Clause’s POVThe silence in the room pressed down like fog, thick and choking. Alvin still stood with his phone clutched in his hand like a weapon, but the fire in his eyes had started to flicker. Not gone, but confused, raw, desperate for footing.Gary’s hand stayed wrapped around mine. Steady and warm. And I didn’t let go, I couldn't.Alvin’s breathing was uneven. His eyes darted between us, as if expecting us to pull apart. To laugh. To say it was all a prank. But we didn’t, no one moved.Finally, Alvin laughed. But it wasn’t real. It was hollow and sharp, like glass cracking under pressure. “This is a joke, right? You’re messing with me. Both of you.”Gary’s voice was calm, too calm. “No, Alvin. We’re not.”Alvin’s eyes narrowed. “So what, you’re in love now? You and Clause? My best friend?”“I didn’t plan for this to happen,” Gary said. “We didn’t.”“And that makes it better?” Alvin’s voice rose. “You think just because you didn’t plan it, it’s okay? Clause, my own best friend? M
Clause’s POVI didn’t hear the door open.I didn’t hear the footsteps.But I felt it.That eerie shift in the air, like the universe had hit pause. The sudden tension pressing into the room, making the air sharp and brittle. Even Gary’s breath changed, stilling against my collarbone. A single exhale, caught mid-motion. We both turned instinctively, like prey sensing the predator before seeing it.And there he was, Alvin. Frozen at the doorway.His eyes were wide, shock stretching them so far they looked nearly hollow. There was no rage yet, no yelling or accusations. Just… stillness, and disbelief. It was that painful kind of silence where someone’s entire world fractures and they don't even know where to begin putting it back together.His gaze swept the room slowly, like a camera scanning a crime scene. From Gary’s bare chest to the crumpled sheets. To my shirt on the floor. His eyes flicked to my hand still half-curled in the cotton fabric of Gary’s now half-buttoned shirt. To the
Clause's POVAlvin sat across from me, swirling the ice cubes in his whiskey glass. We were tucked away in a dim booth at our usual spot, a cigar lounge styled with black marble and leather seats, the kind of place where billionaires whispered secrets under the hum of jazz.It had been a while since we had time to catch up. Ever since my sister's funeral, everything had been heavy. Alvin had been surprisingly supportive, checking in, hanging around me like a younger brother would. We never spoke about her for too long, but sometimes her name slipped into the conversation like a shadow.“So…” Alvin leaned forward, voice low. “How have you really been holding up? After… everything.”I stared into my glass for a beat too long. “I’m coping,” I said. “Trying to, at least. Some days are harder than others. But I’m still breathing, so that’s a win.”He nodded slowly, then laughed quietly. “That’s such a Clause answer. Stoic as ever.”I gave a half-smile, but my chest tightened. If only he kn
Clause’s POVHis head rested on my bare chest. His breath was soft, calm. Almost like he’d finally found peace. The rise and fall of his chest matched mine, and for a while, the world felt quiet. Just us. No noise. No grief. No guilt.I don’t even remember the last time I felt that still.My fingers moved gently across his back, tracing slow, lazy circles on his warm skin. My body was sore in all the right ways. We had spent ourselves fully, completely. The room still smelled like sex and sweat. But under that, something lingered. Something heavier.Something dangerous.We didn’t talk after it happened. No real words. Just the occasional kiss. A touch here. A soft sigh there. Our bodies spoke, but our mouths didn’t. Maybe we were afraid to break the silence. Maybe we knew the moment we spoke, reality would come crashing back in.Or maybe... we were just scared of what the truth sounded like out loud.Still, in that dark hotel room, wrapped in each other, it almost felt like we existed
Gary’s POVThe place was dim, drenched in a red glow that clung to the velvet walls like a secret. It smelled of perfume, musk, and quiet desperation. I wasn’t supposed to be here. Not tonight. Not ever.My father thought I was out with some senator’s daughter, another blind date in a line of many. He wanted me married off quickly. As if a wedding ring could fix grief, as if a wife could replace what I had lost. What I was losing.But I couldn’t take it anymore. I couldn’t stand another fake smile. Another shallow conversation where I pretended to be okay. So I came here, to the one place where I could lose myself without being judged.I didn’t want sex. I wanted something simple. Intimate. Real.So when they told me about the private room. No talking, no sex, just kissing, I agreed. It sounded stupid at first. A room where two people just kissed? But I was desperate for something that felt honest. Something human.I stepped in expecting a woman. Maybe blonde. Maybe soft-spoken.But t
Clause’s POVGary’s lips were soft. Too soft. And they tasted like whiskey, burnt oak, and something that shouldn’t have felt this good. But as my lips lingered against his, I realized something was off. His body didn’t respond. His breathing was uneven, shallow. He didn’t kiss me back.My heart, once pounding with excitement, dropped like a stone in my chest.I pulled away slowly. His eyes were open, but barely. Glazed. Lost.“Gary?” I whispered.He didn’t respond. Just let out a low, tired groan and slumped forward until his forehead rested on my shoulder.Shit.He was completely drunk.This wasn’t how it was supposed to happen.I left the room. And out of guilt I walked back in slowly I gently eased him back, steadying his weight with both arms. His head lolled slightly, a sad shadow of the strong man I knew. This wasn’t him. Not really. Not the composed, proud, charming Gary Smith I’d been drawn to since the first moment I saw him.What I’d done... it wasn’t right.I looked at hi