LOGINI should not want him. I should not crave him. But the older man, the forbidden one who takes over my every thought, is impossible to resist. He is married. I am engaged. And still, the pull between us is wild, dangerous, and beautiful in the worst way. Every stolen look. Every burning touch. They drag me deeper into a desire I cannot escape. And I know that once I taste him, nothing in my life will ever be the same again. Kaiden Draven. Married. My father’s best friend. Everything I should run from. And yet, he is the one thing I cannot stop wanting. Can a heart truly fight what it longs for? And can the mind survive while desire dances on the edge of ruin?
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I wasn’t the man who was supposed to stand in front of the altar today.
And I wasn’t the man who was meant to put a ring on the finger of a woman I didn’t love. Her name was Lara. And that was all I knew.
But I was here.
And the way we stood in front of the priest felt more like two people waiting for a death sentence than a couple starting a marriage.
“Mr. Kaiden, do you take Miss Lara Wilson as your wife?”
“I do.”
Lara turned her eyes toward me just a little. She was beautiful. Innocent. Scared.
None of that changed anything inside me.
“Miss Lara, do you take Mr. Kaiden as your husband?”
She gasped softly before she whispered, “I do.”
The priest smiled.
I didn’t. I had nothing to smile about.
“You may kiss the bride.”
I placed my hand on her waist. She was shaking.
My other hand slid to her neck, pulling her closer.
I kissed her. A kiss empty of anything.
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Maldives, 12:24 AM
I was breathing hard as I looked at the woman lying on the bed like a perfect sex toy.
Her skin was covered with my marks.
Her lips were swollen.
Her body was exhausted from everything she gave me, willingly, hungrily.
I left her there, went to the bathroom, and washed off the scent of need that covered me during my first hours as a husband.
I opened the door and stepped out to the balcony.
I pulled my violin from my bag. I hadn’t touched it in weeks.
Then I walked down to the beach, barefoot.
I lifted the violin to my shoulder.
Right when I was about to play…
I heard her.
A girl’s voice. Singing.
An angel walking barefoot on the sand.
A light white dress touching her thighs, showing more than it hid.
She stopped a few steps away.
She looked at me with shy, soft eyes.
And in that exact moment, I felt something I had never felt with any woman.
Something I didn’t feel even with my wife.
I put out my cigarette and threw it away.
I couldn’t look away from her.
Not for a second.
I took a step toward her. Then another.
She turned quietly. “Hi.”
God… her voice.
I answered in a low tone. “Hey.”
She raised her eyes to mine, innocent and curious. “You’re alone out here?”
She smiled. “No. I’m with my fiancé. But he’s asleep.”
Fiancé.
A strange sting hit my chest.
I repeated the word, surprised. “Asleep?”
“Yes. Why?”
I stepped closer. “Aren’t you supposed to be asleep too?”
She didn’t understand at first.
Then her cheeks turned deep red.
So sweet.
So tempting.
“N-no… we didn’t… do that.”
Her shy honesty was the sexiest thing about her.
A softness no other woman had.
When I looked at her neck, I saw a small tattoo near her collarbone. “Princess Tara.”
She noticed my violin. “Do you… know how to play?”
“Yes,” I said with quiet confidence.
She hesitated.
Then whispered the words that knocked the air out of me. “Can you… play something for me?”
Yes, I could.
And there was nothing I would refuse her.
I lifted the violin, set it on my shoulder, and asked, “What do you want to hear?”
She answered fast. “Carol of the Bells.”
Easy.
I began to play.
The bow slid softly over the strings, note after note.
When I finished, she opened her eyes slowly. “You… you play so beautifully.”
I smiled. I didn’t mean to.
But I did.
And when I looked at her, her eyes were glued to me.
Our eyes locked.
And something wordless passed between us.
A language I didn’t understand, but it hit deep.
I saw it in her pupils.
Attraction.
To me.
A harsh reality slammed into me when the name popped into my head.
Lara.
My wife.
The woman I had left inside, sleeping, her body still marked by my hands and my sins.
I looked at the girl standing in front of me.
I took a step back.
Lowered the violin.
She whispered, “What’s… wrong?”
I breathed the name of my wife, barely audible.
My wedding ring shone on my finger like a curse.
She lifted her head toward me.
And that was when I realized something sharp and cruel.
Kaiden Draven, the man who felt nothing… had finally fallen.
On his wedding night.
For another woman.
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A month and a half after Italy.
I came to Italy because Eduardo Blackwood invited me.
Last time, he visited New York.
Now it was my turn.
Different countries.
Different lives.
But the man was closer to me than my own three brothers.
I stood in front of the large wooden door with his name on it.
I raised my hand to knock, but his secretary reached me first.
“Tell him Kaiden Draven is here.”
She nodded quickly.
“Yes, but… he’s inside with his wife.”
I rolled my eyes.
Of course. Eduardo and his wife. A couple without limits.
I called him.
He ignored the first three rings, which was enough to piss me off, but finally he answered.
“Did I really have to waste all this time outside?”
He laughed.
“Kaiden… you know what women want.”
“And you know I don’t care.”
He opened the door a moment later, his flushed face making it obvious he had been busy.
But he tried to look presentable.
“Sorry I kept you waiting.”
“You should be.”
He placed a hand on my back and led me out.
We walked to a small café and ordered bitter coffee.
He smirked. “So, how’s the new wife? And is your work still killing you?”
I sighed. He already knew.
Arranged marriages never lead to love.
Just obligations.
“Lara is fine. And work is… exhausting, as usual.”
I was New York’s top lawyer.
I didn’t lose cases.
But the truth no one knew was that I had lost myself many times along the way.
I asked him, “What about you? You seem off today.”
His smile faded.
“My family is fine… except for my daughter Tara.”
“She went through something. Something that scarred her. She started fearing men. She has been in therapy for six years.”
“It’s okay. You don’t have to tell me now.”
He looked up, grateful.
Later, he invited me to his home for dinner.
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Evening
We walked inside carrying bags.
He shoved the bags into my arms and said, “Go to the living room. I’ll change.”
Sure.
He would “not take long.”
The biggest lie the man told on a daily basis.
I pushed the door open with my foot because my hands were full.
But what I saw made me freeze.
No breath.
No movement.
A girl.
Lying on her stomach. Watching a movie.
Wearing a tiny pink piece of fabric. Two strings, nothing more.
I inhaled sharply, trying to stay steady, trying to hide an unusual rush inside me.
She gasped and turned fast, pressing a pillow to her chest like a scared child.
But I was the one who lost control for a second.
She was trembling.
Beautiful.
And dangerously innocent.
Her eyes hit me first.
God… it was her.
The girl from the beach.
The girl who haunted me.
The girl I tried to forget.
And now… she was even prettier. And even more dangerous.
“Don’t look at me…” she whispered, her voice tiny and shaking.
I stepped closer slowly, set the bags on the table, then turned to her.
“Look at me.”
My voice dropped, warm in a way it shouldn’t be.
“I won’t do anything to you. Just… look at me.”
She finally lifted her face.
Her eyes were wide. Innocent.
The kind of eyes that made you want to sin.
I got down on my knees in front of her, keeping a careful distance.
My hand moved toward hers. She flinched.
I didn’t stop.
My fingers brushed her trembling fingers.
I was afraid of myself. Not her.
Her hand slowly relaxed.
“Are you still scared of me?”
“Kinda…” she whispered shyly.
I didn’t like that answer.
But her voice wrapped around me like a soft chain.
“Who are you?” I asked.
She blushed. “Aren’t I supposed to ask you that… sir?”
“I’m Kaiden Draven. Eduardo Blackwood’s friend.”
“And I’m… Tara Blackwood.”
She smiled. A gentle laugh escaped her.
She forgot she was nearly naked in front of a stranger.
“Tara…? I’m your father’s closest friend.”
Tara.
Eduardo’s daughter.
The little girl who used to run around this house ten years ago.
She didn’t know me.
She didn’t remember that night on the beach.
But I did.
I remembered everything.
The way she stood near the water.
The way my breath stopped.
This was the daughter of the man who fought beside me in my darkest years.
The daughter of the friend who gave me loyalty without ever asking why.
And now…
My blood burned with a desire I had no right to feel.
Because she wasn’t just a woman.
She was a beautiful woman who could break every wall I built.
She raised her eyes to mine again.
She smiled.
A pure, deadly smile.
And said in a soft voice that silenced everything inside me:
“Nice to meet you, Mr. Draven.”
I ignored the shiver running down my spine.
I ignored the stupid urge to tell her the truth.
That we had met before.
And that I had never forgotten her.
Tara Blakewood POV"Nooo… Kaiden, please stop him!"I shouted, stepping backward.He turned quickly when he heard my scream shatter the quiet of the place."Jock… Jock, stop!"The moment he said that, his dog froze, just two or three steps away from me. I collapsed to the floor. My legs couldn’t hold me from the sheer terror.Kaiden rushed toward me, moving fast, until he reached me. He squatted beside me and held my hand, pressing it between his."Don’t be afraid."His calm tone, the way he brushed my hand, made me forget the fear of his dog that almost lunged at me."I just… I was…"I murmured, trying to steady my breathing and gather myself, looking into his eyes.He helped me to my feet, still holding my left hand, and we walked along the wooden path for a few meters until we reached the end."That dog isn’t bad. He just doesn’t know you. He’s gentle."He said, glancing at me, and I gave a nervous smile. How could something like that be “gentle”?"Come on, let’s go, Tara."He said
Tara Blakewood POVI began moving slowly, letting the first rays of morning sunlight seep into the room, reaching my window and my eyes.Last night’s events came rushing back to me. I glanced to my side. Kaiden was still asleep. His slumber looked beautiful and tempting at the same time.For a moment, I felt as if he were my husband. I think it was because of the way his hands had held my waist so snugly, and how I had relaxed around him, allowing myself to slip out. I moved completely away, placing the blanket over him.My eyes wandered here and there, searching for the kitchen. I didn’t go straight to it, not yet, to make something. I grabbed an apron hanging there and put it on.I turned to fetch a chair to add height, hoping to reach some ingredients I needed. But I didn’t get far. Kaiden’s body appeared at the top of the stairs, bare-chested, looking at me with a gaze I couldn’t decipher.“Good morning, Mr. Kaiden.”I said, trying to lighten the mood, though his gaze burned me.H
Tara Blakewood POV“You can think of me as your dad!”Kaiden said, waiting for my reply.“What?”“You’re my friend’s daughter. He sent you to me because he trusts me. Instead of saying ‘Sir,’ just call me Daddy!”I didn’t think much. I just found myself nodding in agreement as he left my room with a smile. I thought about taking a shower, but I was too tired to move.I walked toward a door to check if it was a bathroom. I stripped off my underwear, imagining him walking in and seeing me like this, exposed but I didn’t care.I stepped into the shower, scrubbed my body thoroughly, rinsed off the soap, and stepped out. I grabbed a towel, wrapped it around my body, and used a smaller towel to dry my hair.I was going to wear underwear, but it bothers me while sleeping, so I left it on the edge of the bed and grabbed a shirt to wear.I forgot to turn off the light. I got up to switch it off but got distracted by the balcony. My staring was interrupted by a sound a little scary, but for me,
Tara Blakewood POV“I told you, your little outbursts in front of me… they won’t do you any good. Don’t mention your fiancé.”I followed the path of his hands as they moved toward my face. Then he placed both palms on my cheeks, his thumbs gently wiping away the few tears that remained.I thought he might apologize for what he did to my poor thigh, but this was what he said instead. He pulled his hands away from my face roughly. I crossed my arms and turned my gaze to the other side, resting my bag on my lap.“Don’t toy with me, damn it!”“And who said I’m toying?”I answered shortly, “You!”“Move that bag.”I looked at him as he commanded me, and his gaze was truly frightening, as if it carried a threat on its own. I moved the bag aside and placed it behind me.I followed his hands as they reached into the car drawer. He pulled out a small tube of ointment, which immediately made my mind spin in two directions: first, he might put it on my thigh, and second, that wasn’t just ointment






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