Danilo’s Pov
Mrs. Warren leaned forward and pulled a bright yellow flyer from a stack on her desk. She handed it to me. Spring Musical Auditions – “West Side Story” – Open to All Students. “I know your schedule’s packed, but this could be a great opportunity. You’re a natural speaker. Creative. Charismatic. You might surprise yourself.” I stared at the flyer. “The musical?” Why does this keep popping up? Her voice softened. “Antonia told me, you are a very good singer.” I looked up, startled. “As the co-director of the musical,” she continued, “I implore you to at least audition. This is your last year here. Don’t let it pass by without doing something that’s yours. Something you might actually enjoy.” I held the flyer like it was on fire. I thought of my father, and what he would do once he got wind of this. He wouldn't hesitate to drag me through the coals for this. I met Mrs. Warren’s gaze. “When are auditions?” “Today after school. I can talk to the drama teacher and make sure there’s a spot for you.” I nodded slowly. “Okay. I’ll do it.” A smile broke across her face. “Good. I think you’ll be glad you did. You’ll be a great fit,” As I left the office, flyer in hand and heart racing, I wondered what my father’s reaction would be, and contemplated whether to tell him or not? Who am I kidding, he is going to find out anyway. —-- —- I sat in the cafeteria, picking at the edge of my sandwich with the appetite of someone sentenced to a firing squad. My mind was still spinning, reeling from the decision I made in Mrs. Warren's office an hour earlier. Auditioning for the school musical and joining the drama club. I almost cried at the thought of what awaited me at home. Hector Ramos wouldn't condone his only surviving child to be a song and dance man. He raised doctors. Lawyers. Men with power and prestige. Rodrigo had been all of that and more, the golden son, the dream child. But Rodrigo was gone now—burned away in the same twisted wreckage that had taken my mother. And all that was left was me—the wrong son. The soft one. The one who liked to read, listen to musicals, sing and dance along to them when no one was home. I gripped the edge of the table harder, pretending I didn’t see the bright yellow West Side Story flyer peeking out of my backpack. The edges were already wrinkled from how many times I had pulled it out just to stare at it. Across from me, Antonia was mid-chew, rattling on about her friend’s chaotic love life. “—and then she found out he was sleeping with her cousin, again, but instead of dumping him she made a spreadsheet of the times he cheated and is now tracking his progress like he’s in rehab.” I blinked. “That’s... impressive?” Antonia snorted. “It’s deranged. But you’re not listening anyway.” “I am,” I muttered. “Just distracted.” “Still thinking about the audition?” she asked, eyeing him knowingly. I sighed, resting his chin on his palm. “He’s going to kill me.” “Your dad doesn’t even need to know.” “He always finds out.” Before Antonia could reply, a sudden thud jolted their table. I flinched just as a familiar voice growled behind him. “You think you’re funny, huh?” I didn’t have to turn around to recognize the voice—it was the jock who’d slammed me into the lockers earlier that morning. Only this time, the cafeteria had gone quiet. Forks and trays paused mid-air as the tension at their table thickened. He stood there, looming over me like a storm cloud in a letterman jacket, his fists balled and his face flushed with anger. “You fed me some bullshit story about ‘Robbie’ thinking you would get away with it. Who the hell do you think you are?” I opened my mouth, but no sound came out. How the hell did he figure it out so fast? My pulse spiked. I could feel eyes on me—everybody watching, waiting. The whole room seemed to tilt sideways. Antonia stood up so fast her chair screeched across the floor. “Back off, Chase.” Chase ignored her and grabbed a fistful of my maroon shirt, yanking me half out of my seat. “You think lying to me makes you some kind of smartass, huh?” I winced, heart pounding. “I wasn’t trying to—” Before I could finish, Antonia’s voice rang out like a shot. “Let him go, Chase.” When Chase didn’t move, she did. Without hesitation, she reeled her leg back and delivered a swift, brutal kick straight to his groin. The effect was immediate. Chase let out a strangled gasp and crumpled to the floor, wheezing like a deflated balloon. I stumbled backward, chest heaving, as the entire cafeteria erupted into gasps, laughter, and applause. I watched as Antonia stood over him with a cool, satisfied expression, brushing a loose strand of hair from her face like she hadn’t just incapacitated a 200-pound linebacker. Chase clutched his crotch and groaned. “This... isn’t over...bitch.” Antonia crouched to his eye level, her voice as sharp as broken glass. “Any time you want round two, I’ll be waiting. Next time I will aim higher.” I stared at her in shock, gratitude, and slight awe. Though, I had no reason to be shocked, this was how things wore ever since Rodrigo died, Antonia has been my protector. “You didn’t have to do that.” She turned to him, shrugging. “Please. That was therapeutic.” But the feeling of relief was short-lived. Something pulled my gaze across the cafeteria—to a table near the windows where a small group of students sat, laughing. Carter Hayes was there. Casually leaning back in his chair, a smug smile tugging at the corner of his lips. He had one arm draped around a pretty brunette in a cheerleader uniform, while another girl whispered something in his ear that made him laugh, an easy, disarming sound that didn’t match the cold intensity I had seen in his eyes earlier. Then the brunette leaned in and kissed Carter on the cheek. Something in me twisted. Not jealousy exactly. But something uncomfortable. Irritation maybe. Why am I feeling this way? I have known him for four years now, and have had a crush on him all these years, and I know he is straight so why the hell are my feelings intensified today? I tore my gaze away. “Come on,” Antonia said, grabbing her tray. “Let’s get out of here before Chase grows a new pair.” I followed her, but the heat burning in my chest didn’t fade.Carter’s POV The guys were laughing about something stupid, Tito was telling that story again about how Coach nearly tripped over his own clipboard during practice, and I was laughing too, but not really. My mouth was making the right sounds, my face doing the right thing, but my head wasn’t here. Not even close. I kept thinking about him. The look on Danilo’s face when I pushed him against his locker and threatened him. The way his eyes had burned with something, hurt? Anger? God, I don’t even know, but it had stuck in my chest like a thorn. I told myself I didn’t care, that it was the right thing to do, that none of it mattered. But if that was true, why the hell couldn’t I stop replaying it? I leaned against the lockers, arms crossed, pretending I was into the noise of my crew. But then I saw her. Antonia. Storming across the hallway like a damn hurricane. Eyes sharp, jaw set, fists clenched like she was about to murder somebody. And I didn’t need anyone to spell it out for m
Danilo’s POVI walked to my locker with this heavy pit in my stomach I couldn’t shake. I kept telling myself not to think about it, to just get over it, but I couldn’t. The look Carter just gave me rubbed me the wrong way. It was too cold and cutting. Like last night hadn’t even happened. Like the couch, the heat, the way he kissed me like he was starving, it was all just some bad dream I’d made up.But it wasn’t a dream. My lips still felt raw, my body still buzzing, my chest burning like it had been carved open.I tugged open my locker, stared at the books like they’d tell me what the hell I was supposed to do. My hands wouldn’t stop shaking. Fear, shame, I couldn’t even tell which. Maybe both.Then I felt it. A grip on my shoulder, hard enough to freeze me in place. My breath hitched and I turned, and it was Carter.His eyes weren’t soft, not like last night. Not drunk or messy or warm. They were cold, sharp, cutting right through me.“Don’t you dare say anything,” he hissed, low a
Carter’s POVI woke up with my face buried in the side of a couch that wasn’t mine. My neck ached, my back popped when I shifted, and for a moment I didn’t know where the hell I was. Then it hit me, like a car slamming into my chest.I am in Danilo’s house.I blinked, dragging in a breath that smelled of whiskey, and something else, something that made my gut tighten. Butter. For fuck’s sake, actual butter. My nose wrinkled, but then my eyes landed on him.He was lying right next to me, dead asleep. His dark lashes rested against his cheeks, mouth parted just slightly, like he was dreaming about something good. He looked… peaceful. Too peaceful.And me? I just sat there staring like an idiot, my brain replaying last night in sharp, dizzy flashes. His lips, his hands, the way he’d clung to me. The heat, the sounds, the rush of it.I swallowed hard, pressing my palms into my knees. No. No fucking way.But the ache in my hips, the stickiness on my skin, and the empty whiskey bottle sitti
Danilo’s POVI woke up to the smell of polish and lemon cleaner, the kind Rosa always used on the furniture. For a second, I thought I was dreaming because it didn’t make sense. Why the hell would my dreams smell like cleaning supplies? But then the pounding in my skull dragged me back to reality. My mouth was dry, my throat like sandpaper, and my body ached in ways that made it feel like someone had wrung me out and left me to dry on this couch.The couch.The couch where it happened. I am never going to look at this couch the same way ever again. I have defiled it and this sitting room.My chest tightened. Heat rushed through me even though I felt like death. I shifted and instantly regretted it. My lower back protested, and an ache deep inside me reminded me that last night wasn’t some drunken hallucination. It was real. All of it. Carter’s hands, Carter’s mouth, and his huge cock.And that’s when I realized I wasn’t alone.Rosa was standing by the armchair, a dust cloth in one han
Danilo's POV.Carter’s mouth was hot like lava, desperate, full of this raw untamed kind of hunger that I didn’t know how to handle and had never handled, but I just couldn’t pull away from. His hand clamped on the back of my neck, bringing me closer to him, kissing me harder until my lungs were screaming. The alcohol made everything looser, messier, my head, my body, every thought that wasn’t his just… gone.We stumbled into each other, he and I laughing and breathing too hard, until the back of my knees hit the couch. He pushed me down and came right after me, all in a jittery rush, and my chest squeezed like it was about to burst. His heart was hammering against mine, way too fast, way too uneven. Same as me.“Danilo…” His voice was low, rough, like he was saying it for the first time and wanted to taste it.I didn’t answer, I couldn’t. My hands were in his blonde hair, yanking him back to me. My shirt got pulled, buttons slipped, everything fumbling and rushed, the heat cranking s
Danilo’s POVThe ride back felt like holding my breath underwater. Heavy, thick silence pressing on my chest, every streetlight flickering over Carter’s face like it wanted me to stare. And God, I did. I gripped the wheel too tight, pretending I was focused on the road, but my eyes betrayed me every few seconds, stealing glances at his sharp jaw, the split lip, his hair still damp with sweat from the fight. Each time, my stomach did this stupid flip, like I’d swallowed a live wire.He didn’t say a word. Just sat there in the passenger seat, one hand loose on his thigh, the other drumming lazily against the window like he didn’t have a care in the world. But he wasn’t relaxed—his eyes kept flicking out at the houses when we pulled into my neighborhood. Big, perfect houses with glowing porches and lawns trimmed within an inch of their lives.When I parked in the garage, the motion light kicked on, lighting up polished cars and spotless tiles. Carter stepped out slowly, looking around l