21— The flashback! It is true when said: Words are invented to fool people. Isn't it? The truth lies in the eyes. Or they can be deceiving too? Because I think they do, depending upon person to person with the active motive in their heads. — Saumya Tripathi “I don't plan on ever letting you go…” the heat in her eyes offered both agony and comfort to him when he imagined her emotions through the vision he had made up in his mind of her. There comes a point in every human's life where they have a thin thread of sanity connected to them through something: it could be anything. It could be a possession of things, it could be an inanimate object that they had a sentimental connection towards or more likely it be a person. Concerning his sanity—it was her. Radhika was that person to him: his sanity. It brought peace to him. She brought peace to him. He seemed vaguely in pain when recollecting the memories which still left nothing but a laceration infected. “I won't let you go..” th
Part two. Shaam slightly pulled the ends of his hair in sheer frustration seeing his little daughter suffer at this age. Although he seemed to be calm and collected, inside he was everything but. He paid attention to his musings as the boy who stood there contemplating. Shaam couldn't help but feel so defeated at that moment. He knew his daughter was the foremost priority on Uzair's list. However, he dreaded the outburst which was yet to come from the young lad any minute from now. He knew how much his gudiya meant to Uzair, there was no doubt about it. He protected his gudiya like a family member of his family— like he was for them. Uzair was capable— more than capable enough for protecting his soft little daughter, Shaam agreed. “Such a good lad he is. He would be making our country proud one day with his honesty and hard work. I hope he will be equally as serious, honest and devoted to my daughter as he is now to his country in the future as well,” he thought from somewhere in
22— Flashback- two! “Winning the battle is okay. But never choosing to feel defeat with failure is better.” —Saumya Tripathi “Who are they?” That sentence had Uzair frowning deeper than he realised. It was as if someone had asked him if he was someone who was really a patriot. It hurt that much. The simple uttered sentence broke him into millions of pieces. Shaam continued to hold her small hand. “Gudiya, you don't recognise them..?” He repeated his question just to be sure. “They are your favourite people…don't you remember them..either of them?” He noticed her blank expression. It was absolutely strange. Sayali's large globes were heavy with tears when she shook her head gently in negative. “N-no, Papa..” she sniffed. “I-is something wrong with me?” she sniffed again. “W-why don't I seem to know them?” There was pin-drop silence as everyone in the room seemed to be as shocked and tense as the air was present in the atmosphere. None said a word. Their emotions were screa
Meanwhile in the corridor. . . Several minutes ambled by… Ten minutes passed… Twenty minutes passed… Forty-five minutes passed.... And so on. Their patience was running away, precisely of Uzair's. As he strolled hastily with quick long strides in the space of the hospital, hands running in the mane frustratingly with each passing minute. “What is taking them so long?” “It takes time, son.” “It has been nearly an hour since we walked out of the room!” “He will be out in any minute now,” assuring him, Shaam responded, looking tensed himself. "She would be fine, wouldn't she?" Uzair asked when he felt a presence behind himself, hovering over him. His voice vacillated. His eyes were hooded with pain and affliction as he asked with a certain quiver in his small voice. Shreyaanz had never seen his boy this afflicted and broken as he was sounding now in his whole growing period. “She is going to remember us, right?” “She will,” he consoled. “I don't know why this had to happen
23— Partial memory loss..? Finally, she found solace in her own chaos. —Saumya Tripathi “Here, drink some water,” at her sudden intrusion, I looked at her, numbly. “Please have it.” Hesitantly I did, swallowing greedily in one go. We let a few seconds pass before her question reached my ears. “Your breathing seems to be controlled now. That's a good sign,” she waited a few more seconds before commenting. Blinking rapidly, I asked for another refill of water which she poured complying with. While I drank the second glass of water, this time, slowly, she waited till my breath became normal and natural, sitting beside me by the window. “How do you feel now?” “I don't know.” Because I really didn't. Only one question kept on hovering over me like a plague. They were criminals. I nodded, once, dazed, not fully mindful of what she was saying. “Do you need anything?” She was pronouncing something yet I wasn't in a great deal of my mind to logically understand her. He was
Part two. "How is my Bambolina doing?" A strange yet soft, very unique baritone of a person asked mildly from behind me. This voice was certainly new. I jumped not having seen another new stranger coming to me as I swirled around to face him. Although, even in the past few months since I had been brought here, I still could not come to fathom the exact meaning of the word 'Bambolina' which they all seemed to utter very nonchalantly at me. Was the language Italian or Spanish? And why exactly did they use so many endearments on me? I always ended up wondering at last. "How have you been feeling, little one?" His gentle voice startled me for no apparent reason. Perhaps because I had seen him for the first time here since I had been brought for quite a few months. Nevertheless, the first thing I noticed was the tallness of the person standing before me. He was tall, too tall, maybe over six-foot or even more, I couldn't tell, exactly. After, what astounded me the most were his e
24— Her first ever laugh after months. Time is both— our biggest enemy and our best friend, depending on what situation we are stuck in or have been going through. —Saumya Tripathi Time was such a frenemy of humans that it didn't wait, slow down or get stuck by anyone or for anyone regardless of any state of affairs. No matter what you are and how you are and who you are! Time is the only natural phenomenon that cannot be controlled by human beings. Not as of yet. Ironically, it was both a curse and a blessing. Periodically, we love the time when we get to enjoy it with people with whom we can be ourselves or situations which are in our favour by wanting for it to take a slow pace to have some more time with them yet the time passes by so early. Similarly, we hate the time when we are forced into something that we do not love by wanting to get over it as soon as possible and yet it takes forever to end. Articulately it is only time that controls us without us subconsciously k
Part two. The night was unusually cold and gloomy and so was I. It held an immense weight of distress with it. Just like the weather of the night, I felt nothing but gloomy and bothered. I was cold, trapped and felt claustrophobic too. Also, the wind wasn't even doing any better than the weather. It was chilling and bothersome making the already chilling weather seem glum and dark. The conversation with Shreyaanz uncle didn't do any good as well. It took me into questioning everything I had known about my parents since I could acknowledge my senses. The thoughts never seemed to stop skirting around my head regarding all the provided information. My mind was running over by haywire thoughts of possible truths which had an unending number of possibilities. “I'll have to keep asking questions to reach the bottom of all of it,” I murmured, “for my little Shaur,” watching the outside world which existed out of the large wall mirror to the shadowy lawn, I made a promise to myself. Th