LOGINRaven So, yeah, my aunt came to my apartment some days later, courtesy of my persistent mother.She didn't come alone. She came with her husband to convince me to move back to Phoenix with them and leave the Markov's alone. Now, my mother is dragging the whole family lineage into this.It's ironic! I thought she flared up and left me alone for good. Why did she have to drag my favourite aunt into this?My aunt started talking.“ It's a long story, dear. I can't tell you all of it but you have to believe me." She said as we all sat in a circle on the rug in my studio apartment.“Your mum told me you've lost your memories and it makes sense why you think we are all against you.” I rolled my eyes for the fourth time now.“ I don't need you to tell me that. I'm already in therapy." I didn't tell her I could no longer afford the therapy. She doesn't need to know that. “ Look, some years ago while you were still a little girl. Your parents and the Markovs used to be close. " She started
RavenHe got me food and a refrigerator. He got me an air conditioner and dropped his credit card on the bedside table. We were waiting for the mechanics to fix the air conditioner. I didn't take the credit card even though I knew I might need it. I'm not a fool, I know what Viktor was trying to do. “ I don't have much yet. I'm still trying to bounce back from my company's fall but I won't abandon you. " He said, his eyes dreamy.The old me would have fallen for this, but at least I am glad to hear that he's still having issues with the company. I sniffed. I felt tired and exhausted especially after receiving the email that I had been transferred to another hospital and I was to start my internship all over again. Killain was serious about what he said.I didn't bother checking which hospital Killian tossed me to but I had cried. I had cried so hard that my eyes were swollen and my nostrils were clogged with snot.Does he hate me that much now? Does he have nothing left for me in
Raven This should be the last of it. I stared at my new apartment. I moved in just yesterday. Not to my taste but I can make do with this for now till I'm done with my internship and figure out what to do with my life. My parents hadn't returned to Phoenix,yet. They had asked me to go with them. For the first time in years, my mother asked me to come back to the family and she only did so because Killian broke off our marriage. They both kept ringing in my ears that it would be better if the wedding were cancelled and that I was finally free from the family. They wanted to drag me to Phoenix to live out the remaining miserable years of my life with this child. So they were lurking around in a hotel till I changed my mind which isn't going to happen any time soon. I don't even want to think about that now.I won't lie, I had contemplated an abortion. I can't carry Nero's child. If he knows that the child was his then he'll come for me. I don't want him anywhere near me, especially n
KillianWe've been watching TV for hours. At first, I was paying attention but not anymore. I've been glancing at my phone every second, especially after I received five calls from Raven's Dad and a few more from her mother.I scoffed. Why wasn't she the one making the call? Is she feeling ashamed now that she fucked my brother? I didn't pick up,I want all of them out of my life. I clenched my hands around the phone and returned my eyes to the TV. Alex was fighting to keep his eyes open but obviously struggling. His medications were already kicking in and five minutes later, he slumped on the couch.I checked the time, and it was already dusk. Hours had passed, but my chest still aches. It was like a ticking time bomb, bottling up a horde of pain that would explode and kill me soon. I ran a hand through my hair. Calculating my next move.Tch.What the fuck am I even supposed to do? Clean my house and go back to performing surgeries? Then go back to burying myself in work and build
Killian I can’t feel a thing and I don’t know why. Why the hell does my chest feel light? I mean, right before I walked out the door, it was like I couldn't breathe. But right now, I’m numb as fuck. I couldn't feel anything, yet my hands were shaking on the steering wheel. Various scenes from the last five minutes were fighting their way into my mind but I'm blocking them out with the blaring music from Travis Scott. Where am I going again? Oh, that's right,Alex's place. He had been discharged and was now receiving the rest of his treatment at home. I’ll get a few drinks with him and we'll talk about soccer and the weather. Yes, that's just what I need. A distraction from the pending pain that lingered in my subconscious like a 110-pound metal belt. There’s no way in hell I'm facing it, call me a coward…I don't care. I'm running as fast as I can away from it. If there's one thing I'm terrified of, it's pain. Not just any kind of pain. Emotional pain and trauma.
Raven “Raven…wh…what ” he said hoarsely,his voice breaking. “What is this?” His shoulders quivered. My vision had blurred from all the tears that were pouring now.I sobbed openly, shaking my head. “I…I didn’t know,” I cried. “Killian …I swear I didn’t know.” I stood wobbling on my feet,trying to reach out to him but he stepped back. His face twisted in agony and hurt. His jaw clenched. “Why would you do a DNA test ? Why did you doubt ….” I couldn't say a word . What was I supposed to say? That I slept with his brother ? “ It's because she fucked another man…isn't it obvious? She cheated on you Killian!” Scarlett sneered.“ She's a bitch…and a Fucking slut!” Killian didn't say anything,he didn't defend me this time. My limbs were shaking like jelly as I stared at Killian . He was staring straight at me,the expression in his face was terrifying. Like he was about to snap my neck in half . The person standing before me was no longer Killian. The atmosphere around him had
Killian Scarlett is tapping her feet on the floor, staring at me with a frown on her face and a glare. Her fists clenched on her thighs with Alex sitting beside her and sipping on a pumpkin-spiced latte. I just woke up and was told I had been out the entire day. I feel a bit better though. I st
Killain It's all happening again, my mistakes, I've hurt her all over again. I never do anything right , the only thing I'm good at is opening people up and stitching them back up. Nothing ever works and I'm tired. I hate this …I fucking hate that I always make the wrong decisions whenever it c
Raven Nero doesn't love you, but I do. Nero doesn't love you, but I do. Nero doesn't love you, but I do. These words have been ringing in my head for seven days after I made a foolish decision that ended up putting Killian behind bars. He's not getting out any time soon, not until Alex works
Raven Every step I took down the aisle was terrifying. My fingers were trembling around the bouquet. People were staring at me, some with loving eyes and some with nonchalance. I don't know any of these people. This was not how I had imagined my wedding to be. In a crowd of unfamiliar people an







