.

" No you can't.”

She clenched her fists.“ I can wash my own body ,Killian. Yes,I'll accept help in other activities but no longer this. ”

I remained quiet for a moment as I stared at her. Maybe I went too far,I'm rushing things too much.

“ Towel's on the rack by your left.” I said and strolled out of the bathroom.

I ran a hand through my hair as I went over to my bedroom. Standing in front of the mirror,I stared at myself and my erection.

This is bullshit! I let my hunger get the best of me,I can't win her over with pleasure at least not completely. It's not time yet,not yet.

She came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her,her hands stretched out in front of her.“ Killian?”

I sighed ,moving over to help her. I helped her dress in silence and then fed her dinner. She was back to being moody and I didn't like it.

“ Are you okay?" I asked,pushing a spoon full of rice in her mouth.

She chewed on it before answering.“ I'm fine….water please.”

My brows deepened into a frown.“ No you're not ! If this is about what I did then I'm sorry. I shouldn't have crossed the line especially if you didn't want it.”

She suddenly chuckled ,her eyes slowly turning watery.“ It's actually funny how I'm here trying to remain faithful to my husband while he abandoned me and is with his ex-girlfriend in our matrimonial home.”

The first tear slid down her cheeks.“ I think I'm being stupid.”

I dropped the spoon,trying to think of something to say to comfort her. I don't want to actually,I wanted her to feel the pain and hurt. I want her to realize that Viktor doesn't deserve her ,I want her to make the decision herself.

“ You're not….you're just doing what you can for the person you love.” I phrased,not sure what that meant but I said it.

She bit down on her lips ,a sob escaping her mouth as more tears dropped.“ He's choosing her over me. He's going to divorce me.”

My fingers tightened around the bowl." What?”

She didn't respond but pressed her hands against her face and sobbed.

Fuck…. he's divorving her this soon?No…no…no…no,this was not the plan.

I dropped the bowl on the side table.“ I'll give you some space.” I said and grabbed my phone from where it was connected to a charger.

I shut the door to my bedroom and went over to the balcony,my fingers tapping away on my phone hastingly.

A divorce shouldn't happen this soon, except that she's planning something else behind my back.

She picked up at the first ring.“ You said not to contact each other ,so why are you calling in the middle of the night?”

I gritted my teeth as anger sipped into my blood.“ Holly….have you forgotten our deal?”

“ No I haven't…I'm doing exactly as you said.”She said,whispering into the phone.

“ Then what's this I'm hearing about a divorce? It's not part of the plan ,at least not yet!” I growled,my fingers tightened around the railing.

If it happens this early then Viktor wins,he'll get away with everything.

" Wait, how did you.....” She sighed.“ Viktor suggested it ….he says if Raven pesters him one more time then he's divorcing her because he can't be married to someone who's blind. He says she's going to ruin his reputation with her condition.”

I scoffed. Of course he would say that,he is a selfish asshole.

“ Hold it off for as long as you can …just evade the topic for a few weeks at least.” I told her, my brain was running over many thoughts.

“I will if you give me the rest of the sum you promised.” Her voice had changed from sly to seductive,something I found irritating.

“ Viktor is a rich man…take his credit card and fund yourself. ” I gnarled.

She grumbled “ It's just so annoying that almost everything is in her name.Even the house is in her name….like what the fuck. It's probably one of the reasons he's contemplating a divorce.”

“ That's none of your business." I didn't wait for her response before hanging up.

Then I returned to the bedroom to find Raven sprawled on the couch,her eyes closed and soaked with tears.

At least she's not acting tough around me.

I picked her up gently and placed her on the bed then drew the covers over her. As much as I wanted to join her in bed ,I needed a smoke.

So I left the room to take a breather and clear my head a little. I know I'm going too extreme,if she finds out what I've done then whatever chance I have with her would disappear.

But I've gone too far now, I want her so bad that I'll do anything to have her even if it means hurting her.

That's just how I am.