LOGINMy name is Oliver Blaese. I have an IQ of 145, a hacker's instincts, a mouth I can’t keep shut, and a list of men who shouldn’t be allowed to keep breathing. The courts won’t touch them. The press won’t do their jobs. So I find a Russian mercenary the size of a small building who runs the most lethal black-ops team in the world, and I make him an offer. He says yes. He also says other things. "On your knees." "Mine." Things in Russian he doesn’t bother to translate, that I look up later while bleeding from a cut he’s put his mouth on. Things I shouldn’t enjoy as much as I do. By the time the world is paying attention, the Syndicate is hunting us, my MI6 mother knows exactly what I’ve been doing, and Kirill is the only person who knows where every part of me lives. I don’t regret a single name. I don’t regret a single bullet. I definitely don’t regret him. MM dark romance. Heavy kink. Hard violence. Earned HEA.
View MoreOliverThe dog finds my socks again.It’s six in the morning and I’m on the back step of the kitchen with a cup of coffee in one hand and a half-shredded sock in the other, watching a fifteen-kilo brown idiot tear across the lawn toward the cedars with my other sock in his mouth and no intention of giving it back."Mishka!"He doesn't turn. He doesn't even slow."Mishka, you absolute bastard!"Nothing. The cedars are very interesting this morning, apparently. Our white cat, Anya, who Kir picked out at the shelter in February because she "looked like she was very discerning” is on the windowsill behind me watching this entire transaction with the dispassion of someone who decided long ago the dog is beneath her notice.I take a sip of the coffee. Still too hot. I burn my tongue. I swear, quietly, at the cedars, the dog, the sock, and the cat, in that order."You are losing this fight, lyubov."Kir is in the doorway behind me. Bare feet, wearing one of my t-shirts for some incomprehen
DomTwo weeks out from the surgery Kir is up and moving and trying to move a chair across the kitchen, and Oliver has the bone-deep look of a man about to commit a homicide."Kirill Nikolaev, put the fucking chair down.""It is only a chair, Oliver.""It’s heavier than your head. Tariq said no lifting. Put it the fuck down.""I am not lifting it. I am moving it across the floor.""That’s lifting.""It is sliding.""Sliding is lifting. Sliding is the verb form of lifting. Put. The chair. Down."It’s really not fair of Oliver to be straight up lying about the English language to Kir, but in fairness, all four of that chair’s legs were in the air, he was not sliding anything.Kir, very slowly, with the patience of a man who’s been fussed at for fourteen days straight and has no say in how much longer he’ll be fussed at, sets the chair down on the lino.He turns to Oliver and raises his good eyebrow. The bandage on the right side of his face has come down, three days ago, to expose the w
ChanaA week into Kir's recovery I make a serious tactical decision, which is that I’m going to spend as little time as possible in a room with Oliver.It’s not that I don’t love him. I love him a great deal. I have, in the months we’ve been working together, come to think of him as the kind of small irritating brother you'd kill for and also occasionally want to smother with a pillow. The problem is that I’m two ill-timed comments away from saying something that will cost me a friendship I value, and Oliver-in-carer-mode is a man engineered, in a lab somewhere, to draw the worst possible comment out of every person in his vicinity.He is, for one thing, ordering people around like he’s been declared the undisputed monarch of this territory and the others are just quietly accepting it.He’s ordering Tariq around about Kir's antibiotic schedule, even though Tariq has been doing this job for sixteen years and Oliver has been doing it for about a week. He’s telling Ray how to adjust t
OliverDay one is the easy one, which says everything.I sleep maybe three hours on the cot. Jozef stays in the corner the whole time. When I wake up Kir hasn't moved an inch, the vent is still doing his breathing for him, and the monitors are doing the quiet steady beeping they've been doing since Reilly walked out.That steady beep becomes my god by lunchtime.I learn it the way I learned to read heat signatures on surveillance cameras when I joined the team.Every rhythm, every gap, every faint stutter when he shifts in the sedation. I memorize the resting numbers on the bedside screen. I catch the exact second the oxygen level dips a point and the exact second it climbs back. Tariq tells me, gently, that I should let him do that. I tell him, less gently, to shut up.He doesn't take it personally. Saint hovers in the doorway looking pained. He obviously gets where I’m coming from, but he’d still rather like to break my jaw for being rude to his boyfriend.Jozef brings me food
KirillI hold Dom’s gaze for three seconds. I’m the only one in this team who issues orders, but she’s my second-in-command for a reason. She sees the angles I miss when my temper flares, and right now, my temper is a lit fuse.I open my hand and the kid drops like a stone. He lands hard on the con
KirillPeace is the only commodity I haven’t been able to buy, so I built a fortress to try and manufacture it instead.From the street, the warehouse on Commerce Street looks like a rotting tooth in a mouth full of cavities. It’s a monolith of red brick, blackened by decades of industrial soot, w
OliverThe city is a cage, and I’m the rat currently banging its head against the bars.My breath mists in the cold air, a fleeting ghost that vanishes as quickly as my chances of survival. I’m huddled in the doorway of a boarded-up electronics store in Queens, watching the street from under the br
OliverThe train screams.It’s a high-pitched, metal-on-metal shriek that vibrates through the soles of my boots and settles in the hollow of my chest. I’m huddled in the corner seat of the last car, knees pulled up, trying to make myself small. Trying to disappear.But physics is a bitch, and dat












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