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Late Winter

作者: stan_ade
last update 公開日: 2026-05-22 05:56:27

The baby came in the late winter, in the third week of the fourth month, which was two weeks earlier than Sera's central estimate and within the range she had identified as normal.

She had been at the eastern facility for a routine assessment when it became clear the timeline had moved. Not dramatically — the specific quality of Sera's focused attention shifting from routine to operational was the first signal, and she had read it and said: "Now?"

Sera had said: "Now."

She had sent a runner for
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