Mag-log inNickolai's POV
I walked away, afraid I was doing too much — pushing myself and practically forcing him to become something he didn't want to be.
I went into my office, replied to all my emails, and focused properly on every meeting. I had paid the towing company; they had one job to do for me.
My secretary walked into the room with slow strides, carrying a stack of documents — far too many for me to finish in one day.
She smiled at me. I avoided her gaze and turned back to my laptop, continuing what I had been doing since morning.
"You have a special meeting in the next three hours," she said, setting the documents down and resting her hands on the table, her cleavage spilling forward from across where I worked.
I took a deep breath, wondering why I hadn't fired her.
"A press meeting," she added abruptly, standing upright when she noticed I was ignoring her and everything she was putting on display.
My chest tightened as I forced myself to think about what I was going to face at today's meeting.
She walked closer to me, moving in slow strides, and I wondered what she was up to this time.
I swallowed, trying to steer clear of what was happening.
"You need to calm down, boss," she said, moving closer and slowly running her fingers along the hem of my shirt.
I needed to tell her to leave, but I couldn't. I needed a release, and I wasn't going to get it any other way.
She stepped into the space between me and the desk and bent down.
She looked up at me for approval and fumbled with the belt on my tailored trousers.
I closed my eyes as she slipped her hand beneath the fabric.
I pushed my trousers down, freeing the hard, strained cock that had been throbbing with thoughts of Damian.
I watched as my secretary's eyes widened. I couldn't wait for her to finish admiring it. I pushed the back of her head and guided her down.
She gulped.
She choked — as though she was trying to take every single inch of me in.
I moaned loudly, even as I noticed there were people just outside.
She gulped again, traces of spit mixed with my cum dripping down her lips.
I imagined Damian doing this.
She gripped my thighs, trying to keep up with the rhythm I was setting.
I wasn't satisfied, so I pulled her up by the hair and told her to lift her skirt.
I pulled her onto my lap and made her sit on the erect, throbbing cock that still pulsed for release.
She lowered herself slowly, taking every inch of me into her tight pussy.
A moan rasped out of her mouth as she felt it hit a spot deep inside her.
She placed her arms around my neck and wrapped her legs around my waist as she rocked against me slowly.
"Ohh… yes," she moaned loudly.
"This feels so good… ahh," she kept moaning, her head falling back as the rhythm built.
My cock filled her completely — I was sure of it. Each thrust felt like I was reaching deeper inside her.
We were close to climax. I was close, and I was sure she was too. She pulled me closer by the neck, her ragged breath fanning my ear as she moved faster.
I let my eyes roll back as the wave of orgasm washed over us both. She rested her head on my neck as she caught her breath.
She stood up abruptly, as though afraid of getting caught.
She adjusted her skirt and fixed her hair, gave me a wink I ignored, and then opened the door and left.
I sighed deeply, thinking of Damian and what he might be doing.
The telephone rang, pulling me out of my thoughts.
I looked at the strange number and my heart stopped. I wasn't sure who had my personal number and was calling me on this line.
I ignored it.
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"After so many considerations, and so much planning has gone into this—" He paused, studying every face in the room.
"We have reached a conclusion regarding the remaining buildings." My lawyer continued.
I tapped my foot steadily, trying to stay focused and present in the conversation.
This was the fourth meeting I'd had today, and I couldn't wait to be done.
I nodded sharply so he knew I was listening.
"Thank you for coming — we'll get back to you on the last building," I said, flicking the cap of the pen I was holding.
They all clapped and murmured their approval as I stood up and left the conference room.
The receptionist walked up to me with a letter and handed it to me.
I walked away wondering what could be inside. I would open it the moment I got to my office.
I walked in and draped my suit over the arm of the chair.
I tore the envelope open, eager to see what it contained.
Damian.
Every hair on my body stood on end at the sight of his name.
He was inviting me to his first exhibition. I hadn't seen him in a long time. I wasn't sure I was ready to.
I smiled, dragging my fingers slowly across my beard.
I smiled knowing exactly what kind of chaos I was going to stir up at that exhibition.
"This is going to be very interesting," I laughed — a sharp thrill of anticipation running down my spine.
Nickolai's POVI walked away, afraid I was doing too much — pushing myself and practically forcing him to become something he didn't want to be.I went into my office, replied to all my emails, and focused properly on every meeting. I had paid the towing company; they had one job to do for me.My secretary walked into the room with slow strides, carrying a stack of documents — far too many for me to finish in one day.She smiled at me. I avoided her gaze and turned back to my laptop, continuing what I had been doing since morning."You have a special meeting in the next three hours," she said, setting the documents down and resting her hands on the table, her cleavage spilling forward from across where I worked.I took a deep breath, wondering why I hadn't fired her."A press meeting," she added abruptly, standing upright when she noticed I was ignoring her and everything she was putting on display.My chest tightened as I forced myself to think about what I was going to face at today
Damian’s POVThis felt too good. I should stop, but I want more.I was setting myself up for a lot of things, but I wasn’t sure if I was really ready for this.I couldn’t stop thinking about every single thing that happened. My mind kept relaying every single detail of it.I should avoid him. But I don’t think I can.It’s been days of me being confined to my room—drawing on so many canvases and making sure they get to the website as soon as possible, trying to distract myself from everything. Derek comes in once in a while to check on me.I mostly go out to eat and then come back inside the room. I’ve saved enough for the penthouse studio, and I can’t wait to pay him and give him his money.Maybe then he won’t want to touch me anymore.The bell dinged.I swallowed hard.I couldn’t help the way my cheeks reddened. Maybe it was just a way of deceiving myself—pretending I wanted him to come.As I rushed to the door, a sudden shrill realization brought me back to reality.He doesn’t knock
Nickolai’s POV“I saw it on your timeline.” I paused, trying to take a deep breath. “Have you forgotten?” I laughed lightly.Fuck. I almost got caught. Damian coughed a little bit, bringing my focus back to what I wanted to say.“I need to go to the restroom,” he announced, stood up quickly without waiting for us to acknowledge him.I watched him go, looking at his butt sway slowly. I thought of things I could do to those little thing. How my fingers would easily slide up his ass fucking him until he doesn’t know how to walk properly.My balls tingled and my dick thickened.Derek cleared his throat and this time I had to concentrate while I distracted myself into the music that was playing in the background . Derek and I started with his work and the little trouble he faced at work. I knew I had to do my thing and get through his residence president and the person in charge.Nobody messed with my boy.That reminded me of Damian who had been in the toilet for a long time now. I prete
Damian’s POVI sat down as my thoughts overwhelmed me. I couldn’t be so sure of the trap I purposely set myself into. How do I convince myself this is all my work and not Nikolai’s way of plotting for me?The knock on the door startled me once again as I thought it was just Nikolai coming in to remind me again.The knob on the door turned as Derek stood in his scrubs from last night, his eyebags swollen yet joyful.He smiled deeply at me.Tears pooled at the back of my eyes as I thought about the risk I had just taken.“You finally did it!” Derek exclaimed, opening his arms for a brotherly hug.I did not do it. I risked myself to get this.I nodded, even as I sniffed back my tears, trying to struggle so they don’t come out as badly as I want them to.“I’m proud of you,” Derek said, smiling at me, this time looking around the mini studio I made in his house… his father’s house, I mean.“Let’s celebrate, it’s been a long ride coming,” Derek suggested before walking towards the door.“No
The first notification felt like a mistake.I was staring at my screen when the red banner appeared.SOLD OUT.I blinked.Refreshed the page.Then it appeared again and this time I wasn’t dreaming SOLD OUT.Then another.My hands started trembling over the mouse. I wasn’t breathing. I couldn’t breathe. Every canvas I had poured myself into — every sleepless night, every brushstroke that felt like bleeding onto linen — disappearing in real time.Sold.The numbers kept climbing. The site lagged. My inbox flooded.I stood up so abruptly my chair rolled back and hit the wall.“Damian,” I whispered to myself. “You did it.”A laugh tore out of me — sharp, disbelieving, almost hysterical. For months I had painted in silence. In doubt. Wondering if I was delusional for thinking the world would ever care.Now the world was buying me.My chest tightened. Not with fear.With power. It felt so good My phone buzzed relentlessly. Messages. Galleries. Interviews. Unknown numbers. My name was tre
Nickolai’s POVDerek and I walked away with Damian’s face all over my head. Derek explained they were both colleagues at work, before he woke up and made his mind to go for what he loved. He looked different. Like he wasn’t meant to be there. He looked like he was just there for the main time. He looked like he was missing something. He looked scared, too scared to meet my eyes, too scared to even shake me like he was going to dirty my hands and clothes. I was going to go back there and get more information about him. He piqued my interest in ways I did not expect and I suddenly wanted to know about him. But I had a meeting to attend. Marie walked into the room with a smile and a skirt that could be mistaken for a short. “Good morning boss,” she smiled deeply, her cheeks punctuating the little dimple close to her mouth.“Good morning Mar,” I sighed. “How is today going to be like?” She explained every meeting and donations I had to be at, but I wasn’t sure if I was meant to be







