Elle’s POV The first thing I felt when I opened my eyes was warmth. A steady, solid warmth that held me like a shield against the world. For one blissful second, I let myself sink into it—his arm draped across my waist, his breath slow against the back of my neck. And then the memory hit. The night. The heat. The way I whispered his name like it belonged to me. Aiden. My heart lurched painfully, and I shot up from the bed, the sheets pooling around my waist. My body screamed its betrayal—sore, tender, marked in ways that would remind me of him long after I tried to forget. “What have I done?” I whispered, my hand covering my mouth. Aiden stirred at my sudden movement, eyes blinking open slowly. For once, he didn’t look guarded, or stern, or grumpy. He just looked… human. Vulnerable. “Elle.” His voice was rough, still heavy from sleep, but it sent a shiver down my spine. I couldn’t look at him. Not when the weight of guilt was pressing down on my chest. This was
The silence in Aiden’s apartment felt louder the longer I stayed. My head was still against his chest, his heartbeat steady beneath my cheek, but my mind wouldn’t stop racing. Not about him. About Liam. Every breath I took, I wondered if he’d ever held me like this. If I had ever meant this much to him. If he’d ever wanted me to stay. And that was the problem. Because I was here—with Aiden. I shifted, sitting up a little. His eyes followed me, dark and unguarded. “What?” he asked softly. I shook my head. “Nothing.” But it wasn’t nothing. My chest ached with too much need, too much hurt, too much wanting that didn’t have anywhere safe to go. Maybe that’s why I leaned closer. Maybe that’s why I let my lips brush his before I could stop myself. The kiss was soft at first. Just a test. But Aiden wasn’t soft. He went still, his breath catching, and when I pressed again—really pressed—he responded like he’d been holding this back for years. His hand slid to t
Elle’s Point of View That night, I couldn’t sleep. I stared at my ceiling, arms wrapped around a pillow like it might keep my heart from unraveling. Everything was too quiet. The kind of quiet that makes your thoughts scream louder. I thought about Aiden in the bookstore. The way he stood still—but never made me feel stuck. The way he listened, even when I didn’t speak. And the way he looked at me like I was someone worth knowing deeply—not just watching from a distance. But mostly? I thought about what he didn’t do. He didn’t push. Didn’t try to kiss me when he could’ve. Didn’t take advantage of the cracks in my chest. He just waited. And somehow, that made everything worse. Because I wanted him to stay. And I wasn’t sure if I was allowed to want that yet. I sat up, grabbed my phone from the nightstand, and hovered over his name. Aiden. No emojis. No cute nickname. Just his name. Solid. Quiet. Untouch
Elle’s Point of View Anywhere I don’t have to watch you lie to yourself. Aiden’s words echoed like thunder in a room that had gone too still. I stood frozen in the kitchen, Liam only a step away, but somehow I’d never felt more distant from him than I did now. My hands were still wet from rinsing the plate, but I didn’t move. Didn’t speak. Liam scratched the back of his neck. “He’s dramatic, huh?” I didn’t answer. Because deep down, I knew Aiden wasn’t being dramatic. He was being right. Liam glanced at me. “What was that about?” “I don’t know,” I lied. But I did know. And maybe that’s what scared me most—how much I was starting to understand Aiden without needing explanations. Liam stepped closer, lowering his voice. “Is something going on between you two?” That stopped me cold. I turned to face him, blinking like he’d slapped me. “You mean like how something wasn’t going on between us for years?” His face fell. “I didn’
Elle’s Point of View The morning light felt different. Not warm. Not soft. Just... too bright. I blinked up at the ceiling of Liam’s living room, still curled up in my usual spot on the couch, the blanket I always used tangled around my legs. The pillow smelled faintly like detergent and lemon and something I couldn’t name. Maybe it was comfort. Maybe it was goodbye. I sat up slowly, muscles stiff, the events of last night rushing in like water breaking a dam. Liam’s half-hearted smile. Aiden’s steady stare. And that one sentence still looping in my head: “You didn’t have to.” Why did that feel louder than anything Liam had said? I ran a hand through my hair and made my way to the kitchen, fully expecting the usual—Liam standing at the stove making scrambled eggs too dry, music playing from his phone, his mom humming in the hallway. Instead, I found silence. And Aiden. He stood by the counter, wearing a plain black shirt and swea
Elle’s Point of View The rooftop was our place. Mine and Liam’s. It wasn’t anything fancy—just cracked cement, an old blanket tossed over shingles, and soda cans we always forgot to throw away. But up here, it felt like time slowed. Like I could pretend he was mine for just a little while longer. Liam handed me a soda, his arm brushing mine like it always did. Casual. Familiar. Killing me slowly. “You’re quiet tonight,” he said, tilting his head to look at me. “That’s new.” I forced a smile, eyes on the horizon. “Just tired.” Not a total lie. Just not the real one. I was tired of almost. Tired of loving someone who never looked at me the way I looked at him. He leaned back on his hands, that easy, golden-boy grin on his face. “You’re not stressing about midterms, are you? I told you—you’ve got it in the bag.” “No. I’m just... thinking.” I swallowed hard. “Dangerous, right?” He laughed, and it hit me straight in the chest. I hated how easily