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JESSY
I burst out of the café, my heart pounding so hard I thought my ribs might crack. How could he do this to me? After all the promises. All those sweet nothings whispered in the dark about waiting, about building something real without rushing into bed. About how he respected me. About how I was different from other girls. "I love you for who you are, Jessy," he'd said, his eyes so sincere I'd actually believed him. God, I was such an idiot. But today, over a half-finished latte and a crumbling muffin I couldn't even taste, he shattered everything. "You don't respond to my touches," he'd said, frustration twisting his face into something ugly. Something I'd never seen before. "It's like you're some kind of... Mother Virgin Mary. I can't do this anymore." Mother Virgin Mary. The words kept repeating in my head, each echo making me feel smaller. Colder. Like there was something fundamentally wrong with me. I wasn't unresponsive. I just didn't feel it. Not with him. Not that electric thing everyone talked about. That desperate need that made you want to rip someone's clothes off. Maybe I was broken. At eighteen, I'd never felt that spark everyone raved about. That pull. That heat. My friends talked about it constantly, about wanting their boyfriends so badly it hurt, and I'd just nod along and pretend I understood. But I didn't. I never had. Tears blurred my vision as I stumbled down the street, nearly tripping over a crack in the sidewalk. The city lights flickered above like they were mocking me. Like even they knew I was a fraud. My mind wouldn't stop racing. Wouldn't stop replaying his disgusted expression. The way he'd looked at me like I was defective. I thought about my parents. About how they'd died four years ago in that car crash that tore my world apart. About how my aunt, my mom's younger sister, had stepped in to raise me even though she was only in her late thirties. Still young. Still figuring out her own life. "Call me Mom," she'd insisted, even though it felt wrong at first. Even though she looked more like an older sister than a mother. We were both wrecks back then. Both trying to piece together lives that had been shattered in an instant. She'd talk about the uncle I'd never met. The mysterious one funding our entire existence from the shadows. Paying for this massive mansion we lived in. Covering all our bills. Never once showing his face or even calling. "He's family, Jessy," she'd say with this knowing smile that drove me crazy. "Rich as sin, but intensely private. One day, you'll meet him." I'd stopped asking questions about him years ago. What was the point? Clearly, he wanted nothing to do with us beyond being our invisible benefactor. Now I was trying to pull my own weight, juggling college classes and a part-time job at a bookstore just to buy groceries and help with utilities. It wasn't much. Probably didn't even make a dent. But at least I felt less useless. Our home was insane. A sprawling mansion on the city's outskirts with marble floors so shiny you could see your reflection, ceilings so high your voice echoed, and way too many empty rooms that just felt lonely. Beautiful and suffocating all at once. I'd spent so many nights wondering about this phantom uncle. Who was he? Why all the secrecy? Why help us but never actually be part of our lives? But tonight, those questions were buried under the weight of my ex's cruel words. Under the shame burning through my chest. By the time I reached home, my feet were screaming. These stupid heels I'd worn to look pretty for him, to make him want me, were cutting into my skin. Blisters forming with every step. I fumbled with my keys, hands shaking so badly I dropped them twice before finally getting the door open. It creaked as I pushed inside, the sound way too loud in the silence. The foyer was dimly lit by some lamp someone had left on in the distance. Probably Mom. But I didn't bother turning on more lights. Didn't have the energy. I couldn't face climbing that grand staircase to my bedroom. Couldn't face looking at myself in the mirror. Couldn't face anything. So I headed straight for the sitting room. My crash spot. That cozy little area with the plush couch where I'd spent countless nights studying or hiding from the world. Private. Quiet. Mine. I closed the door behind me, the latch clicking shut. Sealing me away from everything. The room was pitch black. Heavy curtains blocking out the moonlight. Blocking out everything. I let out a shaky breath, ready to finally collapse and let myself fall apart. But then my eyes started adjusting to the darkness. And I saw him. A figure on my couch. Large. Male. Lounging there like he belonged. My heart stopped. Then kicked into overdrive, slamming against my ribs. He was shirtless. Broad shoulders taking up way too much space. The faint sliver of moonlight sneaking through a gap in the curtains caught his skin, illuminating hard muscle and sharp angles. He was wearing only boxer shorts. Dark. Tight. Leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination. Heat exploded through me. Sudden. Overwhelming. Unfamiliar. My pulse raced. My skin flushed hot despite the cool air. That pooling warmth low in my belly that I'd read about in books but never actually felt, it was there. Real. Undeniable and terrifying. Oh God. What was happening to me? My mind screamed danger. Stranger. Unknown man. In my house. Nearly naked. But my body didn't care. It was drawn to him like I'd been starving my entire life and he was food. "Come here." His voice cut through the darkness. Deep. Commanding. Not a request. An order that made my knees weak and sent shivers racing down my spine. I couldn't move. Couldn't breathe. Couldn't think. He shifted, and I caught the glint of his eyes as they locked onto mine. Dark. Intense. Predatory in a way that should have terrified me but instead made that heat burn hotter. "Come here. What are you waiting for?" My legs moved. Actually moved. One trembling step forward before I could stop myself. What was wrong with me? Why wasn't I running? Screaming? Why was I walking toward this stranger like he'd hypnotized me? But I kept going until I was just a few feet away. Close enough to feel the heat radiating off his skin. Close enough to smell something expensive and masculine and dangerous. Up close, he was overwhelming. All hard muscle and raw masculinity and a presence that seemed to fill the entire room. I stood there, frozen, every nerve ending on fire. He tilted his head, studying me. His gaze traveled over my tear-streaked face, my tangled hair, my wrinkled sundress that was sticking to my skin from the humidity outside. Then his expression changed. Shifted. His brows furrowed like he'd just realized something that confused him. "How can a naive girl like you be into this hookup business?" His voice held genuine disbelief, like my presence here made no sense. I blinked. Tried to process his words through the fog in my brain. Hookup business? What was he talking about? I'd never hooked up with anyone. Never even considered it. My ex had just dumped me for being too frigid, too unresponsive, too much like the Virgin Mary. And now this stranger thought I was here for some kind of casual sex arrangement? The thought should have disgusted me. Should have snapped me out of whatever trance I was in. But instead, a forbidden thrill shot through me. Made my cheeks burn hotter. Made that ache between my thighs intensify in a way that scared me. "I'm not," I stammered, my voice barely a whisper. "I don't know what you mean. This is my house. Who are you?" He chuckled. The sound was dark, velvety, impossibly sexy. It wrapped around me like smoke. His eyes kept roaming. Over my messy hair. My flushed cheeks. The way my sundress clung to curves I'd always been self-conscious about. "Why did you linger after you lied about taking an Uber?" He leaned back, casual, confident, and the movement made every muscle in his torso flex. "Oh, little girl, you have no idea what you've walked into." Before I could respond, before I could process those words, he hooked his thumbs into the waistband of his boxers. My breath caught. And with a slow, deliberate motion that seemed to last forever, he slid them down. Let them pool at his feet. My mind went blank. Completely, utterly blank. Because there he was. Fully naked. Fully aroused. Looking at me like I was prey and he was starving. And for the first time in my entire life, I felt it. That spark. That pull. That desperate, aching want that made everything inside me clench with need. Oh God. What was I supposed to do now?**114**The lamplight painted long shadows across Jessy’s bedroom walls. We’d barely made it past the living room couch before clothes started coming off again—my shirt left on the hallway floor, her jeans kicked somewhere near the kitchen doorway, her panties still tangled around one ankle when I lifted her onto the bed.She landed on her back with a soft bounce, hair fanning across the pillow, eyes glittering with the kind of reckless want that had been simmering since the moment she walked into McGreevy’s earlier.I stood at the foot of the bed for a second, just looking.Her chest rose and fell quickly. Thighs parted just enough to show how wet she still was from before—glistening, swollen, marked by me. The sight made my cock twitch against my stomach, already half-hard again despite the fact we’d only finished twenty minutes earlier.“You’re staring,” she said, voice low and teasing.“You’re fucking beautiful.”A slow, wicked smile curved her lips. She bent one knee, letting it
Mark's povThe pizza box sat forgotten on the coffee table, grease stains blooming across the cardboard like abstract art. The movie credits rolled in silence—neither of us had really watched the last forty minutes anyway. Jessy’s breathing had evened out against my shoulder twenty minutes ago, but I hadn’t moved. I liked the weight of her there, the faint antiseptic-and-citrus scent that still clung to her skin despite the long shower she’d taken before I arrived.Her hand had slipped from my chest to my thigh sometime during the third act. Innocent at first. Then not.She stirred, lashes fluttering, and instead of sitting up properly she turned her face into my neck. Lips brushed skin. Not a kiss, not yet—just the suggestion of one.“You’re still here,” she murmured, voice rough from sleep and twelve hours of trauma bays.“Wasn’t going anywhere.”Her fingers flexed against my thigh, nails dragging the faintest line through denim. “Good.”The single word landed low in my gut.She sh
We ended the call shortly after, and I sat staring at my phone for a long moment. Everyone seemed to be coming around, offering support and congratulations now that the investigation had cleared Jessy of any wrongdoing. It should have felt like vindication, like proof that we'd been right all along.Instead it just felt exhausting—all these people who'd been ready to judge, to question, to suggest we end things for the sake of propriety, now falling over themselves to be supportive now that official approval had been granted.But maybe that was unfair. Maybe they'd just been scared too, worried about careers and reputations and doing the right thing in an ambiguous situation. Maybe fear made everyone a little bit worse, a little bit more willing to choose safety over courage.My phone buzzed again. Jessy this time: About to head in. Wish me luck?You don't need luck. You're brilliant and they all know it. But good luck anyway. I love you.Love you too. Talk later.I spent the evening
I woke to sunlight streaming through unfamiliar windows and the smell of coffee brewing somewhere in the apartment. For a disoriented moment I couldn't place where I was, then Jessy's voice drifted from the kitchen—she was on the phone, speaking in that professional tone she used with colleagues, clipped and efficient."Yes, I'll be in this afternoon for my shift. Four to midnight... No, everything's fine. The investigation concluded yesterday... I appreciate that, Dr. Chen. Thank you."I found her in the kitchen, still in my t-shirt from last night, hair falling loose around her shoulders as she poured coffee into two mugs. She looked up when I appeared in the doorway, and her whole face softened."Morning," she said, sliding one mug across the counter toward me. "I made it strong. Figured you'd need it after last night.""What time is it?""Almost nine. I let you sleep—you looked like you needed it." She took a sip of her own coffee, watching me over the rim. "That was Dr. Chen from
We barely made it to the bedroom, stumbling through the hallway in a tangle of limbs and desperate kisses, hands fumbling with buttons and zippers like teenagers who'd just discovered what bodies could do together. She pulled my shirt over my head, fingers tracing the scar on my side where everything had started—the wound that had brought us together, changed everything."This," she whispered, pressing her lips to the healed tissue. "This is where it all began.""Best worst night of my life," I said, gasping as her mouth moved lower.We fell onto her bed in a heap, and for a while there was nothing but skin and breath and the sound of our names spoken like prayers. Three days of separation and uncertainty translated into urgency, into a desperate need to reconnect, to prove that we were still here, still together, still choosing each other despite everything trying to pull us apart.Afterward, we lay tangled in sheets that smelled like her—lavender and something clean and indefinably
I texted Jessy when I got back to my truck, hands shaking slightly as I typed: *Interview done. Went fine. They don't think you did anything wrong.* Three dots appeared almost immediately, disappeared, appeared again. The pause felt endless, each second stretching like taffy. Then: *Thank you for going. Can we talk?* *When?* *Tonight? My place?* *I'll be there at seven.* The hours between felt endless in a different way now—not the hollow dread of the past three days, but something charged with possibility and fear in equal measure. I went home, showered, changed into clean clothes, stood in my kitchen staring at the clock like I could will time to move faster through sheer force of wanting. Part of me wanted to show up early, desperate to see her, to know where we stood, to end this limbo that had been eating me alive. Part of me wanted to make her wait, let her feel a fraction of what the last three days had been like—the silence, the uncertainty, the fear that I'd become







