Mag-log inDamian’s POV
I sat down as my thoughts overwhelmed me. I couldn’t be so sure of the trap I purposely set myself into. How do I convince myself this is all my work and not Nikolai’s way of plotting for me?
The knock on the door startled me once again as I thought it was just Nikolai coming in to remind me again.
The knob on the door turned as Derek stood in his scrubs from last night, his eyebags swollen yet joyful.
Tears pooled at the back of my eyes as I thought about the risk I had just taken.
“You finally did it!” Derek exclaimed, opening his arms for a brotherly hug.
I did not do it. I risked myself to get this.
I nodded, even as I sniffed back my tears, trying to struggle so they don’t come out as badly as I want them to.
“I’m proud of you,” Derek said, smiling at me, this time looking around the mini studio I made in his house… his father’s house, I mean.
“Let’s celebrate, it’s been a long ride coming,” Derek suggested before walking towards the door.
“No, this is on me,” I told him. I smiled at him, even if the smile did not reach my face.
He stopped and turned to me. “Have they called you now?”
I knew the people he was talking about. I couldn’t care less if they celebrated with me or not.
I shook my head sharply, an angry look crossing my face because I didn’t think I wanted to talk to them or about them.
He understood and closed the door.
This time it was just me getting used to the fame I had paid a lot of price to get here.
*****
The next minute, we were at the five-star restaurant, seated while we waited for them to attend to us.
A pretty boy walked towards me in his apron as he smiled at me.
“What would you like?” he asked, looking between Derek and me, then his stare lingered on mine much longer.
Derek was looking at the menu, trying to decide something for himself.
“I’d like something very nice,” I half-smiled at him. Derek looked up and offered a little smile before he ordered something very healthy, according to him.
I looked around the restaurant, taking in the ambience of the beautiful place. I hadn’t stepped out of the house in a very long time, and today was just an exception.
I turned back to Derek, who was smiling at whatever was on his phone.
“How is work?” I asked him, trying to make light conversation with him before the food got there.
He sighed deeply, adjusting the rims of his wristwatch.
“Work is a lot,” he paused. “But we are saving lives. That is all that matters.”
I nodded, smiling at him softly.
The food came in shortly. The smell tingled in my nose as my stomach growled. I couldn’t believe I was in a five-star restaurant eating again after a long time.
The door to the restaurant opened to reveal the man whose smile hid every dark secret about him.
I tried to act normal. I couldn’t really behave in a way that would question Derek’s interest.
How did he know we were here?
He smiled and waved at us, walking towards us in strides I could mistake for joy.
Derek spoke softly before he approached me. “I’m so sorry, he wanted to celebrate with us. You don’t have a problem, do you?”
I mean, I could, but I don’t.
So I nodded my head and smiled at him just before Nikolai got to the table.
“Look who we have here?” he exclaimed, his scent sending a tingle through my spine. The mixed scent of cinnamon and wood sent conflicting feelings through my body, causing me to have a hard-on.
I hated this man, but what his body did to me was impeccable.
I coughed, the invisible crumbs refusing to fall out of my mouth.
“I hope you are doing well?” Derek questioned softly, with a hint of concern.
While my enemy watched me fearfully, afraid I was going to leave his side.
“This is a good time to celebrate,” Nikolai commented while he carefully placed his napkin on his lap, making me see his bulge inside the trousers he wore.
Derek nodded as he put the fork into his mouth, savouring the taste of the food.
Nikolai spoke up after talking to the waiter to bring his food. “I’m proud of your friend,” he said, looking at Derek.
Derek looked back at me and smiled.
“I never knew he was this talented,” he continued, this time as his firm hands held the bottle of wine, pouring it into his cup.
I took a deep breath, trying to steady my mind from the crazy thoughts that were coming into my head.
“But Dad, how did you know about it?” Derek asked while drinking the last bit of wine from his cup.
I froze.
I stuttered. I couldn’t let Derek find out about this. Not now. Not ever.
Nikolai laughed out loudly, causing everyone to stop and stare for a while.
“My assistant showed me the tab this morning, the moment I got to work,” Nikolai said with a hint of seriousness in his tone.
Derek’s smile disappeared.
He raised his eyebrow a little. “It wasn’t on the news, Dad.”
I stiffened, my breath taking an uneven rhythm.
Nickolai's POVI walked away, afraid I was doing too much — pushing myself and practically forcing him to become something he didn't want to be.I went into my office, replied to all my emails, and focused properly on every meeting. I had paid the towing company; they had one job to do for me.My secretary walked into the room with slow strides, carrying a stack of documents — far too many for me to finish in one day.She smiled at me. I avoided her gaze and turned back to my laptop, continuing what I had been doing since morning."You have a special meeting in the next three hours," she said, setting the documents down and resting her hands on the table, her cleavage spilling forward from across where I worked.I took a deep breath, wondering why I hadn't fired her."A press meeting," she added abruptly, standing upright when she noticed I was ignoring her and everything she was putting on display.My chest tightened as I forced myself to think about what I was going to face at today
Damian’s POVThis felt too good. I should stop, but I want more.I was setting myself up for a lot of things, but I wasn’t sure if I was really ready for this.I couldn’t stop thinking about every single thing that happened. My mind kept relaying every single detail of it.I should avoid him. But I don’t think I can.It’s been days of me being confined to my room—drawing on so many canvases and making sure they get to the website as soon as possible, trying to distract myself from everything. Derek comes in once in a while to check on me.I mostly go out to eat and then come back inside the room. I’ve saved enough for the penthouse studio, and I can’t wait to pay him and give him his money.Maybe then he won’t want to touch me anymore.The bell dinged.I swallowed hard.I couldn’t help the way my cheeks reddened. Maybe it was just a way of deceiving myself—pretending I wanted him to come.As I rushed to the door, a sudden shrill realization brought me back to reality.He doesn’t knock
Nickolai’s POV“I saw it on your timeline.” I paused, trying to take a deep breath. “Have you forgotten?” I laughed lightly.Fuck. I almost got caught. Damian coughed a little bit, bringing my focus back to what I wanted to say.“I need to go to the restroom,” he announced, stood up quickly without waiting for us to acknowledge him.I watched him go, looking at his butt sway slowly. I thought of things I could do to those little thing. How my fingers would easily slide up his ass fucking him until he doesn’t know how to walk properly.My balls tingled and my dick thickened.Derek cleared his throat and this time I had to concentrate while I distracted myself into the music that was playing in the background . Derek and I started with his work and the little trouble he faced at work. I knew I had to do my thing and get through his residence president and the person in charge.Nobody messed with my boy.That reminded me of Damian who had been in the toilet for a long time now. I prete
Damian’s POVI sat down as my thoughts overwhelmed me. I couldn’t be so sure of the trap I purposely set myself into. How do I convince myself this is all my work and not Nikolai’s way of plotting for me?The knock on the door startled me once again as I thought it was just Nikolai coming in to remind me again.The knob on the door turned as Derek stood in his scrubs from last night, his eyebags swollen yet joyful.He smiled deeply at me.Tears pooled at the back of my eyes as I thought about the risk I had just taken.“You finally did it!” Derek exclaimed, opening his arms for a brotherly hug.I did not do it. I risked myself to get this.I nodded, even as I sniffed back my tears, trying to struggle so they don’t come out as badly as I want them to.“I’m proud of you,” Derek said, smiling at me, this time looking around the mini studio I made in his house… his father’s house, I mean.“Let’s celebrate, it’s been a long ride coming,” Derek suggested before walking towards the door.“No
The first notification felt like a mistake.I was staring at my screen when the red banner appeared.SOLD OUT.I blinked.Refreshed the page.Then it appeared again and this time I wasn’t dreaming SOLD OUT.Then another.My hands started trembling over the mouse. I wasn’t breathing. I couldn’t breathe. Every canvas I had poured myself into — every sleepless night, every brushstroke that felt like bleeding onto linen — disappearing in real time.Sold.The numbers kept climbing. The site lagged. My inbox flooded.I stood up so abruptly my chair rolled back and hit the wall.“Damian,” I whispered to myself. “You did it.”A laugh tore out of me — sharp, disbelieving, almost hysterical. For months I had painted in silence. In doubt. Wondering if I was delusional for thinking the world would ever care.Now the world was buying me.My chest tightened. Not with fear.With power. It felt so good My phone buzzed relentlessly. Messages. Galleries. Interviews. Unknown numbers. My name was tre
Nickolai’s POVDerek and I walked away with Damian’s face all over my head. Derek explained they were both colleagues at work, before he woke up and made his mind to go for what he loved. He looked different. Like he wasn’t meant to be there. He looked like he was just there for the main time. He looked like he was missing something. He looked scared, too scared to meet my eyes, too scared to even shake me like he was going to dirty my hands and clothes. I was going to go back there and get more information about him. He piqued my interest in ways I did not expect and I suddenly wanted to know about him. But I had a meeting to attend. Marie walked into the room with a smile and a skirt that could be mistaken for a short. “Good morning boss,” she smiled deeply, her cheeks punctuating the little dimple close to her mouth.“Good morning Mar,” I sighed. “How is today going to be like?” She explained every meeting and donations I had to be at, but I wasn’t sure if I was meant to be







