LOGINAva's POV
The newsroom always smells faintly like burnt coffee and printer toner, the kind of scent that clings to your clothes long after you leave. It’s tucked away in the basement of the communications building, half-forgotten by most of the campus. The walls are lined with yellowing clippings of old headlines—football victories from a decade ago, protests on the quad, faculty scandals—and the carpet is threadbare in places. A dozen mismatched chairs squeak every time someone shifts, and the vending machine in the corner groans like it’s dying every time it coughs up a soda. But for me, there’s something electric about this place. Like the hum of deadlines and half-broken computers is alive, pulling you into its current whether you’re ready or not. Tonight, though, that hum feels suffocating. Because my cursor blinks accusingly on a blank document that reads: Ethan Cole Feature By Ava Reynolds It should be simple. I have pages of notes from the first game, neat columns of stats, arrows pointing to moments worth describing. I can still hear the crowd’s roar in my head, see the ball flying through the net like it had no choice but to obey him. But when I try to start—when my fingers hover over the keys—the words that come feel heavy. Ethan Cole is reckless, brilliant, and maybe a little too confident for his own good. I sit back, frowning. It’s true. That’s what I saw when he landed wrong after that dunk, when his hand brushed his knee before he straightened and grinned like nothing hurt. I don’t think anyone else noticed. But I did. And I can’t decide if it’s my job to write it down—or my responsibility not to. “Reynolds.” I jolt, nearly dropping my pen. Maya, the Chronicle’s editor-in-chief, is standing at my desk with her usual unimpressed expression. She’s tall, sleek ponytail, blazer that screams future media mogul. Maya doesn’t walk so much as prowl, and she has a way of making you feel like you’ve already failed before she opens her mouth. “You’ve been staring at the same sentence for ten minutes,” she says, peering at my screen. I shift defensively. “It’s a first draft. Warming up.” “It’s due in an hour.” “I work well under pressure.” Her sigh is sharp, cutting. “Ava, you begged me for this assignment. Sports isn’t even your beat—you said you wanted to prove yourself. So prove it.” “I will,” I mutter. “Good,” she says crisply, already moving toward the next poor soul to terrorize. I slump back in my chair, pressing my palms over my face. Around me, the newsroom hums with life: the clatter of keyboards, the buzz of printers spitting out proofs, the sports desk guys arguing about whether last year’s team could’ve beaten this year’s. Normally, energy fuels me. Tonight, it grinds me down. Because all I can hear, clear as a bell, is Ethan Cole’s voice. Feels about right. Win big. That smirk made me want to throw my pen at him. I exhale slowly and start typing again. --- By the time I drag myself back to the dorm, it’s close to one a.m. The hallway smells like stale pizza and cheap perfume—someone down the hall is blasting music even though quiet hours started hours ago. Lila is waiting for me, stretched across my bed with a bowl of popcorn balanced on her stomach. She gasps when I walk in. “You missed the post-game party,” she says dramatically. “Do you know how rare it is for the basketball team to actually let the rest of us peasants mingle in their golden palace?” I drop my bag onto the chair with a thud. “I was working.” “On him?” Her eyebrows wiggle. “Tell me you at least mentioned his arms. If you didn’t, I demand a rewrite.” “Lila.” “What? It’s important! Those arms are basically a campus landmark.” I groan and flop face-first onto my bed. “I wrote about his playing.” She pokes me in the ribs until I roll over. “You’re blushing.” “I’m not.” “You are. You so are.” “Lila—” “Fine, fine.” She throws up her hands, but her grin says she’s not letting it go. “All I’m saying is, if I got stuck writing about Ethan Cole, I wouldn’t be complaining. I’d be buying better mascara.” I throw a pillow at her head. She dodges, laughing. But once the laughter fades, I find myself staring at the ceiling. “He’s… complicated,” I say quietly. Her eyebrows lift. “Complicated how?” “He gives nothing and everything at the same time. He’s cocky, sure. But there’s something else. Something he hides when no one’s looking.” Lila studies me, her teasing fading into something gentler. “Be careful, Ava. Journalists aren’t supposed to fall for their subjects.” “I’m not—” Her look cuts me off. I sigh. “I just want to tell the truth.” “Then do that,” she says softly. --- The next morning, the Chronicle is everywhere—stacked in the dining hall, piled outside classrooms, tossed onto benches in the quad. Students flip through on their way to lectures, sipping lattes and skimming headlines. My stomach knots as I grab a copy and flip to the sports section. There it is. My words, my byline, staring back at me in black and white. Brilliant, But Reckless: Ethan Cole Opens the Season By Ava Reynolds The article flows cleanly. I gave him credit for leading the team, for igniting the crowd, for setting the tone of the season. But I didn’t shy away from the cracks I saw—the risk in his relentless drive, the way he pushes past his limits without hesitation. It’s fair. Balanced. Honest. Maya even scrawled a rare “Nice job” on the proof before it went to print. So why does it feel like I’ve swallowed a handful of rocks? --- That afternoon, the gym smells like sweat and pine cleaner when I slip inside, notebook in hand. The team is winding down after practice, sneakers squeaking on the polished floor. Ethan emerges from the locker room, duffel slung over his shoulder, hair damp. He looks freshly showered but still carries that same air—like the court belongs to him even off the clock. When he spots me, his mouth quirks. “Reynolds,” he says, voice smooth. “Cole,” I answer evenly. He pulls a folded copy of the Chronicle from his bag, the headline visible in sharp black print. Tapping the page with his finger, he raises a brow. “Brilliant, but reckless?” I brace myself. “Didn’t like it?” His gaze holds mine for a long beat. Then—unexpectedly—he laughs. “Reckless, huh?” His grin spreads slowly and is infuriatingly confident. “That’s one way to put it.” I blink. “You’re not mad?” “Why would I be?” He tucks the paper back into his bag. “You didn’t sugarcoat it. You saw me, you told the truth. I can respect that.” The honesty in his tone knocks the air out of me. I expected defensiveness, maybe even anger. But respect? That wasn’t in the script I’d written in my head. Before I can find a response, he’s already striding toward Marcus, calling something about grabbing food. His laughter echoes across the gym, pulling the rest of the team with him. I watch him go, notebook clutched to my chest, heart pounding in my ears. Because somewhere between the ink on the page and the way Ethan Cole just looked at me, the story shifted. And I’m no longer sure who’s telling it—me, or him.Ava’s POV Lila chose the café. She always did. Small. Intentional. Quiet enough to talk without lowering your voice but loud enough that no one could overhear you if they tried. Brick walls. Real plants. Coffee strong enough to feel medicinal. She was already seated when I walked in, laptop closed in front of her, tea untouched. Her eyes lifted once. Then narrowed slightly. “You saw the doctor,” she said. It wasn’t a question. I slid into the seat across from her. “Yes.” “And?” There was no dramatic lean-in. No squeal. No anticipatory grin. Just assessment. I set the ultrasound envelope on the table between us. Her gaze dropped to it. She didn’t reach for it immediately. “How far?” she asked. “Six weeks. A few days.” She nodded once. “And?” “There’s a heartbeat.” That made her inhale. Subtle. Controlled. “Okay,” she said. Not congratulations. Not oh my God. Just okay. The waiter came. I ordered tea I didn’t really want. She waite
Ethan’s POV The apartment felt smaller when we walked in. Nothing had changed. Same couch wedged too close to the window. Same narrow hallway. Same scuff mark from the night we moved the bookshelf without measuring. But it felt different. Maybe it was the ultrasound envelope in Ava’s hand. Maybe it was the sound still lodged in my chest. A heartbeat at 110 beats per minute. I locked the door behind us. Ava slipped off her shoes slowly, like gravity had shifted while we were gone. She didn’t look fragile. Just recalibrated. “You should lie down,” I said. “I’m not sick.” “I know.” She went to the kitchen instead. Opened the fridge. Moved normally. I stood there and took inventory. Not consciously at first. It was instinct. Corners. Angles. Space between furniture. Obstacles. The living room had always felt open enough for two people who spent half their lives outside it. Now it felt exposed. Where would anything go? I didn’t say it. I walked down the hallway instead. T
Ava’s POV The waiting room was brighter than I expected. Not warm bright. Clinical bright. Fluorescent lights that made every surface look sharper than it needed to be. The walls were painted a soft neutral that was probably meant to feel calming, but under the lights it felt almost gray. Normal. Impersonal. I liked that it was impersonal. It made this feel less like something happening to me and more like something being processed. Ethan checked us in at the front desk while I filled out forms on a clipboard that was slightly cracked along the edge. Medical history. Family history. Allergies. Previous surgeries. Date of last menstrual period. I wrote it down carefully. There was something about seeing it translated into numbers that felt steadier than emotions. Weeks. Days. Measurements. “Are you okay?” Ethan asked quietly when he sat back down beside me. “I am fine,” I said automatically. He studied me. The panic I felt the first night had shifted into something else.
Ava’s POVI did not sleep much the night before dinner.Not because Ethan was restless. He slept deeply, one arm heavy across my waist like he was afraid I might disappear between breaths.I did not sleep because I kept replaying how to say it.We had decided that morning.Not to tell everyone.Not to post anything.Not to widen the circle.Just my dad.He had texted earlier in the week about dinner, a casual check in that felt ordinary at the time.Now it felt like a threshold.“You do not have to do this yet,” Ethan had said while tying his shoes.“I know,” I replied.But I wanted to.If this was real, if this was happening, I did not want to hide it from the man who had raised me to face things head on.Still, as I stood in front of the mirror that evening, adjusting a sweater that suddenly felt tighter even though nothing had changed, I felt twelve again.“Breathe,” Ethan said softly behind me.I met his eyes in the reflection.“I am breathing.”“Not like that.”He stepped closer,
Ethan’s POV Two lines. I have replayed that image so many times in my head that it no longer feels like something I saw. It feels like something carved into me. Ava is asleep beside me now, her breathing slow and even, one hand curled near her face. She fell asleep mid sentence while we were still on the floor, her back against the couch, my arm around her shoulders. I carried her to bed when the light outside turned from gold to blue. She looked smaller in my arms. Not fragile. Just human. I am wide awake. The ceiling above us is dark, the city outside quieter than usual. My mind is not quiet. I turn my head slightly to look at her. There is a softness to her expression that was not there this morning. The fear is still in her. I felt it in the way she held on to me in the bathroom. But there was something else too. Trust. She trusted me with it. That realization hits harder than the test did. I sit up slowly, careful not to wake her. I swing my legs over the side of the
Ava's POV The silence in the living room wasn't empty; it was pressurized. It was the kind of silence that exists right before a storm breaks or a glass shatters. Ethan’s shoulder was solid beneath my head, his warmth radiating through his shirt, yet I felt like I was hovering several inches off the couch, disconnected from the physical world. He didn't move. He didn't fidget. Ethan had always been a man of steady frequencies, a stabilizer in every room he entered. But I could feel the question humming in his skin. He knew. Perhaps not the what, but he knew the shape of the secret I was guarding. "Ethan?" my voice was a thread, barely caught in the air. "Yeah, Ava?" He turned his head slightly, his chin brushing my hair. The intimacy of it usually made me melt, but now it felt like a tether pulling me back to a reality I wasn't sure I was ready to inhabit. "I have to show you something," I said. I didn't wait for him to respond. If I waited, I would talk myself into ano







