LOGINMy life was a carefully curated map of invisibility until Jax Ryder decided to burn it all down. After catching him in a compromising secret, the dynamic shifted. I held the power, and my price was simple: make me desirable to his captain.
View MoreFor a long moment, the only sound was my ragged, hitching breaths. I stood there, exposed and raw, waiting for the final blow. For him to laugh. To sneer. To confirm that it was all a game.He didn’t.Instead, I saw his own composure crack. The icy mask shattered, and what was underneath was just… pain. Raw, unvarnished pain. He took a step towards me, his hand coming up, reaching for me.“Elliot…” His voice was a wreck, a broken whisper.He tried to pull me into an embrace.It was the last thing I expected. The warmth, the solidness of him, the scent that still made my stupid heart clench. It was a siren’s call, promising a shelter from the storm he himself had created. For a split second, my body swayed towards his, a traitorous instinct seeking comfort from its tormentor.But then my mind screamed, a final, desperate alarm.I shoved him away. My hands flat against his chest, pushing with all the strength I had left. “Don’t, Jax,” I said, my voice trembling but clear. He stumbled b
“What do I do?” The question came out small and pathetic. “What am I supposed to do now?”Ben looked at the ground, scuffing his shoe against the asphalt. “I don’t know, man. Maybe... maybe go to the principal?”“And say what?” Maya snapped, her frustration boiling over. “‘Hey, everyone’s calling me a pervert, make it stop’? That’ll just make it look like we’re panicking. We need a plan.”A plan. Right. Because I was so good at those. My grand plan to get close to Asher had ended with me being publicly branded a predatory thief. My track record was not great.Then my phone buzzed in my pocket.We all froze. I pulled it out slowly, my heart hammering against my ribs. The screen glowed.JAX.My thumb hovered over the screen. I hit ‘decline’ and shoved the phone back into my pocket.“Who was it?” Ben asked, though he’d clearly seen the screen.“Nobody,” I muttered.Maya’s eyes narrowed. “Was it him? Was it Jax?”I didn’t answer. The phone started buzzing again, relentless. JAX.“Pick it
Monday arrived with the grim finality of a jail sentence. The weekend felt like a bizarre dream, but the ache in my body and the hollow feeling in my chest were brutally real. Radio silence. No texts. No calls. No angry, possessive boy showing up at my window.My resolve hardened into a cold, brittle thing. He had been the one to twist everything into something ugly in that car. He had been the one to insult the fragile, real feelings that had started to grow. So, fine. Let him. I would never text first. I would never talk first. I would never, ever approach him first. The ball was so far in his court.The final match was this Saturday. If they won, they’d go to the capital for the nationals which is a months-long tournament. I’d be buried in finals, then university applications. The world would move on. This… whatever it is… would be swept away and forgotten, a strange, painful blip in my senior year. The thought should have been a relief, but it felt like a death sentence.I was los
A soft knock sounded on the door behind my head.I flinched, holding my breath.“Elliot?” Orhan’s voice was small, muffled by the door.“Go away, Orhan,” I said, my voice thick and watery. “I’m not in the mood for you.”There was a pause. I could practically hear him thinking on the other side of the door.“You’re crying,” he stated.“I’m not.”“You are. I can tell. Your vocal cords are constricted. Your voice is doing the wobbly thing it does when Mom watches those sad movies.”I let out a wet, choked sound that was half-laugh, half-sob. “Just go away, please.”Another pause. Then, the sound of him sliding down to sit on the floor.“You were gone all night,” he said, his voice clearer now, right next to my ear through the barrier. “And you came back in different clothes. And now you’re crying on the floor.” He processed this aloud, piecing together the evidence. “So. He did something bad.”I squeezed my eyes shut, fresh tears leaking out. “You could say that.”“Did he… hurt you?” The
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