LOGINRavenThe pain was real . It was both physical, emotional and mental. There was this burning sensation in my chest that extended to my abdomen.I've taken many deep breaths ,hoping the burn would go away but it didn't. Emotional pain hurts as bad as the physical. It's worse than the physical because at least you can treat the wound and lessen the pain.But what I'm feeling right now can't be healed. My head was aching so bad,my eyes burned from trying to force back tears and I'm pretty sure my face was swollen .I curled myself on the leather seat silently as the Uber driver took me to Phoenix.Thankfully,he minded his business. I was numb as the car sped through the familiar highway. We got to my parents' house sooner than I expected or maybe it was because I had been numb the whole time.The driver helped me to the porch,my cane in one hand while he held the other. I reached out until my fingers brushed the door bell while the driver drove off. I rang the bell once ,twice until th
Raven I kept my head turned toward the window even though I couldn’t see what lay beyond the glass,only an endless, thick darkness pressed against my eyelids. I could see flashes of light but it ended there. Why is this happening to me? I've been taking my medication,Killian makes sure I do . I take eye drops but the only improvement I've seen so far were flashes of light. I'm so sick of this coupled with all that's been happening. It was like all the forces on earth had ganged up against me.As the car sped fast through the highway, my heart beat accelerated. I'm going home after five years . Five good years of going against my father and marrying against his will. They had disowned me the moment I chose Viktor over them . “ The day your surname changes to Markov is the day you stop being my daughter." My father said that five years ago. I still remember that day clearly and now I wish I had listened. My parents hate the Markov's but unfortunately it's where I found love whic
Killian I've been gnashing my teeth against each other every five minutes now.I'm fucking pissed off.I'm pissed because I thought she would jump at my offer immediately especially since she's aware that Viktor is going to take custody of the kids. I had assumed if she's aware of the divorce beforehand then she'll take action immediately and that's where my proposal of marriage comes in. But I guess I was wrong . My proposal was supposed to be her stepping stone but looks like she's got other plans. I gripped the steering wheel tightly as I drove to my apartment. I guess , I'll have to move to plan B. She has to see the gravity of the situation she's in for her to accept my proposal. At this rate,she has to be completely helpless before I can step in. I don't care how far I'll go but as long as I have her all to myself then it doesn't matter what I do. I took her upstairs without saying a word.As soon as she sat on the couch ,I turned to leave.“ I'll be back in a few hours. I
RavenWe've been on the road for some time now, I had my head resting on the window and my thoughts drifting away.I've been quiet and I've been thinking.Killian exhaled a laugh,it was a laugh but not amusing. It had this hint of anger in it. “You’re shaking.” He said.I knew I was shaking,I've been trying to stop it but it won't stop.“I’m fine.”“You’re lying.”He turned me gently and I felt his thumb wipe a tear from my cheek. I didn't even realise that I was crying.I hated how helpless I felt. I hated how comforting his touch was and I hated that I leaned into it, even for a second. I just hate everything right now. “Raven,” he rasped, “you shouldn't be crying over him, I thought you were stronger than this.”A sob broke from my lips and I pressed a hand to my mouth, swallowing the sound as quickly as it came.Killian is right ,I am stronger than this. “I want it back…. everything I invested into our family,I want it all back.,” I gritted my teeth,the rage and pain making
Raven The way he snorted,the way he so casually flipped it off ? Killian is…… Wait …..Viktor has a brother?I don't get it.We've been married for more than five years? So how come I never knew he had a brother and off all people it had to be this pack of flesh.“ So you've been with my brother this whole time? Is that it,Rave?" Viktor hissed. Wait what? " You have a brother?” I fired back,then turned to face Killian at my side.“ You knew this from the start, didn't you ?" I could tell he just shrugged.“ There are so many people bearing the name Viktor so I never knew he was the trash you were telling me about.” A low growl erupted from Viktor and I nudged Killian's hand. Yes,he's trash but he shouldn't provoke Viktor,or this might turn out worse than it already was. From the way they were speaking to each other ,they must not be on good terms at all. That's the only plausible reason why Viktor never spoke of having a brother throughout the time we had been together. “ It's be
Raven It was 7am in the morning and I was in Killian's car, a few minutes away from home. I couldn't sleep last night ,how could I? My thoughts were going haywire ,I just can't accept that Viktor would divorce me and choose her. It can't happen,We've been together too long for that to happen so today I'll be confronting him once and for all. I had begged Killian this morning to take me home to Viktor . He refused at first and then I spent half an hour trying to convince him to take me there until he finally agreed and of course he had his conditions. He always wants something in return and I agreed to his terms . Thinking back to what he asked me to do gave me the creeps.He's sick. Yesterday's scene was still in my head,replaying over and over again. The sensation of his finger inside my pussy? He didn't even go deep,he just rubbed my clit and it felt like I was on fire. The sexual pressure had been building up for too long. And maybe if I can settle things with Viktor then I







