LOGINAlina Pov
I went inside the gate, taking a deep breath. Sharing the same car with him was always tough for me. My body couldn't tolerate the sexual tension between us. I looked at the crowd, trying to find my two friends. Students were gathered around the ground, talking to each other. I wasn’t too popular at university, nor did I have many friends. I tried to stay low-key, almost invisible to some of the faces. I am not a fan of schools but my mother wanted me to complete my studies. I always wanted to start my own bakery. I loved spending my time in the kitchen, in between those messy thoughts. I had only two friends—Emma and Olivia—who had been with me since childhood. They were my neighbors, and we had been best friends for as long as I could remember. They knew me deeply, sometimes even better than I knew myself. I have shared my feelings for my father’s best friend, and they knew I was obsessed with the name Ryan Parker in my life. “Look who’s here,” Olivia teased, hugging me from behind. I know they saw everything. “We all saw who dropped you today,” Emma said, making me blush hard. “See, she is blushing hard, tell us how you manage to charm him?” Emma asked, pushing her blonde hair back. My red flushed deeper as my thoughts drifted to the scenes of yesterday’s night. It was unimaginable. A fantasy that was only hidden in my mind but yesterday it came true. Suddenly the bell rang and my mind came back to its senses. We couldn't be late for class. My attendance was already short, and I can't afford one more absence from the class. “Let’s talk about it after class,” I said to her. They both nodded, and the three of us walked into the classroom. The teacher came and the lecture was boring as usual. I almost slept in half of the class. The teacher's words were like music to my ears and I wanted nothing more than running away from it. The lecture was almost done and I could see that my friends were eager to know more, more about the mysterious person Ryan Parker. That man was famous all over the city for his power, his name and his playboy charm. In a couple of minutes the lecture was done and the lecturer left class. “Tell us more,” they asked, turning their head towards me. “Shall we take this conversation to the cafetaria?” I asked. “Let’s go girl,” They winked at me and I blushed hard. We went to the cafeteria sitting far behind that crowd in between the silence. I leaned in, my voice low and sultry, a smirk playing on my lips as I spun about yesterday’s encounter. “So, there I was, stuck in this car with him, his knee brushing mine, and I swear, I was so wet just thinking about his..cock,”, my eyes shine with mischief as I imagined his tight pants, touching my thighs, making me wet with need for his touch. Olivia’s cheeks flushed pink, while Emma choked on her coffee, her eyes wide. I was always open with them about what comes to my mind when I see him. We all were virgins but only I had a dirty mouth and I loved it. “God, Alina,” Emma gasped, trying to cool herself. “So you got an eye for fantasies, huh?” I nodded, and took a gasp. “Then what happened?” Olivia asked curiously. “Oh, it gets better, we were in a penthouse, we had this shared bathroom, and I caught him in the shower, jerking off, groaning my name like he was picturing me on my knees, taking his dick deep. I wanted him to fuck me so bad, pin me that bed, pound my pussy until I couldn’t walk straight.” Their mouths dropped wide open, as I shared my fantasy. “Fuck me, that’s hot,” Olivia whispered, her voice shaky. Emma also nodded her head. “Did you like, do anything? I mean, shit, I would have climbed him like a tree.” Emma laughed, nudging me. “Right? I bet his cock was huge, and he’d fuck you senseless. You should’ve jumped on him, Alina.” Olivia said. Their dirty comments only edged me on, my skin tingling as I remembered the sight of his cum on the tiles, his hard dick getting stroked, the veins, the girth, the way I tasted it, only if I could tell my friends about it, but I always was a bit secretive. I have already shared enough with them. “God, I wanted to,” I admitted, my voice husky. “I was this close to storming in, sucking him off, and begging him to fuck me until I saw stars. But I didn’t. I just stood there, dripping, imagining it all.” They let out a low whistle, their faces turned red. “You’re killing me, girl. That’s some p**n-level shit.” Emma giggled, still blushing. They were happy for me but still my mind couldn't process I tasted him in my mouth. His taste was beyond my imagination, raw, salty and manly. “It is,” Olivia said. “So, with this thought let's hit the barm tequila, for that filthy story.” I nodded. “And we also haven't had a girl’s party for so many days,” Emma said and we all nodded. Olivia smirked and said, “Yeah, this time it's dedicated to Alina’s dirty little fantasies. Bet you’d still fuck him if you got the chance.” I laughed, my heart racing as I nodded my head. I would love to get fucked by him hard and fast. The day concluded and we headed back to Olivia’s house. Her single mother was out of town and I also informed my mother about going out with my friends and she was okay with going out with them.Alina pov I didn’t even know where he was taking me, but I trusted him.His hands stayed locked around my arms the whole time, gripping so hard it felt like he thought I might try to run. He never looked at me. I already knew this wasn’t the way to his house. He was taking me somewhere else..somewhere that hid the darkest parts of him.He stopped. I looked around. There was nothing. Just empty space and silence.Then he finally met my eyes.“Come.”I followed him. His fingers dug deeper into my skin with every step, leaving marks I could already feel. He led me down into the basement. No one else was there. Not a single soul.He unlocked a heavy gate. Inside sat a cage.I turned to look at him. His eyes were completely empty of emotion.“This is what you wanted to see,” he said, voice low. “The real me. The dangerous me.”A rough laugh left his throat as his body pressed against mine. His fingers traced over my lips, then pushed inside my mouth.“Suck.”His other hand tangled hard in
Ryan pov I looked into her eyes and, for one fractured second, everything I had built inside myself fell apart. Every wall, every carefully stacked brick around my heart shattered the moment I understood she was running from me.I needed her closer. I needed her to hear how much I cared, how completely I loved her. She had always been the only light cutting through the dark corners of my world. Not just my friend’s daughter. A woman who could take my heart in her hands and do whatever she wanted with it.I closed the space between us. My mouth found hers.Soft. Warm. Slightly parted. I pushed my tongue past her lips and the taste of her nearly dropped me to my knees. Tears were already sliding down her cheeks; I caught them with my tongue, salty and trembling, and licked them away like I could erase every reason she had to cry.She dragged in a shaky breath. I pulled her deeper into the office and shut the door hard behind us.I backed her against the wall, pinning both wrists above
Alina pov I didn’t even know how to give him the resignation letter.Mom said she’d tell Ryan for me, but I knew I had to do it myself. Maybe for the last time. Just long enough to get him to accept it.“I called him this morning, Alina,” she said while putting on her shoes. “He didn’t pick up. You’ll have to go yourself.”After she left I just… paced. Back and forth across my room. How was I supposed to look at him and say I’m leaving? That I’m moving somewhere far away so we don’t run into each other anymore. No more seeing him. No more talking. No more feeling that quiet ache that always follows me around when he’s near.That night I stood by the window. The moon was big and white and the sky looked peaceful, but my eyes kept going back to the table. The resignation letter was just sitting there, folded neat. I closed my eyes and tried to invent a better excuse, a softer way to end this. End all the pain.When I woke up the next morning the dark circles under my eyes were bad. I h
Alina’s PovI cried hard, but silently. Just stared at the door, waiting for something… anything..any confession even if it was a no. I would accept it but this silence was killing me.He left me without even answering me. I wiped my tears and immediately hugged my knees. I went to take a bath. The water was hot, but my heart still felt heavy. My mind, though… it was clear for once.I need to get away from him. As far as I can. If I stay, I’ll never forget him. Every time I close my eyes, all I see is his face. Every time I looked at him my heart couldn’t control anymore. I love him so much but it hurts. It hurts every time I look into those eyes that didn’t love me. I went back home with a heavy heart. Mom was sitting on the couch. She looked up and smiled.“You came back, Alina.”I just nodded.“There’s a parcel for you,” she said.“Who sent it?”“I don’t know.”I nodded again and went to my room. The package was sitting on the table. I opened it carefully.It was from the unive
Alina pov I woke up with a killer headache, blinking hard as I looked around. Empty. No one. I checked myself quickly. Just underwear. That was it. My clothes were gone, and I couldn’t remember a single thing from last night, only partying with Emma and Olivia and after that everything started blurring. My heart started racing a little.Then I heard footsteps from the bathroom. The door opened and Mr Parker walked out.Nothing but a towel hanging low on his hips. Water is still dripping down his chest and stomach. Those eyes of his locked on me with that same mischievous look, and my mouth went completely dry.“Like what you see?” he said, smirking.I turned away fast, pulled the blanket up to my chin, and curled onto my side. He came over and sat on the edge of the bed. “How are you feeling?”I didn’t want to answer him. I just wanted space. But every time I thought about him, I felt myself falling harder. I kept my face turned away from that face that could drop any woman to her
Alina’s POVI hadn’t gone back to work. For days I stayed locked inside my room, hiding from everything and everyone. I didn’t know how to face him. He had rejected me… rejected my love… and I had no idea what to do with the shattered pieces of my heart or how to even begin putting them back together. The pain was worse than any breakup story I had ever read.My mother kept asking what was wrong, but the words wouldn’t come. I couldn’t tell her.Then my phone rang. Emma’s name lit up the screen. She had been calling nonstop for two days, and I had ignored every single one. I knew she wouldn’t stop until I finally answered.“Alina, where are you? Girl, you didn’t even pick up my calls. Are you all right?” she asked without giving me a chance to speak.“Let her speak, Emma,” Olivia cut in. They were on a conference call.“I’m fine, guys.”“I don’t think so,” Emma said. “You’ve never ignored our calls like this.”“Okay, Emma. Let’s just meet and talk about whatever’s going on,” Olivia in







