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CHAPTER 28 : Loosing her is unusually hurtful.
VIKTOR.
What is the most embarrassing thing in your life?
When you just feel humiliated at a point that you want to hide your face, break everything around, and run away on mountains and never be seen again?
For me. I have never been so embarrassed in my life.
I am Viktor Raven,
Making me humiliated is the last thing anyone can think of.
But,
Right now, I was so embarrassed!! So so embarrassed on myself, on my family and especially Rebecca.
Looking at her at the ground, feels like she was meant to be there,
I couldn't control myselas and I laughed, looking at the floor sweeper. But now everyone else were looking at me. After I witnessed the silence, I looked at my mother and grandmaa. Who were looking at me with the intention that I will walk there, and help that woman up.
But no!!
I started to take a step towards them, and wanted to
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