“No. No, you cannot do that. There's still time to cancel your application.” He was affected by what I told him, but he was proving to be difficult. He held on to the steering wheel, probably trying to ground himself so he doesn't reach out and touch me.
“I told you already, I plan to disobey every single one of your rules.”
“Alec... You don't want to play this game with me.” His voice was lower, had even more vibration beneath it. Inside of my pants, I was hard, really hard. If he touched any part of my body right now, I might explode.
“Really? Because it seems like it is you who should not play this game with me.” I refute sharply.
We were dancing to a new tune, it was never like this between us. And now I was openly daring him. And he liked that I was daring him.
“You have gotten a lot bolder little good Alec.”
He said with raised brow. He used the nickname, a score for me.
“I was raised well.” I say, referring to him. He wanted me to say whatever I wanted, if it had consequences, I could face them later. Because not saying what you have to say was painful.
He smiled, impressed.
“Our world was at the resort. Here, it’s the real world. Go back Alec, for your sake and mine.”
This again?
I raise my chin stubbornly. “No, not unless you’re coming with me, and if you sneak out at night, I will follow you.”
He opens his mouth to argue, but I didn't want any more of that. He was my happiness, and I choose to pursue him.
“Nothing you say will change my mind. I was able to find you here even with a fake name. Imagine what I would do with your real one.” I say with a hand poised to pause his thoughts. I was pushing it now, being a brat.
I pull his phone out of the phone holder in front of him, the one that didn't make an appearance at the resort. The phone was password encrypted and his wallpaper was one of a home. I knew instinctively he designed the home.
“I want to input my phone number, so you can decide when next we meet, or I will keep randomly showing up.”
Silently, he takes the phone from me and inputs his pass-code. All the while I was buzzing with excited energy. Everything was sharper, brighter, even more beautiful.
“Call me.” I whisper, it is laced with the thing he liked so much, me begging.
Just as my hand touched the handle of the car, his voice makes me pause,
“You do know you'll pay for this right?”
Right on cue, my belly exploded with a mixture of feelings, anticipation, longing, excitement.
“I deserve it.” And then just before I leave, I tell him.
“I missed you.”
I wasn't sure I heard him correctly, or I imagined it, because he was gone when I turn around.
“Even more so, more than you know it.”
Maybe I heard it right, maybe it was wishful thinking. But I met him again. It took everything in me not to squeal. I didn't give up, I met him again.
“Christopher.” I try his name out loud.
“Did he say he was going to do it??” A woman asked, startling me. She came from behind me, still lugging a lot of bags around with her.
The woman that might be late for dinner. She made his food. I didn't allow my mind travel that way, because it was obvious it would end badly.
“Do what?”
She frowned, “Weren't you meeting him to design your home?”
Oh. She did think we were having a business meeting. She seemed close to him, she didn't know about me. Was I a secret?
“No, I applied to work here part time.”
Her brows relaxed, “I am in charge of that this time. Caitlyn Holt, everyone calls me Cait.”
She arranged her plenty bags into the other hand, stretching the other to shake me.
I take her hand, it was small in mine but she had a good grip and a firm handshake.
“Alec Sanchez.”
She nods once, retracting her hand and distributing the bags back into the other hand.
“Did you bring your car?”
I nod, pointing towards the beat up truck, I would have been ashamed, but Christopher liked it.
She grinned, “Great, mine is at the mechanic, Lord knows it develops a new fault the longer it stays there.” She walks in the direction of the car and wouldn't let me take some of her bags.
“Instead of that, I need you to drop me off. I got this new inspiration for this condo Chris flipped, and I had to.”
The excitement in her voice is contagious, so I don't mind dropping her off. Even if she got to call him Chris and I was just finding out his real name.
“Did you just move to town?” She asked looking at my stuff at the back.
I nod again, it seemed i only had words when I was talking with Christopher.
“Have you found a place to stay yet??”
There was excitement in the way she asked the question, so I hesitantly answer no.
“You are in luck. One of the apartments Chris flipped is on the market for a renter. I think you are going to love it.”
I already loved it hearing that it had something to do with Christopher. I didn't care if it was a tent, he flipped it, so it was perfect.
She went on and on about how all the apartments flipped by Christopher gets snatched immediately, but he just finished this one this last week, and nobody knew about it yet.
While I sat on his bed feeling like he left me behind, he was busy flipping apartments. It left me feeling sour, but I was here now. I wouldn't be left behind again.
“So, I assume you have your resumé on hand.”
I did, but it was on my phone and inside of my box, it was impressive since I spent my entire life accumulating work experience.
“Why do you want to work with us Alec?” She asked when I slowed down in front of the apartment that he just flipped.
On the tip of my tongue was my practiced speech I gave everyone that asked for it. But this time, something in her eyes stopped me.
I inhaled,
“I want to know how it happens, the magic of it all. What makes people so excited about construction... I want to learn.”
She chuckled breezily at my spiel.
“Well then, I think you are a perfect fit. Still, come in for the interview, it is only a formality.”
My heart swelled, feeling gratitude to the woman who I wanted to dislike, because she might mean something to Christopher. But how could I? She was so nice.
The moment I step into the apartment, it felt like I was transported back to the resort. His room back at the resort, mixed in with bits and pieces of how I decorated my old apartment, and then his touch.
“Wow.” I say softly.
Caitlyn chuckled,
“I still get that same feeling. It always blows me away. He remodeled the entire apartment and did the decorations himself. I would say he poured himself into it. He holed himself in here after he...” She caught herself. But I got it,
After he disappeared for days, without letting anyone know his location.
“Anyway, you'd be getting the best apartment out there.”
I knew that. I paid for two years upfront, surprising Caitlyn. But I couldn't let the apartment slip from my grasp.
Later when I was laying on the bed, looking at the ceiling that looked similar to the same one we stared at together back at the resort. While he listened to me ramble, his hands stroking my hair.
My phone dinged with a notification that pulled me upright, it was from him. It was an unsaved contact but the message...
“Daddy's little good boy? Really?”
I chuckled. That was the only way I could think of saving my number on his phone.
“I saved yours with Daddy.” I send quickly. I did save it that way.
His response doesn’t come until I had nearly bitten my nails to a quick.
“Heard you already got the job...”
They must be close... could they be living together? As what?
No. No. I couldn’t think about it.
During my internal monologue, his second message had come in.
“Too bad... I got work outside the state, and I would be gone for a long, long time.”
I am shaking.Even with my eyes shut, I can tell that my entire body is shaking. Then I hear his whisper that brings my body to life. “Hey sleepyhead, it’s time to go.”His voice is deeper than usual, and I guess that’s why I can excuse waking up without further ado. The nap, since it was too short to be called an actual sleep, had been good, the best even. We made out before we slept, his kisses just the right amount of hungry and sweet, both of us content with what we received. Until he nuzzled me to sleep. He had gone to sleep right after I did, his perfect bed head sticking out everywhere now that he is stirring me awake.“We should have gone to bed sooner than we did.” I groan, needing more sleep.“Someone had been too excited to go to bed.”I roll my eyes at him, he too had been very excited last night, but sure, let’s all say it was just me. I push myself off the bed and unto his lap, he chuckles, and inhales, soaking up the last of our trip. “Twenty four is not enough.” I m
We both pause after that, the weight of his words sinking in. The sounds from the movie flutter through the speakers, the only sounds that could be heard from either of us. I turn towards the TV, my interest in the movie long gone, but there’s nothing else that seems appropriate. His words rang true, I had no idea what I was talking about, yet it hurt that he said them to me. We both don’t say anything until the movie is over, I had a feeling he was no longer interested in the movie himself. The food we hadn’t eaten had grown cold, my appetite dying out with the warmth. “You were right, I have no idea what I was saying.” I say when the silence pressed around us too much. The movie had finished long ago, and none of us moved from our spots, and I can feel the warmth from his body, yet I couldn’t lean into him. “I shouldn’t have said that.”“You were right, I should mind my business. And that is what I would do from now.”He sighs and pulls me to himself, and shamelessly, I melt into
He stares at me like I grew three heads. His movements are paused over the blankets he had been turning into something of a forte. I knew even before saying it that it was a bad idea, I shouldn’t have said anything, there’s nobody I have ever told that took the news well. “You don’t have to look at me like that.” I sigh, leaving him in room illuminated by the TV, and into the kitchenette, where the microwave beeped, the smell of freshly made popcorn filling the air. “There’s no way you’re actually serious. You hate Pepperoni on your pizza? Not pineapple?” he asks when I reenter the roo, he still has a look of shock on his face.I press my lips together, his shoulders slump, his eyes shake, and he struggles to get the word out. “Don’t tell me… you actually enjoy pineapple on your pizza?” he whispered the question in horror, his eyes beg me desperately. It is almost comical, his actions, I would burst out laughing if he didn’t grab my shoulders, spilling one or two from the popcor
“You said I was going to love it.” I pout.He chuckles before reaching up to kiss my mouth, I melt at his touch and when I lean in for more, he straightens. Raising a questioning brow at me. “Alec, I wanted to spend time with you, what were you thinking about?” he asks the question with wide eyed innocence that is pretentious and fake, but it makes me blush all the same. When he said I was going to love it, I expected some sort of… I don’t know… okay, I did know, I expected a replay of last night’s shenanigans. All I can think about is him inside of me again, the fullness of him, the way he filled me, stretched me. Goosebumps appear on my skin just thinking about it. “I also want to spend time with you.” I want to spend every single second of the day with you. I hold these thoughts inside of me, for some reason I am worried that this thought might be too much and it could quite possibly chase him away. He gives me a smile that melts my heart and the hard on i thought was never g
Turns out I should have taken my warning.The grounds-keeper's voice thunders behind us as I press harder on the pedal, and even at the top most speed, running away seemed like the better option. Christopher’s laugh bellows from beside me, loud and full of life. While my eyes keep straying behind me, waiting for the big man to appear.“I am glad you are having fun, where do I go next?” I say, alternating where I wanted to look, in front of us where a few guests were playing golf, or behind us, the direction of the big man.“Here, let me.” he says, switching our positions again.He had been driving the car, until he couldn’t take the staring, people were ogling his body and it was too much for him, I wouldn’t blame him, a few of them asked for his number already, and some went as far as throwing cash at him. He had rolled his eyes a lot until he asked me to take over the wheel for a while he wore another shirt. “As much as I didn’t appreciate others looking at you, I was enjoying th
“This is a crappy story for a day like today.” he says, his mouth forming a grim line, his eyes look away from mine and fixes upwards, at the blue sky.“I shouldn’t have asked.” I tell him. I know he only told me because he knew more about me than I knew about him, he didn’t want to, but he had to if he wanted to level the playing field, and that’s not how I wanted it go. I hope he would feel safe enough with me to tell me instead of this. He shrugs, saying nothing.“That’s why you don’t draw anymore.” I note.He remains quiet. My own mind churns, working over time, looking for a way to handle this situation. He never intended to kill people, yet it happened, and it wasn’t something that went away easily. It was the reason he closed his company obviously, yet there was no story like this online. “Are there any more mysteries about you?”He turns to me with a small smile, I fear I may have ruined the mood, he had a huge smile before I asked, and now what he was offering was sad.
The car rolled to a stop just when I am still feeling high, from the flowers, and not just the flowers, but what they meant, he was acknowledging my efforts. I am certain there is nothing that can top this, the smile on my face might split it open, and I wouldn’t even mind. Warm air hits my face, making me turn to him, he stood outside the door, an even warmer smile on his face, that makes me swoon. I bite my mouth, my eyes going to his outstretched hand. “Come on, we have a lot to do with not enough time.”With a warm, giggly feeling in my gut, I put my hand in his, the hand that wasn’t holding the bouquet, it is quite difficult to hold it in one hand, it doesn’t matter though, when there is will, there is a way. Our hands meet and I swear we are transported back in time, where he had none of the real world struggles and we were just two men that could not stop looking at each other. Our eyes meet and my breath is taken away again. How can someone’s eyes look that good? He sm
When the awkward silence stretched for a second too long-- he asked me to go somewhere with him, I called it a date. I only realized after I had asked the question.-- I pick up my right hand with my left, folding all fingers except the thumb and pinkie, bringing it to my ears, I pretend I am making a phone call. “Hey boss, I don’t think I can make it to work today.” I fake a cough, and look over at him as he drove, waiting for his response.With a straight face, he picks up his own make believe phone, I suppress a grin as I watched him. “Mr. Sanchez, is that the sound of traffic I hear?”My brows jump into my hair, there was indeed a plethora of sounds all around us, people hurried to get to work, and we are on the highway, leaving Kinsley, it has been a while since I saw the good bye from Kinsley sign, and it brought back a lot of memories. The nervousness I felt coming into the town, the unfamiliar faces, and feelings, and it’s like a dream but last night did happen. “Uh.. yeah,
My heart slowed in my chest, fury bubbled in my veins.“Why do you always do that? I thought I would let it pass by me quietly, wait for you to come around, I don’t want to think of it as misplaced faith. Every time I think I have gotten close to you, you do a whole 180. First you ran away from me in the middle of the night at the resort, and when I manage to find you, you keep taking one step forward and two steps back, I have feelings too and you seem intent on stomping all over that. Oh, and let’s not forget about how you sleep next to me at night and disappear before morning.” I realize I am panting when my speech is done, somehow even managing to get into a kneeling position, my fists tight by my side.He looks at me, then slowly, he looks at the windows, I follow his line of sight, “I just meant, it’s already morning, we can’t do it again, in as much as I am desperate to do you again, however you have work.”Oh. Immediately I turn red from embarrassment. He is right, the su