Chapter 16- Matteo

Entering Amara’s office she looks up at me with distress. She’s been doing so well as Luna. Honestly, she’s doing better than I thought she would. I hate that part of me still doubts her. That I sometimes struggle to accept her as my mate. It’s not that she is doing anything wrong, she is an amazing she-wolf. I don’t feel like I deserve her after being such an asshole to her. I hurt her badly, and sometimes I fear I won’t be able to fully move forward. 

Jasper insists it’s my paranoia kicking in. He’s probably right which is why I have to shove the doubt aside and remind myself Amara is the mate I’ve always wanted. I can’t let myself be tainted by my first mateship going so poorly. It’s hard, it’s really hard some days. That’s why on the days I struggle I try to do something nice for Amara. Since I’ve decided to try and give this an actual shot, I’m going to give it my all. I’m not one to do things h